Weekend Getaway

[Raevengeance]

OK - this is a story I started back in 2002-2003 (talk about an oldie but goodie - I hope at least) I just recently found it on my Hard Drive again - sooo figured I might as well attempt to actually FINISH it ;)

Any resemblence of the characters in this story to any person - living or dead - is purely a coinky-dink (aka Coincidental). Hope you enjoy it :) I do not know the guys from 98 Degrees (other than a very brief meeting with Jeff at a meet-n-greet in '04) all representations of them are my thoughts about how they would act - not necessarily their true character. Characterizations of other people is truly fictional.

Oh - and pardon the language at times :)

Please - let me know what you think of it.

[Raevengeance]

~Prologue ~ Introduction~

January of 2002 brought some depressing news to Rachel. Some of her friends from the 98 Degrees Message Board were planning a get together in Florida for a week in March, and although two of her better friends were included, Rachel wasn’t, leaving her feeling lost and alone, like she didn’t have a friend in the world.

“I only told you so you wouldn’t be hurt later!” her best friend, Elizabeth said as they talked one night.

“And I’m glad you did. Do you know what I’d feel like finding out in ****ing March when you’re gone for a freaking week…and then to see all the damn pictures? It just hurts. I THOUGHT that I was one of her friends. If she didn’t think I’d get along with the others going ~ FINE ~ but if she can’t ****ing tell me, I’m OBVIOUSLY not a friend. Friends do NOT hide things from other friends.”

“You’re over-reacting. There aren’t all that many people going.”

“Whatever. You know, shove it. I KNOW who her friends are…and I do know, without seeing it, they’ve all been invited.”

“I knew I shouldn’t I have mentioned it.”

“Why? So I’d be pissed at you too? Whatever.”
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In late January, there was an unexpected announcement from 98 Degrees regarding a short tour, before they went into the studio to record their next album. It was also going to be used to help promote Nick Lachey’s solo CD effort which was being released at the beginning of March. Universal was hoping that the mini-tour would prove that the other three members of the group supported his efforts. As the dates were released, Rachel laughed. They were scheduled to do a concert in Madison, Wisconsin again…on the weekend that the group from the message board was going to be going to Florida. Rachel sat and laughed as all the girls from the area on the board complained that they shouldn’t have scheduled a tour for then. They were supposed to be in the studio recording…or they should be out near Florida that particular weekend. “Sorry, gals. They don’t wanna be anywhere near the freaks. They’re gonna come by this freak,” Rachel thought, quickly making a reservation for the hotel the guys had stayed at the previous year when they were in Madison, glad when she could still get a room at a reasonable rate. “Well, that’s one step in getting a chance to possibly meet the guys,” she thought to herself.

“Rachel, you’ve never said. You gonna go see the guys in Madison?” Kristine asked as they chatted the night before everyone else was heading to Florida.

“Yeah, I’m going to be there. Hopefully, it’ll be a good show with them trying to do some to promote Nick’s solo album. I’m also hoping that I’ll be staying at their hotel. I know I got good seats, so if I can keep from shaking, I might have some good concert pics too.”

“I’m sure they’ll be great,” Kristine commented.

“Only if I can quit shaking,” Rachel responded.

“I’m sure you’ll do fine,” Liz interjected. “They’re just normal guys.”

“Easy for you to say. I’m gonna be so damn nervous. I’ll probably be on the floor passed out needing the assistance of EMT-Drew.”

“You’ll do fine,” Andrea, their other friend said. “Just remember to come back with complete details about what happened and how they were WHEN you met them.”

“I’ll come back with details alright…how the floor felt when I passed out,” Rachel joked.

“You won’t pass out. They’ll all make you feel as comfortable as can be. You may feel like you made a fool out of yourself, but you’ll enjoy yourself and get to know them.”

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~Chapter 1 ~ Elevator Ride~


The day before the concert, Rachel made the 2 hour drive to Madison to watch the charity basketball game that was being played at a local high school. As she drove up to the hotel, she noticed the tour busses parked in the parking lot, “SCORE! They’re here again…hopefully I’ll run into them sometime,” she thought to herself.

After checking in, she yelled for the people on the elevator to hold it so she could get on, which they did. “Thank you so much. I really didn’t feel like waiting,” she said as she got on.

“No problem,” a familiar voice said from behind her.

“What floor?” another familiar voice asked.

“6, please. Thanks,” Rachel said, trying to not take up too much space in the elevator.

“We shouldn’t have waited,” a voice said from the back of the elevator as the elevator lurched to a stop. “Let me get to the courtesy phone, damn it.”

“I’m so sorry to have inconvenienced you in the least,” Rachel replied, stepping back to get out of his way, accidentally bumping into one of the other occupants of the elevator. “Excuse me,” she said softly to him.

“No problem. It’s kinda nice seeing someone put Andre in his place.”

“Well, we’re stuck here for a little bit, but they’ll get us out of here as soon as possible.”

“Good, I wouldn’t want to be forced to share oxygen with YOU for very long,” Rachel said noticing the look of contempt she was getting.

“Listen up, doll…”

“YOU DID NOT just call me what I think you did, did you?? Drew…did he just call me doll?”

“You know who we are?” Jeff asked, somewhat surprised.

“I knew she wanted on this elevator for a reason!” Dre exclaimed.

“Yes, Jeff, I do know who you guys are. And yes, almighty Andre, I did want on this elevator for a reason. I didn’t want to wait for the next one or to walk upstairs. I sort of recognized Nick’s voice AFTER I got on here, but until then, I had no idea who was on this elevator. Did I freak out? NO! So don’t go giving me grief. I just figured I may as well admit that I know who they are, since I am here for the basketball game and the concert this weekend. Now, do you see me trying to attack any of them?? I don’t think so. The only time I’ve touched any of them was when YOU pushed me out of your way to get to that damn phone.”

“Sorry, I’m just used to the feely-grabby fans,” Andre said, trying to apologize.

“Yeah, I’ve talked to a few like that. But I am NOT Alyson ~ and I’m NOTHING like her.”

“How….”

“How do I know Alyson? I’m on the message boards.”

“What’s your screen name for the boards?” Drew asked.

“Depending on my mood, Twinkie_98 or if someone is really pissing me off and I don’t feel like dealing with harassment, it could be sugar_girl_98,” Rachel admitted.

“I’ve seen your posts. Thanks for sticking up for our rights to have a peaceful vacation free from obligations to the group,” Nick replied.

“You know Elizabeth,” Justin said softly at the same time, but Rachel did hear him.

“Yes, J. I know Liz. She’s probably one of my best friends. And Jeff, I do hope I didn’t cross the line on that card I asked her to give to you last year at the state fair in Kentucky.”

“No, you didn’t. Thank you,” he replied as Nick and Drew both also thanked her for the cards they had received from her via Liz the previous year.

“So are you the first wave of fans coming in for this?” Drew asked as they all got comfortable on the floor of the elevator.

“Nope. I’m here alone. Everyone from this area is out in Florida this week. They were all whining and moaning because you were here when they were going to be there. It was funny as hell,” Rachel replied.

“You mean we aren’t gonna suddenly see Alyson?”

“Nope…unless everyone flies up from Florida,” Rachel answered.

“Well…I wouldn’t necessarily put that past her,” Justin commented.

“Neither would I, but she needs all her frequent flyer miles for her wedding this summer.”

“Oh yeah…that wedding we were invited to attend,” Jeff said rolling his eyes.

“Yeah, that one,” Rachel said laughing at his reaction. “So, where’s the rest of your crew?”

“Who are you talking about?” Jeff asked.

“Uhhh…ya know…the rest of the people that travel with ya,” Rachel said.

“The dancers aren’t in town yet…should be here later today. We just got back from a radio show,” Nick answered.

“That’s cool,” Rachel said, starting to feel nervous. “Look, I feel really stupid asking this…but can I get pictures with all of you? I hate intruding on your personal time…”

“Sure…where’s your camera? Dre will take some pictures for ya,” Drew answered quickly.

“Uuhh…actually, it’s in my car yet,” Rachel replied feeling like a dork. “I forgot I didn’t grab that when I got out of the car.”

“Well, we’ll have to make sure you get your pictures when we get the elevator moving again,” Justin replied, as suddenly the elevator started moving again.

“Thank God!” Andre said, hoping to get rid of ‘the problem’ who ended up on the elevator with them.

“Ya know…I’ve heard you were a sweetheart, Andre…but one who did his job well. I’m beginning to think that you’re just a jerk,” Rachel said as the elevator stopped on the 6th floor. “Guys, good luck with the game tonight and the show tomorrow. I don’t want to inconvenience you anymore than I already have,” Rachel said, as she went to grab her suitcases.

“I’ll help,” Jeff said, quickly grabbing the larger of her two bags and getting off the elevator as Andre yelled for him to get back on the elevator.

“You really didn’t need to do this,” Rachel said softly.

“I wanted to. I really did appreciate that card. It was really sweet. Unfortunately, Trisha didn’t seem to feel that way.”

“I’m sorry, Jeff. Well, here’s my room. Thanks for the help with the luggage.”

“Can I come in and talk? We’ve got some time before we have to head over to the game…”

“Are you sure? I really wouldn’t want Trish to get mad at you for anything.”

“We split…this time was for good,” Jeff admitted. “The guys know, but we haven’t said anything to the media yet though.”

“Well, I’m sure that the fans will notice the lack of a ring again.”

“Why is it such a big deal?”

“I don’t know, Jeff. When I first heard the rumor, I have to admit, my reaction was to bawl my eyes out, but I accepted it hoping that it was what would make you happy.”

“Why would you cry?”

“Stupid fan dreams, I suppose. From the day I became interested in your guys’ music, there was just something that drew me to you…hearing YOUR voice in a song, seeing your face in the videos or on a pin up…it was enough to just bring a smile to my face…made my heart skip a beat. Just felt like somehow I was destined to be with you, and your marriage ended that dream, but I knew I had never had you to begin with…which is why I could ‘let you go to be happy with your wife’,” I guess.

“Well, I was more with her for the kids.”

“I know about Alyssa, how many more are there?”

“We had a son last fall…but things were tense even before then. We were back together just for the sake of Alyssa when she got pregnant again. I couldn’t bear to have another child out-of-wedlock, so we got married.”

“OK…I know this is like really personal, not that that wasn’t, but I do promise, nothing you’ve told me will leave this room. I was wondering…when is Alyssa’s birthday?”

“January 22nd.”

“Awwwee…a month before my birthday. That’s cool. Does the doting daddy have any pictures of his little princess?”

“Of course. Do you want to see them?”

“Yeah, unless you don’t want to share them. I do respect your right to keep her out of your fans’ sight.”

“You seem really cool. I feel this weird connection with you…and I have since you stepped on me in the elevator.”

“That was you?”

“Yeah, here. This is the most recent; we had it taken on her birthday. It’s me, her, and her baby brother.”

“They’re both adorable, Jeff. What’s your son’s name?”

“It’s Brandon James, after me and my dad.”

“That’s sweet. Well, I’ll let you get going upstairs. Hopefully, I’ll run into you guys again, with my camera so I can make you all honor your promise to let me have my pic taken with you.”

“I got a great solution to that.”

“What’s that, Jeffrey?”

“Come with us to the game…we can take pictures upstairs before we go. And I’ll get you a backstage pass.”

“I really don’t want to intrude on you guys. And I would feel like I was.”

“You’re not. I really want a chance to get to know you better, and I think it would be easier that way.”

“But Jeff…”

“No…come on…at least join us for dinner. After the way Dre treated you, you deserve something from us.”

“Getting this chance to talk with you is enough repayment for me,” Rachel replied softly.

“Well, I want to pay you back more,” Jeff answered, lowering his head to kiss her.

“Woah. Slow down,” Rachel said backing away.

“What? You admitted you wanted to be with me,” Jeff said confused.

“Yeah, I did…LAST YEAR. I’ve since grown accustomed to the fact that I wouldn’t have you. We just met…and no matter what I feel and have felt, I want to know Jeff Timmons, human, not just Jeff ~ first tenor for 98 Degrees,” Rachel tried explaining hoping she wasn’t hurting his feelings.

“I can accept that. But give me the chance to let you know me. Be my guest for the show and the game and backstage before hand,” he asked hopefully.

“Man, I got tickets for the show…front row, they gonna yell at me for having a camera with me?”

“I’ll watch for ya and make sure they don’t,” Jeff replied. “Now, will you?”

“Sure. I’ll go grab my camera, and meet you somewhere…but where, since I’m sure you guys are on the secured floor.”

“Yeah. I’ll come with you. It’ll be good.”

“Jeff, there are other fans down there, I’m sure. How about I go get it, you wait here…and we go up from here?”

“I’ll call Andre and have him come down with us. I want to spend time with you.”

“Jeff…”

“Rachel…”

“Fine. But you do realize Dre doesn’t like me, right?”

“He’ll learn to love you. I think you’re going to be around quite a bit.”

“Yeah, sure I am. Whatever, Jeff.”

“I’m serious. At least for this weekend, you’re gonna be spending a lot of time with me.”

“That’s what YOU think,” Rachel said to herself as Jeff called Dre and asked him to come down to take them out to Rachel’s car to get the rest of her stuff before she joined them all on the restricted floor.

“OK, it’s all set. Dre’s gonna be bringing you a pass so you can get past security on the floor.”

“If I can get onto the floor.”

“Oh…that’s the other thing. I’m having your room changed. You’re gonna stay upstairs with us,” Jeff added. “We did have a few spare rooms, so I arranged for you to have one of them. And…you’re not paying for it. It’s on 98 Degrees, since we had paid for it anyway. Makes more sense for us to actually use the rooms we’re paying for.”

“Jeff…I can’t. I really can’t accept that,” Rachel said as there was a knock on the door.

“Alright, let’s get your stuff and get ya moved upstairs with the group,” Dre snapped.

“I’m NOT staying upstairs!”

“YES! YOU ARE!” four voices shouted back at her.

“We’ll move the stuff you brought in already while Dre and Jeff go out to your car to get the rest of your stuff,” Justin replied. “And I do want a chance to talk to you later, ok?”

“Sure, that’s fine. BUT MY STUFF STAYS!”

“Sorry, Rach. We voted. You’re moving to the big time with us. Now, go get your stuff.”

“I’m not turning in my key ya know. So I WILL be back down here later.”

“You’re staying upstairs if I have to make Andre or Tommy stay outside your room!” Jeff countered.

“98 Degrees is gonna kidnap me, huh? What a nice post to make on the message boards when I get home. They held me hostage on the restricted floor of the hotel, damn it! HOW COULD THEY???”

“You wouldn’t really post that would you?”

“Try me,” Rachel threatened noticing the look of fear on Drew’s face.

“But…it’s not like you aren’t getting something out of it,” Drew countered.

“Why is it so danged important that I stay up there with you?”

“We just think you seem really cool, and we didn’t get enough of a chance to talk to you in the elevator. And it will be easier if you stay on our floor for us to keep up that level of communication,” Justin explained.

“Please,” Jeff said, as he, Drew, and Nick all turned on their puppy-dog eyes.

“Damn it. I just can’t say no to puppy faces. Alright…alright…I give! I’ll stay upstairs. But at least let me pay what I would have paid for this room.”

“Nope. It’s on us, meals included,” Jeff and Justin both insisted.

“Thanks guys. I really don’t know what to say.”

“Don’t say anything. Go get your stuff from your car so we can get back upstairs,” Dre said.

“I’m going. Geez. Chill out, man. I’ll go get it. I’ll come back here. Ya’ll don’t have to come with me or anything.”

“I’m coming with you, Rachel. End of story,” Jeff replied emphatically.

“And if he goes, I go,” Dre added.

“Fine,” Rachel said rolling her eyes. “Let’s go then.”

On the way down to the car, Jeff was forced to stop in the lobby for fan photos and autographs, but Rachel just continued on her merry little way, making it out and back before Jeff could get halfway across the lobby. On her way back through, she stopped and took a picture of Jeff surrounded by the fans, and he just glared at her, as she went and waited by the elevators until he and Dre were finished with the fans waiting for them. “You were supposed to wait!” Jeff hissed when they got on the elevator.

“And let the fans think I was somehow involved? I think not. You have security at your beck and call 24/7 while you’re on the road…I don’t have that luxury. I’m going to be sitting in the stands with some of these people tonight and again tomorrow at the concert. NO! I am NOT going to be mobbed because ‘I know the band’.”

“You wouldn’t be mobbed. And Dre and Tommy would watch out for ya.”

“They can’t watch for me while they’re watching you guys. Jeff, honestly, it was better that we weren’t seen ‘together.’ People would think one of three things: 1) I’m your wife ~ but I don’t want people to think that about me, 2) I’m the woman that broke up your marriage – when they find out that you’re not with Trisha anymore, or 3) You and I are having an affair, and you will be breaking up with Trisha. None of those is a situation I want to be associated with, I’m sorry.”

“What’s wrong with being my wife?”

“I just met you, first of all. Second of all, I don’t really know Trish, nor have I heard much about her…but I don’t want to risk being mistaken for her if the fans don’t like her.”

“She does have a point, Jeff. We aren’t gonna be able to watch her and protect you guys at the game or at the show tomorrow. She did the right thing,” Dre said.

“Thank you,” Rachel said as they got off on the 6th floor and went to the room Rachel had reserved to get the other 3 guys and head to the secure floor.

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I love it, Rae! More, more, more! I guess then I'll have to dig out mine and post it since you so nicely did yours....:worried:

[Raevengeance]

~Chapter 2 ~ Private Conversations (Justin) ~



“This is gonna be your room, Rachel,” Dre said, giving her a room key.

“Thanks. And this will let me back on the floor if I want to go somewhere for something?”

“Yeah. You’ll need to use it at the door out in the hall, like when we came in here.”

“OK. Now, what am I allowed access to and not allowed access too? I know I’m here as a guest…I don’t want to cross any boundaries you want in place.”

“Here…keep this with you. It will let all the security team know you’re cleared to be here. It will also give you full 100 percent access at the arena tomorrow,” Dre answered. “I do plan on introducing you to Greg and to Tommy though.”

“Tommy I know is security, who’s Greg?”

“Tour manager,” the guys replied in unison.

“Ohhh…alright. Am I going to meet them now?”

“Yep, let’s go, doll.”

“I told you once…and I’ll tell you again. I AIN’T your doll! Call me that one more time, I’ll be forced to show ya what a fighter I am, and remember…I do have the advantage of being fan-napped here.”

“You wouldn’t do anything. You’re too worried about losing access to the guys,” Dre countered.

“Try me, man. See just how frightened I am,” Rachel shot back before he took her down the hall to meet Tommy and Greg.

“Wow…I’ve never seen anyone willing to stand up to Dre like that,” Drew commented.

“I don’t get it. She’s definitely much more timid on the boards,” Nick said.

“You have seriously noticed her posts?”

“Yeah, hers and three of her friends, they are all really good writers.”

“You been reading the fan fics again, Nick?” Jeff joked.

“Always. Gotta keep on top of how all the ladies think of me.”

“Aren’t there better places? I mean…on our boards they do have to keep them relatively clean.”

“They may need to keep it clean, but it’s funny. You can always tell the difference between the teenies and the more mature fans. The mature fans hint at the act…and it’s tasteful. The teenies just want to meet/get married to us. Rach and her friends are some of the best fan fic writers we’ve got on the boards.”

“Who’s Rachel with in the stories?” Jeff asked.

“She’s with you in all the stories that I’ve read. Her friend Liz is with Justin. Kristine is with me since the four of them started writing together, and Andi is with Drew…although, until recently Andi could be with either me or Drew.”

“Nick…just how often are you reading these?”

“Daily. I surf through there more than the rest of the board sections, although, I tend to go in and check out some of their other posts as well.”

“So…what does she write about her and me doing?” Jeff asked, wondering if maybe he could make one of her fantasies come true.

“Like I said, she’s generally pretty timid on the boards.”

“So, she’s just with me because the rest of you are taken?” Jeff asked.

“NO…she’s definitely a Jeffie-girl. She just doesn’t open up in her writing on the board very much. I did surprise Instant Message her once…and I’ve talked to her a few times since then. She has a fan fic site too.”

“Does she know it was you she was talking too?”

“No, she doesn’t realize she was talking to Nick Lachey. She thinks she was just talking to another fan who was interested in reading her writings.”

“So, she’s got more than the board fan fics?”

“Yeah…although the ones on her site are about NSYNC and Backstreet.”

“She writes about Backstreet?” Jeff asked.

“Well, those stories haven’t been updated lately…but if you forget the group they’re focusing on, they are good stories. She pays attention to details a lot of the fan fic writers tend to ignore.”

“We’ll definitely have to do some surfing later.”

“Jeff, don’t bring that up to her unless you end up talking about her board fics. If you mention her site, she’ll figure out that my screen name belongs to one of us.”

“I’ll be careful,” Jeff assured his friend as Dre rejoined them. “Where’s Rach?”

“Still talking to Greg,” Dre answered as Rachel reappeared in the doorway.

“I’m back. Now, since this is now MY room. Beat it! I wanna rest.”

“Rach, can we talk for a bit?” Justin asked as everyone else left with Jeff protesting.

“Sure, J. I wanna take a quick shower…I had a 3 hour drive to get here, so I just wanna feel ‘clean’ again. Give me about 20?”

“Alright. Thanks,” Justin said, following the others out of the room.

“Justin…you are NOT gonna go back there and talk to her,” Jeff said.

“Why not?”

“Because I am. You all pushed me out of the room,” Jeff argued.

“Wrong. I asked her, and she said she’d talk to me. If she says you can be there fine, but I’m going to talk to her. I want to get to know more about Liz.”

“J…come on, be reasonable here…”

“Jeff, you’ll get your time with her,” Justin promised.

As Justin went back to talk to Rachel, he knocked on her room door. “Come on in,” Rachel said, opening the door wearing only a robe. “It took me longer than I thought, so just make your self comfortable while I go get dressed quick. I’ll be right back.”

“What the hell?” Jeff asked barging in behind Justin before Rachel could get the door shut. “You complain about me trying to kiss you, yet you’re gonna let Justin…” he sputtered.

“GET OUT!” Rachel yelled pushing him back towards the door. “Justin and I are going to TALK after I get dressed – in the bathroom. It took me longer than anticipated in the shower, and I didn’t think it would be nice to leave J sitting in the hall when I told him I’d be ready now,” she said, pushing him towards the door. “And if you don’t, you’ll just have to deal with Dre and Tommy. When I talked to Greg I told him I wasn’t some plaything for his stars, and he promised me I wouldn’t be treated like I was,” she added as she shut the door.
After Rachel finished changing, she joined Justin in the main part of her hotel room. “I’m sorry about the way Jeff acted, Rachel,” Justin commented.

“What was up with that?”

“He just wanted to get to know you better,” Justin answered.

“By accusing me of either making some sort of move on you or allowing you to make a move on me? Yeah, that’s a great way to get to know me,” Rachel said, rolling her eyes.

“Rach, give him a break. He’s been through a lot in the past year.”

“His failed marriage is NOT an excuse for the way he was treating either you or me just now.”

“How…”

“He told me while he was helping me with my luggage the first time I was assigned a room. Now, what did you want to talk about?”

“Ummm….”

“Let me guess, you wanted to talk about Elizabeth?”

“Well, yeah…how’d you guess?” Justin admitted sheepishly as there was a knock on her door.

“What do you want, Timmons?” Rachel yelled at the door, motioning to Justin that she’d answer him in just a minute.

“Can I please come in? Please…I just want to be able to talk with you,” he pleaded through the door.

“What do you think, J?” Rachel asked.

“Might as well let him in or he’ll sit out there pouting.”

“OK…just a second, Timmons,” she yelled towards the door before turning to Justin. “Wanna play a joke on your buddy?”

“What kind of joke?”

“Make him think he was interrupting something.”

“I think we better pass. He’d be really pissed.”

“Ok, it was just an idea,” Rachel said going to let Jeff in the room.

“About time.”

“Jeff…we were talking, chill out, will ya?” Justin said.

“Now, Justin, the reason I was able to guess was your reaction when I told you who I was in the elevator. What do you want to know about her?”

“Does she really like me?” Justin asked eagerly, wanting to know the answer to that most important question before anything else.

“J-man, she’s been fighting her feelings since August. She keeps getting doubts, but her friends are there to get those doubts out of her mind.”

“Why does she have doubts?”

“J ~ you two had all of a few minutes at a meet and greet. She can’t believe anything would come from it.”

“Oh,” he said, disappointed.

“Hey, cheer up. All her friends believe it can happen, and you’re reaction is proving me right. And we’re there to reassure her until you can be there for her physically.”

“What’s she really like?”

“She’s sweet, caring. She’s always trying to cheer people up, she goes out of her way to help people when they need it. Her and I do tend to occasionally butt-heads, but that’s cuz we’re both opinionated.”

“So her board personality…”

“…is actually her true personality,” Rachel replied.

“Rach, tell me about her. I want to know everything.”

“Whoa…back up. I’ll give you some general info, but if you want full details, you’ll have to talk to her about those.”

“What if I never see her again though?”

“J, if you care as much as it sounds like you do, I’m sure you’ll see her again.”

“She got ya there, J. So, you ready to leave?”

“Jeff…I’ll push YOU back out that door if you don’t cool it.”

“So, it’s against your personal policy to get to know me?” Jeff asked.

“We can talk, the three of us, no problem. I just don’t like that you’re trying to push Justin out.”

“Rach, it’s alright, really,” Justin said, understanding the reasons behind Jeff’s behavior.

“No, it’s not alright. Jeff should have some better manners than that,” Rachel argued.

“I’m sorry,” Jeff said, seeing the look of displeasure crossing Rachel’s face. “I just…”

“You wanted to get busy, and it ain’t happening. You wanna talk, fine, we can talk…but nothing more. And Justin can stay.”

“Alright, alright. But can you and I sit down and talk sometime, just the two of us?”

“If there is time, sure, we can do that…otherwise, I’ll give you my number, email address, and street address, and we can keep in touch that way.”

“OK…that will work,” Jeff replied, happy that Rachel was willing to at least communicate with him.”

“OK…now that that is sorted out…” Rachel said.

“Rach, can you PLEASE tell me more about Liz?” Justin asked.

“Like what, J? She was raised an only child…her parents divorced when she was still a little baby. She does have half siblings, but wasn’t extremely close to them until after she was 18.”

“What about you?” Jeff asked, earning a glare from Rachel.

“Yeah…what about you?” Justin asked, not wanting Rachel to be extremely upset with Jeff.

“Only child, parents still together, will be 32 years this year,” Rachel answered. “Not much else to tell.”

“There has to be more to you than THAT,” Justin said, seeing Jeff was about ready to say the same thing.

“Not too much. I enjoy bowling, NASCAR, NFL football, surfing the net, and I dabble with some writing.”

“Oh yeah…I remember seeing your name connected with some fan fics on the message board,” Jeff commented.

“Well, my best writing isn’t on the boards. Speaking of which…who is responsible for administering the copy-writes that 98 Degrees Music holds?”

“Our management company, why?” Justin asked.

“One of my friends was wondering. She was asked to submit some of her writing for possible publication…and the story that she really wanted to submit, she posted on the board. She’s not using you guys as characters, she’s re-writing it and adding more details and stuff…but she doesn’t want to get into trouble, because technically you guys hold the copy write for it now that it’s been posted on the boards.”

“Well, I think if the 4 of us say it’s alright, she’ll be ok. We’ll just make sure they don’t say anything about it. But, we’ll get it put in writing. What story did she want to use?” Jeff asked.

“I’d really rather not say,” Rachel said shyly. “I really only asked because she had left feedback on the boards and emailed Devon before he made the announcement that he was no longer employed by you guys asking what she’d need to do to get permission to do it.”

“Well, let us know what she wants to use, and we’ll make sure she can,” Justin replied. “Thanks for the chat, Rach. It helps a bit to know that she’s going through the same things I am.”

“No prob, Justin. If you want her contact info…let me know, and it’s yours.”

“Thanks again, Rach. I will take you up on that.”

“Anytime, man. You’re definitely cool.”

“Thanks, you’re not too bad yourself, Rach,” Justin said.

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~Chapter 3 ~ Free Time Fun~


After finishing the conversation about Elizabeth, Rachel convinced Jeff and Justin that they should go spend some time with Nick and Drew as well, so she could get to know all of them. “I don’t wanna end up cooped up in this room all weekend.”

“Alright, we’re going. We’ll socialize with the rest of them,” Jeff agreed, unenthusiastically.

“Hey, is the three-some over already?” Nick joked, seeing them walking down the hall.

“Nick, we didn’t go through with it…I told them it wasn’t worth it unless I had all 4 of ya with me,” Rachel joked, causing Justin and Jeff to both turn crimson. “Wanna go find your brother and we can really have some fun?”

“Uhhhhhh….”

“Just joking, Nick. I wouldn’t EVER consider doing that,” Rachel said.

“That’s good to hear,” Jeff said. “Now…you said everyone was in Florida for a beach party. Why aren’t you there?”

“I’m not part of the ‘in-crowd’ on the boards. The ‘given’ reason is that the person planning it doesn’t know me that well…but it’s hard for me to open up on the internet. I get a comfort zone with people there…I just don’t get completely open with people until I feel really comfortable with them…that’s when people get to really know me.”

“I see,” Justin said wondering if there was still something bothering her.

“So, what do you want to do? We don’t have to be to the arena for the game until 6:30…and we’re eating here at 5. Until then, you have our undivided attention,” Nick replied as the dancers and band arrived on the floor.

Rachel didn’t notice Lea with the rest of the group, and her confusion showed. “Rach, don’t mention her. I’ll explain in a bit,” Jeff whispered as Drew joined the group in the hall.

“So, what are we doing?”

“Rach…the choice is yours. We’re your playmates for the day,” Nick answered.

“Ohhhhhhhh 98 Degrees are my playmates. Where are those centerfolds???” Rachel joked. “Seriously…I don’t know. I had been planning on doing a little window shopping before the game originally, but I don’t think that’s such a good idea if the four of you would be there.”

“Good point, Rach. But I’ll go with you,” Jeff offered wanting to spend time alone with this woman who he had felt an instant attraction to.

“That’s alright. I don’t really have the cash to go shopping anyway. It was just going to be something to do for a little bit while waiting for the ball game to start.”

“Well, what do you want to do?”

“You guys, I don’t need you all to baby-sit me. I can go swim some laps in the pool.”

“Get your suit then. We’ve got a private pool,” Nick said as the guys all went to get their own swimming attire.

“Hey, what’s with the t-shirt?” Jeff asked as Rachel came into the hall to meet them.

“I always wear a shirt over my suit when I’m swimming,” Rachel said as the five of them made their way to the second pool in the hotel which was reserved for the ‘special’ guests who stayed in the ‘restricted-access’ area of the hotel.

“Well, it’s coming off,” Jeff said, trying to get the shirt off of her.

“NO!” Rachel said, fighting to keep the shirt down.

“What’s wrong?” Drew asked, as the other three dove into the pool once they got there.

“Just not comfortable in a swimming suit, I guess,” Rachel replied.

“Well, I haven’t had much time to talk with you so far, but from what I’ve seen you’re a very cool girl. And you’re not treating us like we’re anything all that special.”

“I’m just trying to keep things realistic,” Rachel replied. “I’m seriously surprised that I can sit here and talk with any of you. I always figured that when I met you guys…or any celebrity that I REALLY wanted to meet for that matter, I’d end up on the ground needing CPR.”

“So…”

“This isn’t an act, Drew. For some reason, I feel comfortable with you guys.”

“Good. Rach, I talked to Jeff while you were in the shower. Don’t hurt him. He’s struggling to regain a sense of himself after his break-up…and I don’t want to find out that you end up hurting him.”

“Drew, I don’t know what went down with his break-up, and I’m not asking you because unless Jeff chooses to talk about it with me, it’s none of my business. I just want you to know that I would never intentionally hurt him. As his fan, I want to see him happy, because he tends to make better music and have a better show when he’s happy.”

“I’m glad you feel that way. Just want to warn you though…there will be questions about why you are with him…don’t let me find out that you’ve lied to me.”

“Drew…I’m here as a friend, I guess, to you guys. There isn’t anything between me and any of you.”

“That’s just it, Rach. He wants more. I don’t wanna see him getting hurt.”

“Drew, we just met…how can you say he wants more?”

“I know him. I could have told you from the minute you got on the elevator. Don’t hurt him.”

“I won’t, Drew,” Rachel promised.

“Good. Now, let’s get YOU in the pool,” Drew said as the other three came up behind him and grabbed her, throwing her into the pool.

“Drew…”

“Did you tell her?” Drew asked.

“No. I’ll talk to her about it after dinner before we head to the game. I could tell she was wondering when the dancers and stuff got here, but I asked her not to mention anything.”

“Thanks, man. She definitely seems cool, so I don’t mind you bringing it up with her…just make sure you remind her that it isn’t supposed to go any further than her.”

“Don’t worry, man. We were talking about Aly…and Brandon…she did ask, but she said she understood if I didn’t want to talk about them, and when I did talk about them, she promised, without my asking, to keep the info to herself.”

“Alright. I just don’t want the info getting into the wrong hands,” Drew said before they all joined Rachel in the pool.

After swimming for a while and then relaxing in the Jacuzzi, Rachel decided to head back up to her room and get ready for dinner and the basketball game. “Hey, I’m done down here too. I’ll head up with ya,” Drew called, as she walked toward the private elevator.

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~Chapter 4 ~ Private Conversations (Drew)~


“So, what’s going on, Drew?”

“Not too much. Just helping Nick promote his solo CD and working on finishing up our new one.”

“Well, I can’t wait until you all release yours. I’m sure it’s gonna be great.”

“We hope. There’s just so much going on that we aren’t sure if the behind the scenes developments get out…if it will.”

“Drew, I spend a lot of time reading your message boards. I know there are some people on there who would use personal happenings cause them to stop liking you, but the majority of your fans are there because you guys put out the best music out there right now. I’m in that group…and so are my friends.”

“Thanks, Rach. Sometimes we wonder though.”

“Well, don’t, Drew…as fans, sometimes people think you guys owe them so much…but you don’t. You need to be true to yourself…and you alone.”

“Thanks, Rach. I just wish I could find someone who felt that way.”

“Ummm, Drew...didn’t you?” Rachel asked, getting confused.

“I know Jeff was going to explain this to you sometime tonight, but I will. Lea and I split up. We wanted different things. She said we had waited long enough to start our family, but I don’t know that either of us is really ready to become parents yet…it led to a huge fight…and well…the divorce is going through now.”

“So you’re not involved with anyone?”

“No…Rachel, Lea was with us from day one. It’s so odd right now…not having her here.”

“Drew, I’m sure it’s tough on you, but I think you’ll pull through it. You’ve got some great partners in this group who will help ya when you need it.”

“Yeah, but sometimes, I wish there was a woman here to help me through it.”

“You got four dancers, man. How many more women do you need?” Rachel joked.

“Funny, Rach. I want someone who’s part of the group, yet not really. Kinda like you today, know what I mean?”

“I guess. So, you’re saying, you always pick a fan to give a room in your hotel too?”

“No…not at all. I’m just saying it’s nice that Jeff insisted on it today. I think we all really need an understanding, non-judgmental woman around.”

“Well, hopefully you’ll all find that woman for your personal lives.”

“I think Jeff found his,” Drew said, seeing the smile fade from Rachel’s face. “I meant you, girl. I meant what I said down by the pool. He really does like you.”

“Thanks, Drew. Guess sometimes it’s really hard for me to believe that someone who could have any woman in this world would be interested in little old me.”

“Well, start believing it. You’re awesome, and I’m glad you got on that elevator with us.”

“Thanks, Drew. I do appreciate the vote of confidence in me.”

“Anytime. Now, you get dressed, and let’s meet in room 745.”

“OK,” Rachel said, wondering what her friend Andi would do if she suddenly received a call from Drewbie.

“Hey, looking good,” Drew said as Rachel joined him in 745.

“Thanks. Do you have a souvenir truck with you guys this time around? I actually have some cash this year.”

“Actually, yeah, we do have merchandise available.”

“Good. At the game or not?”

“No, not until the concert tomorrow night.”

“Alright. I’ll wait until tomorrow to get my stuff then. Got some good pics for us?”

“Of course,” Drew answered as the other three guys rejoined them.

“Hey, Rach, can we talk alone for a bit?” Jeff asked.

“Jeff, I told her already.”

“Oh…ok,” Jeff replied, wishing he’d have some time to talk to Rachel alone.

“Well, I’m gonna get back to my room. I’ll see you guys at the game tonight,” Rachel said.

“Slow down, girl,” Nick said, moving to block her exit.

“What?”

“You’re staying and having supper with us…then riding to the game with us…then coming back with us. Maybe even hangin in the bar with us afterwards.”

“Nick…”

“Rachel, he’s serious,” Jeff said. “And I’m gonna make sure it happens.”

“Alright…I won’t argue,” Rachel said, giving in, happy that the guys were so accepting of her.

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~Chapter 5 ~ Basketballs and Fans~


The group ate a room service meal in room 745. “So, what do you think of us?” Justin asked, trying to make conversation.

“You’re all really cool,” Rachel answered. “It’s been great having this opportunity to get to know you all.”

“Glad you’re enjoying yourself.”

“Who wouldn’t be enjoying themselves in this situation?”

“Well…”

“OK, so there are some people who wouldn’t be satisfied. But overall, I think most people would be enjoying themselves.”

“True,” Nick replied.

“Alright you guys. Time to head out,” Dre said, joining them in the room. “Rachel, you’re gonna be sitting on the bench with them. If asked, just say you won a contest that gave you the chance to sit on their bench.”

“Yes, sir,” Rachel replied giving him a mock salute. “Can I go grab my camera and film first?”

“Go get it. We gotta leave soon.”

“I’m going…I’m going…” Rachel called running towards her room. “Man, I gotta go get more film tomorrow, probably.”

“OK, pictures before the game,” Jeff said as Rachel ran back into the room. “Dre, ready?”

“Alright,” Dre said, taking the camera from Rachel while she quickly explained it to him. After taking a picture with all 4 of the guys, she also had pictures taken with each of the guys individually, as well as one with both the Lachey brothers.

“Thanks you guys. A single picture would have been enough to keep me happy though,” Rachel said.

“Well, we wanted you to have some really good memories of this weekend,” Justin replied, as Jeff took Rachel’s hand and led her from the room followed closely by the rest of the group.

At the game, Rachel got to meet the DJs from the radio station sponsoring the game as well as the local group who was making providing the extra players for Team 98, and she recognized them as the group who had done a little set at the concert the year before, and she prayed they wouldn’t be traumatizing the fans with their lack of talent again. She was not given a reprieve that evening though as they performed the National Anthem before the basketball game began. The game started with Justin on the bench, since he didn’t really enjoy playing basketball, so he talked with Rachel who had several fans come up to her and ask her how come she got to sit on the team bench, causing her to be uncomfortable, but she just went with it and used the excuse Dre had provided before they left the hotel…that she had won a contest and that was the prize.

“Rach, how you enjoying the game?” Nick asked as he took a short breather during the first half of the game.

“It’s great. Wish I would have been here for it last year.”

“Well, I’ll go get a couple of 50 point shots and you can relive the experience.”

“Thanks, Nick,” Rachel said, as he went to sub himself back in the game and Jeff took himself out.

“Hey, what you thinking about?”

“Hey, Jeff. Just enjoying the game,” Rach answered, feeling butterflies in her stomach as he took her hand. “Ummm…maybe it’s not a good idea for the hand-holding.”

“But I wanna,” Jeff whined.

“Jeff, please. I’m gonna be in the audience at the concert with a lot of these people.”

“Alright. But after the game, you’re gonna make it up to me,” Jeff said, seeing one of the local guys coming out of the game, causing him to re-enter the game.

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After Team 98 won the game, helped in part by two half court shots by Nick as well as one by Jeff, the group joined the DJ’s from the radio station at a local bar for a couple of drinks. “What you want, Rach?”

“Just a Pepsi,” Rachel answered.

“Come on…what do you drink?” Nick asked.

“I don’t, Nick.”

“Come on…it’s not like you’re driving or anything.”

“NICK! She said she wants a Pepsi, now get her one. Is it that hard?” Drew asked.

“It’s not hard. I just think she should have something harder.”

“She said Pepsi, Nick,” Justin repeated.

“Alight…I’ll get her a Pepsi, geez,” Nick said, going up to the bar to get the first round of drinks.

“Let’s dance, baby,” Jeff said, pulling Rachel to her feet.

“What?”

“Let’s dance, baby. What part didn’t you understand?”

“The baby part, who do you think you are?”

“She told you, Jeff. Rachel, would you care to dance?” Drew asked, politely.

“I’d love to, Drew. Thank you,” Rachel said, following him to the dance floor.

“Rach, don’t push Jeff too far. And give him time to talk to you alone…I can tell he wants to explain more about his breakup with Trisha…but he wants to do it when the two of you are alone.”

“I’ll try…I just don’t feel comfortable with a stranger calling me baby. I mean…I do feel like I know him, but he barely knows me.”

“I understand. I think he got the hint, just don’t hold it against him, ok?”

“I won’t, Drew. Thanks. You know. I think I know someone who you could really get along with.”

“Really? Is she gonna be here?”

“No, she won’t be. But, tomorrow afternoon, I can give her a call, and you could talk with her maybe.”

“That would be cool. Does she know who I am?”

“Drew, we met on your message boards, yes she knows who you are…and she is proud to be a Drew-girl.”

“Is she…”

“She’s not like Alyson. I don’t like people like her who tend to throw their ‘luck’ in other people’s faces about meeting celebrities…especially when she doesn’t have ‘luck’ she stalks.”

“Really?”

“Well, I’ve never really been ‘in’ with Alyson…but I did talk to several of her friends for a little while. Seriously, I think she does. It scares me some of the info she has gotten and shared with her friends.”

“Well, we’re all still safe…and Dre and Tommy have both said that no matter what, she isn’t getting any closer than the audience for any future shows.”

“Good…definitely glad to hear that,” Rachel said as the song ended. “Thanks for the dance, Drew. Come down to my room mid-morning and I’ll call Andi up for ya.”

“Thanks, Rach. Does she have a recognizable screen name?”

“DrewFan.” **Author's Note: I'm making this username up - if there was/is a 98 Message Board Member with this user name - It is purely coincidence!**

“She is cool. I’ve seen her posts too. OK, looks like Timmons wants your time. Be good to him.”

“I’ll try, Drew,” Rachel said, as they stopped at the edge of the dance floor where Jeff was waiting. “Hi, Jeff.”

“Can we dance?”

“Well, I sort of can…but I have heard this nasty rumor you can’t.”

“Funny girl. Let’s dance.”

“Sure. Come on, Jeff.”

“Rach, after this dance, can we head back? I really want to talk to you alone…and this is not the place for the conversation I want to have with you.”

“Yeah, that’s fine. I’m not a big fan of the bar scene anyway. If you wanna go now that’s cool too.”

“I wanna finish this dance first,” Jeff said, pulling her closer to him as they swayed to the music, Jeff happy that it was a slow song that came on when he took Rachel to the dance floor.

“OK,” Rachel said, resting her head on his shoulder feeling like she was meant to be there for all time.

“Come on, Rachie…let’s get back so we can talk.”

“Alright, Jeffie,” Rachel replied, as he took her hand and led her from the dance floor to the private area of the club where the rest of their group was waiting.

“Guys, we’re gonna head out. Dre will be back with the van for ya in a bit.”

“Sure, no prob, Jeff,” Nick said, sensing that Jeff wanted to have a personal conversation with the woman they had all met that morning, wondering if he’d ever have a chance to get to know her better one on one before she married Jeff.

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~Chapter 6 ~ Private Conversations (Jeff) ~


The drive from the bar to the hotel was a quiet one with Rachel wondering what exactly Jeff wanted from her while Jeff wondered just how much of his story he should tell her. They were snuck into the hotel through a back entrance to avoid the crowd of fans who had gathered outside the front of the hotel, and quickly made their way up to the secure floor where Dre left them, telling them if they needed anything to get one of the dancers or Greg to get it for them.

“Why the hell can’t I get my own stuff?” Rachel fumed.

“Rach, face it…you were seen with me at the game. I’m sure most of the fans downstairs saw us…and he’s just looking out for you.”

“Thanks, Timmons. I wanted to enjoy myself down here. And I’m telling you right now. I have to go shopping in the morning. I need more film for the concert tomorrow.”

“I’ll go with you.”

“Jeff, no…I’ll go on my own.”

“Rach…”

“Jeff, listen to me. I’m not used to having security and all this….stuff,” Rachel said, gesturing with her hands. “I need this to be more ‘normal’ for myself.”

“Alright, but can we have breakfast together?”

“Sure, Jeff. I’d enjoy that. Now, what was it you wanted to talk about?”

“Ummm…well…I wanted to talk to you about what happened between me and Trisha. I know I told you already I only married her because she got pregnant again…while I was with her for Alyssa’s sake.”

“Yeah…so what happened? And you might want to start at the beginning instead of just the middle with the divorce.”

“OK, well, Trisha and I met shortly after I moved to California to try to get into show business. It was alright…we enjoyed ourselves, but we had a very on-again/off-again relationship. We goofed up when making love one night, and she became pregnant. We tried making things work while she was pregnant with Aly, but it didn’t work…so we split up again, although I was always there for either of them when they needed something. I couldn’t bear the thought of my daughter not having everything she needed in life, including her own father.”

“That’s admirable, Jeff. At least you accepted your responsibility to Alyssa…and it shows on your face just how much you love her…and your son.”

“Thanks…anyway…rather than having my own place, I ended up just living with her…separate rooms, mind you so I would be there for as much of Alyssa’s life as possible…and Trish and I decided that we would give romance another chance…looking back on it, I think it was just a case of both of us were horny as hell…and it was a solution because we both agreed that we wouldn’t have sex in the house while Aly was there…unless we were married to the person…and neither of us got out very often. Anyway, one thing led to another and the relationship progressed quickly back to the sexual relationship we had had previously…and suddenly Brandon is in the picture. I wanted to do the right thing, so we got married. I wasn’t happy…we were trying to do the tour to promote Revelation…and I wanted to be there for her doctor’s appointments and everything. It was more stress than it was worth.”

“I’m sorry, Jeff. I really am sorry that you went through all of that.”

“Well, anyway, after the attacks in New York and Washington, I did some serious soul-searching. We had been approached about a few Christmas shows, but I wanted to be with my family, so the guys agreed not to do them for my sake. I went up to Northern California for a visit with my family, and came home earlier than planned. I found Trish in bed with one of our best friends; what was worse was that the kids were just down the hall in their own rooms. She told me I wasn’t ‘supportive’ enough for her. Jesus…I spent all summer shuttling between the concert cities and home to be with her. How was I not supportive?”

“Jeff, I know I’m not in a position to judge, because I’ve only heard your side of the story. I can tell, however, just how much you care for both of your children…and that you wanted things to work out so they could have their parents together.”

“Yeah, I did.”

“Jeff, don’t blame yourself, please. She just wasn’t capable of being the wife of someone who did any amount of traveling. Jeff, I saw pictures of you from the second leg of the tour. You weren’t looking as happy…and I think it was the stress. My question is this…how do you know she wasn’t sleeping around before the wedding?”

“I don’t. After walking in on her with Brad, I did insist on a paternity test for Brandon. Brad was ruled out, I wasn’t. If she was sleeping with someone else, well, unless I find out who…I can’t find out about that.”

“Jeff, I’m so sorry for what she put you through,” Rachel said, hugging him without really thinking about what she was doing. “I wish I could take your pain away.”

“I’m getting over it. It’s just…well…I want to have what my folks have…and I want my kids with me. After finding her doing that with them in the house after we were married, I don’t trust that she won’t do it again. I just know that until I’ve found that special someone who will be with me til the end, I can’t fight for custody because of the schedule I’m on for the group.”

“Jeff, you’ll find your soul mate someday. I do hope that for your sake it’s sooner rather than later, because I can tell how much it hurts you to leave Alyssa and Brandon with her not knowing if she’s taking care of them or worrying more about her own sexual needs.”

“Rachel…I think I found her,” Jeff said, pulling her back into a tight embrace.

“How?” Rachel asked confused.

“She bumped into me in an elevator,” Jeff answered softly. “Rach, I don’t understand the how or why…but I do feel like things would be good between us.”

“Jeff, we just met. I’m not saying I’m not physically attracted to you, because it would be a lie, but I don’t think you can know that I’m your soul mate after a few hours.”

“Rach, I…”

“Stop…please. I promised Drew I wouldn’t hurt you, and if you say what I think you want to say, I might.”

“But…”

“Jeff, please.”

“Alright. But I do have deep feelings for you.”

“Jeff, we’ll work through those…find out exactly what they are. You’ll have my number and address so we can keep in touch, I promise, alright?”

“I guess it will have to do,” Jeff said.

“Hey, if it’s meant to be for us, Jeff, it will work out. Just don’t let the distance and what Trisha did to you cause you to doubt me. If I make a commitment to someone, I won’t go and find someone else to sleep…or have sex…in my bed.”

“Thanks, Rach. Will you…agree to make a commitment to be my girlfriend?”

“I am willing to give it a try, Jeff, yes. But can we please not say anything about this to the public right now?”

“Yeah, we can keep it between us for now.”

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~ Chapter 7 ~ 98 Degrees Wake-up Call ~


The next morning, Rachel woke up to the sound of the phone in her room ringing. “Hello,” she said groggily after finding the handset.

“Hey, get up and down here for breakfast. You promised you’d eat with me,” Jeff said cheerily.

“Shut up. Where are we eating?”

“745. You gonna get here?”

“Yeah, I will give me a few minutes to shower and get dressed,” Rachel said, before Jeff hung up the phone, threatening to come get her if she wasn’t down the hall in 30 minutes.

“Rach…come on,” Jeff said seeing her standing looking nervous in the door 20 minutes after the phone call.

“Hi,” Rachel said, backing away when he went to kiss her.

“Sorry,” he whispered. “Guys, this is Rachel. She’s joining us for everything today. Rach, this is everyone,” Jeff said, in an effort to introduce her to the dancers and other crew members who had joined them for their buffet breakfast.

“Hi, everyone,” Rachel said softly before going over to the buffet table.

“Guys, what’s wrong with Rach?” Nick asked softly, not wanting to draw attention to the conversation.

“I don’t know. She was definitely more outgoing and everything last night,” Justin commented.

“Jeff…what do you think it is?” Drew asked, knowing that Jeff had an attraction towards Rachel.

“I don’t know,” Jeff answered, seeing Nick go over to talk with her.

“Hey, Rach. How are you doing?”

“I’m alright, Nick,” Rachel whispered, feeling very self-conscious even though she was wearing an outfit similar to everyone else in the room.

“Rach, listen, all four of us can tell you’re not really comfortable. Want to talk about it?” Nick asked, sensing he wasn’t gonna get her to volunteer much information.

“I just want to get out of here, Nick. I don’t belong here.”

“Rach, we all want you here. Don’t go putting yourself down.”

“Nick, I’m not…but I know when I’m not really needed or wanted.”

“Rachel, listen to me. You are wanted. We are a close-knit group, but everyone will welcome you, because we have.”

“Nick…I…I…”

“What is it, Rach?” Jeff asked, joining them.

“I have to go,” Rachel said, exiting the room quickly.

“What did you say to her, Nick?” Jeff hissed, trying not to draw attention to them.

“I just told her that everyone would accept her since we had. Back off, man. You could have done a better job of introducing her to everyone.”

“So why didn’t you?”

“YOU’RE the one who insisted she join our group. Yes, she’s cool, and I am glad she’s hung around with us, but YOU’RE the one who wants to have something happen with her. YOU need to make her comfortable with everyone who’s part of your life. What are you gonna do? Take her home and say, Rach, these are my kids. Kids, this is your new mom?”

“She already knows who our kids are.”

“OUR KIDS?” Drew asked, joining the two of them. “Who is the ‘our’ in question here?”

“Mine and Rachel’s.”

“Jeff, man, you’re about ten steps ahead of yourself, I think…at least,” Justin said.

“What do you mean?” Jeff asked, noticing that everyone else had left the room.

“YOUR kids ~ with Rachel? Uhhhhhhh…you met her yesterday. How do you have kids together?”

“My kids…they’re hers too.”

“Jeff, man…Brandon and Alyssa aren’t HERS…unless she at some point agrees to date, move in with, or marry you,” Nick said, hoping his friend would see what the problem was.

“But…”

“Listen, man…” Drew started. “I know you care about her, but think about it. Don’t go scaring her away. She seems nice…and I don’t want you to scare or hurt her.”

“Drew…I love her.”

“Jeff, no offense, but how many times have you been in love in the past say 2 years?” Justin asked, hoping they could get their point across.

“Where do you get off?”

“Jeff, I’m just saying…”

“I know…I’ve always had problems with thinking I had found the right one…but it’s different with Rach. You guys believe me, right?”

“Jeff…take your time…don’t rush you or her,” Nick said.

“Why would I rush?”

“Jeff…this is you. You have more of a need for having someone there than most women.”

“Thanks, guys. I think you’re great too,” Jeff said, storming out of the room.

“Were we wrong?”

“No. He needed to be told he was pushing her too fast. His brain goes out the window when he thinks he’s in love.”

“But is he gonna end up hurting, Rach?” Nick asked.

“Nick…”

“Hey…she’s a sweet girl. Very reluctant to open up. I don’t want to see her getting hurt because she does open up to him…or the rest of us.”

“We aren’t going to hurt her, bro.”

“I know…but I’ve got this weird feeling that something could happen that WOULD hurt her,” Nick said. “I’m gonna go see if I can find out what was going on with her this morning. Try to keep Jeff busy. I think it’s time she finds out who she’s been chatting with online.”

“You’re…”

“Drew, I trust her. We’ve already told her 98 percent of our deepest secrets, what’s the big deal if she has my screen name?”

“True. Good luck, man,” Drew and Justin said as Nick went to find Rachel and see if they could spend some time alone together.

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~ Chapter 8 ~ Private Conversations (Nick) ~


“Rachel…hey, what’s up?” Nick asked, seeing her sitting down in the hall.

“Hi, Nick. What’s going on?”

“Not much. Where are you headed?”

“Gotta go get some film for tonight…and I need to think a bit.”

“Let me grab my hat, and I’ll come with ya,” Nick said, ducking into his room before whispering to Andre that he was leaving.

“Nick, seriously, I don’t think it’s a good idea,” Rachel said, noticing that Dre hadn’t joined them.

“We need to talk…and I think it would be better to do it without anyone else around…particularly Jeff. Do you have any ideas when else we could have the time?”

“Well…”

“I didn’t think so. Don’t worry; I can take care of myself, even if I have to sign autographs.”

“Alright, let’s get outta here before Jeff realizes you’re coming with, cuz he offered to come with last night while I was talking to him.”

“I’m ready,” Nick said.

“Ummm…how about you put something on your arms? It might help if people didn’t see your tats. They are sort of recognizable.”

“Alright. Give me 5 to find a shirt with sleeves.”

“OK,” Rachel said, “meet me in my room.”

“Rach, I’m ready,” Nick said, knocking on the door to her room. “Is this more acceptable?”

“Yes. You were way too obvious with the sleeveless shirt,” Rachel said as they made their way to her car. Once in the car, Rachel turned to Nick, “So, what was it you wanted to discuss?”

“Well…why did you run out this morning…at breakfast?”

“I shouldn’t have been there. I shouldn’t be on the same floor as you guys. I’m not going to be at the venue until the doors open. I don’t need to be there.”

“Rachel Crawford stop it right now. YOU are totally welcome to be here. We all…the four of us…want you to be part of our group. Let me tell you something. If one of us had said no, you wouldn’t be getting the ‘perks’ you’re getting. Not one of us even thought about turning down Jeff’s request to have you join us.”

“Nice words, Nick.”

“Rachel, I’m serious. And I have something I need to tell you.”

“What? You and Jess are married?”

“HELL NO! She used me…and I lost my brain for a little while…and went back to her, but I’m not with her at all any more.”

“Glad to hear that you got your brain back,” Rachel joked.

“Rach…honestly…it’s a case of…I’ve read your stories.”

“Cool…what did you think of them?”

“The ones on the board are cool…but I really liked the one about meeting the Backstreet Boys,” Nick said, wondering how long it would take her to make the connection. “And the one about you and Howie being friends is totally awesome. I think you need to finish that one. I would love to know how it turns out.”

“Nick…how did you know about those?”

“I told you I had a confession to make…well…my screen name is MiamiU73.”

“Why does that name sound familiar?”

“Rach, we’ve talked before…I messaged you about your stories…and we’ve talked. You told me your website address.”

“Oh my god! I was talking to ‘freaking Nick Lachey!”

“Rach…”

“I’m cool…just had to have the teenie moment, Nick. Wow. Thanks for admitting that.”

“You’re cool. I’ve wanted to tell you when we’ve talked…but I know how you felt about believing celebs online, so I didn’t. I didn’t want you to close off from me. You’re a great person, and I enjoy our chats.”

“I enjoy them too, Nick. Thank you.”

“So, let’s get your film and get back. You and Jeff really need to talk.”

“I don’t know what to say to him, Nick.”

“Explain what you were feeling this morning. I could feel that you weren’t comfortable with the way he introduced you. You have to realize one thing about all four of us guys though. We’ve been together for …it’s getting close to 10 years…we have a big get together to begin a tour…so everyone who’s part of it has a chance to get to know everyone else. When people…like girlfriends, come in after that…sometimes we forget they don’t know everyone…or that things can sometimes be rather intimidating for them…especially if they aren’t in the business.”

“Nick, I’m not a girlfriend.”

“Rach, Jeff feels like you are. I shouldn’t tell you this…but we asked him if he was going to introduce you to Brandon and Alyssa the way he did this morning…and he said that you knew YOUR children so why was I asking.”

“MY kids? Whoa…I’m a thirty-year-old virgin, I do NOT have kids.”

“You’re…”

“****. Nick…don’t tell Jeff that, please.”

“Rach, it wouldn’t be a big deal for him,” Nick said, trying to reassure her, but wondering how in this day and age, anyone could make it past the age of 25 without having sex at least once.

“Nick…not only am I a virgin…I’ve never been kissed…and I can’t believe I just told you that.”

“Rach, it is something you’ll need to tell Jeff, but I won’t say a word about it to him, I promise.”

“Thanks, Nick. I do appreciate that.”

“No problem, but don’t push him away cuz he’s an idiot occasionally. He’s got this problem…he needs to be loved…and he sometimes pushes too hard to get it.”

“So, I’m just a ‘convenient body’ for him?” Rachel asked.

“NO! I can tell he truly cares for you. But sometimes, he doesn’t really think, he just acts to get that love…not concerned with how it’s making the woman he’s TRYING to impress feel.”

“OK…I’ll see if I can deal with this…but I don’t know,” Rachel replied as they left Shopko, with 5 rolls of film, all bought by Nick at his insistence since he had hid his identity from her. On the way back to the hotel, they stopped and bought lunch for each of the guys at McDonald’s, again, Nick’s treat.

Rach and Nick pulled up at the hotel, and she parked in back, hoping to avoid the crowd of fans who had gathered outside the hotel. “Nick, I don’t know if I can do this.”

“Girl, you’re strong. You’ll be fine. I don’t know that I’d tell Jeff the whole story right now…but you can get through this.”

“Thanks, Nick. I needed to hear that. Anything I can do to pay you back for your kindness?”

“Do you have a twin?”

“No…but I do know someone who I think would be a good match for you,” Rachel answered.

“Can you tell me how to get a hold of her?”

“Yeah, after we get upstairs,” Rachel answered, grabbing the bag of film before heading into the hotel behind Nick.



Author's Note: Reminder - nothing in this story is fact - just some good fictional reading ;) And the Screen Name for Nick (MiamiU73) in this story - is MADE UP! Don't attempt to send an IM there expecting Nick - It was just something I thought would work as I wrote this story back in 2002!

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 9 ~ Callin Andi ~


“Hey, Drew…can I talk to you for a minute?” Rachel called seeing him in the hall as she and Nick got off the elevator.

“Yeah, what do you need?”

“Just want you here when I call someone. Now…if I call from the room, are you guys pickin up the bill too or is that me?”

“We got it, Rach,” Nick answered. “Why?”

“Cuz…I got something for three of you…but I wanted to make sure it wasn’t my dime that was paying it,” Rachel answered dialing Andi’s number. “Andi, hi. How’s it going?”

“Pretty good. So, did you enjoy the ball game last night?” Andi asked.

“Yeah…it was great. Hey, there’s someone who wants to say hi,” Rachel said, handing the phone to Drew.

“Hi, Andi, right?”

“Yeah, who’s this?” Andi asked.

“Drew…Drew Lachey.”

“Quit joking around, Rachel!”

“Rach, she doesn’t believe me,” Drew called.

“Andi! I’m not lying. It really is Drew. I’m serious. I have been hanging with the guys since I got stuck on an elevator with them,” Rachel said, taking the phone from him for a minute.

“Give me back my Drewbie!” Andi said as she realized Rachel wouldn’t pull that kind of joke on anyone.

“OK, you get him back,” Rachel said, returning the phone to Drew before telling him, “Now be nice. She likes you, Drew.”

“Hi, Andi,” Drew said as Rachel shut the door behind her and Nick.

“Hi, Drew. I’m sorry for not believing you before.”

“It’s alright. We do tend to get that kind of reaction.”

“I’m just in a state of shock. How is Rach dealing with meeting you guys?”

“She’s doing alright, why?”

“Is she talking and stuff with you guys?”

“Yeah, well, she was with me anyway. Why?” Drew answered.

“She’s really, REALLY quiet…even around her friends that she’s known for a while. So I was just curious. I’m glad though.”

“Well, she did get stuck in an elevator with the four of us and Dre. He was being a pain and she told him where he could shove it. But she was trying to give us our space, and not intrude.”

“Yeah, that sounds like Rachel. The only problem is she feels likes she’s intruding even when she isn’t sometimes.”

“Well, I think between the four of us, we’ll help her overcome, or at least diminish, that problem,” Drew replied.

“Good. She really needs that,” Andi replied wondering why Drew was taking the time to talk with a fan.

“So…ummm…I guess Rach thought you’d want to talk to me.”

“Well, I do…unless you’ve got something else to be doing,” Andrea answered.

“No…I was feeling a little lonely anyway. I’m glad she called you so we could talk,” Drew answered quickly.

“Well…couldn’t you spend time with Lea?” Andi asked.

“Actually…”

“You need to go spend time with her?” Andi asked, interrupting him.

“No. What I was going to say is that she’s not with us anymore.”

“Oh…”

“We are in the process of getting a divorce. Man, this was supposed to stay quiet for awhile yet…and I’ve told two people I barely know already,” Drew said, surprised that he had admitted that to her already.

“Andrew, I won’t say a word to anyone about this,” Andi promised.

“Thanks. I don’t know why….but I felt like I could trust you with that information, as the conversation continued. Eventually, Drew and Andi exchanged contact information, before hanging up the phone. Drew then went into the hall and ran into Nick and Justin both.


Author's Note: Again - FICTION people - obviously Drew & Lea didn't split. Just reminding anyone who doesn't understand this section of the boards ;)

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~ Chapter 10 ~ Soul Mates Talk ~


“Alright, J next…then you.”

“What?”

“You all are looking for someone…well, my friends and you would all match up great. And…well…as far as Justin…it’s the girl he’s been looking for,” Rachel added as Justin opened his door. “Hey, J…let me make a call for you,” Rachel said after he let her in the room. She picked up the phone and dialed Liz’s cell number. “Liz…Hey, how’s your vacation?”

“It’s great. How are you doing?”

“I’m doing fantabulous. I met this guy…he wants to talk to you,” Rachel said before Justin grabbed the phone from her hand.

“Liz…hi. I know you don’t really know me, but I’m Justin,” he started.

“Play nice, J,” Rach admonished, as she walked out the door; leaving Justin and Liz to discuss things in private.

“Hi, Justin,” Liz said, knowing Rachel wouldn’t ever play a practical joke on her…not like this.

“So…you are the Liz who I met at the Kentucky State Fair, right?”

“Yeah, I was,” Liz said shyly. “Did you ever read the card I gave you…at the meet and greet there?”

“Yeah…I loved it. Thank you so much. I wanted to call you, but by the time I got the courage and time to do it, your number wasn’t working anymore,” he replied sadly.

“Yeah…I had some things come up, so I changed cellular services.”

“I can understand that. So…did you enjoy yourself there?”

“I enjoyed meeting you and the concert. The rest of the weekend was…well…a true learning experience for me.”

“What do you mean?”

“I really don’t know if I want to talk about that right now,” Liz replied, somewhat embarrassed.

“Come on, Liz. What happened down there?”

“Well…the one good thing, was that I got to meet you…and give you that card.”

“Awe, that’s sweet. I have to admit, I’ve been giving Rachel the third degree since we met her…about you.”

“I hope she hasn’t told you anything bad.”

“Nope…only good things…and very general, told me I needed to talk to you if I wanted more detailed answers.”

“So, are you going to ask me?”

“Actually, I decided I’d wait until we were together in person again,” Justin said. “I kinda like the mystery.”

“Well, how do you know we’ll meet again?” Liz asked, still wondering if this wasn’t all a cruel joke on her.

“Because, I intend to come visit you when we’ve got some time off if nothing else,” Justin promised.

“Thanks, Justin. I think I needed to hear that,” Liz said before they continued their conversation.

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~ Chapter 11 ~ Nick and Kristine ~


“So, you hooked J and Liz up…who did you call for Drew?”

“My friend, Andi ~ DrewFan from the boards. She gets to talk to her ‘Drewbie’.”

“That’s cool…so I take it, I’m gonna talk to Kristine?” Nick asked hopefully.

“Unless you don’t want to,” Rachel said.

“NO…I do. I love the way she writes our relationships.”

“Well, give me the phone,” Rachel said as they went into his room, as she quickly dialed Kristine’s number. “Kris, hey. How are you enjoying Florida?”

“It’s so much fun. Did you enjoy the game last night? Did you get to meet the guys?”

“Yes and Yes. Actually, I have someone who wants to talk to you, Kris. Do you want to talk to them?”

“Who is it Rach?”

“Nick.”

“Rachel…don’t tease me like that,” Kristine said as Nick took the phone from Rachel.

“She’s not teasing you, Kristine. Hi,” he said as Rachel excused herself from the room.

“It really is you….Oh my God! Hi, Nick.”

“Hi, Kristine. I…I just wanted to say, I love the stories you’re writing that pair you and I up together.”

“I am enjoying writing them, too,” Kris admitted shyly as some of the other girls who were staying in Florida came in. “Oh…that’s right, mom. Just a second. I’m gonna go somewhere more quiet.”

“Mom?” Nick asked as Kristine found somewhere more private.

“Sorry. I had to get away from some of the other girls here. There would have been too many questions if I hadn’t.”

“That was a unique cover to say the least,” Nick replied, chuckling softly.

“I hope you don’t mind.”

“NO…that’s alright. Rachel mentioned some of the other girls who were going to be there. I’d rather they NOT know who you’re talking to.”

“I totally understand. I’d rather most of them not know who I’m talking to either…or else they’d all want to talk to you and the other three.”

“I’m glad you understand, Kristine. You really seem sweet. So…tell me more about yourself.”

“Well…”

“OK…not ready to do that…that’s alright. Is there anything you want to know about me?” Nick asked, sensing the hesitation in her voice.

“Well…ummmmm…actually….” Kristine stuttered.

“What is it, Kris?”

“Well…I know it’s none of my business…but the rumors are going around again…are you and Jess back together?”

“No…we aren’t. Well…we did get back together for a bit after September 11th, but it was for all the wrong reasons. The more I thought about it, the more I realized she was just using me…so we did call it quits for good this time around,” Nick admitted.

“Oh…”

“NO…I don’t want her back though. I learned my lesson after September.”

“Glad you learned your lesson,” Kris said laughing as the girls came looking for her. “Be right there. I’m on the phone yet!” she called hoping to have some more time talking to Nick.

“Well, I guess you better get going.”

“I don’t really want to, Nick.”

“I don’t want you to either, but it’s probably better. Can you tell me a little more about yourself?”

Kris then told him a couple of things very few people knew about her before they exchanged numbers so they could keep in touch after ending their current phone call.

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Just a quick word from the Author:
Please let me know if you find any inconsistencies in the story. I recently changed character-names, and I think I've got them all corrected, but if I somehow missed one, please send me a PM and let me know where the inconsistency is located. I'd really appreciate it.

Also - again - everything written is fiction - aka make-believe - please remember that as you read :)

[OhioluvsNick]

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~ CHAPTER 12 ~ Rachel opens up (a bit) ~


“Hey, where’d you disappear too?” Jeff asked, seeing her leaving Nick’s room.

“Went to the store for my film…and now I’ve got everyone hooked on the phone with a friend of mine for a little while at least.”

“So, what are you going to do?”

“I thought maybe you and I could spend some time talking?”

“Yeah, that would probably be good. I told you a lot about me, but I don’t know much about you.”

“Jeff, there isn’t much to know about me.”

“Well, I want to know everything…so you’re gonna have to talk.”

“Jeff, really, there isn’t much to say,” Rachel insisted.

“Well, start with why you let Nick go with you when I asked and you said no,” Jeff suggested.

“Jeff, it wasn’t planned. I won’t lie though, it was nice having company and being able to talk to him alone.”

“What about me?”

“We’re talking now. We talked yesterday, right?”

“Well…”

“Jeff, you are driving me insane, plain and simple. Yes, I do want to spend time with you and get to know you, but I also want to get to know the three guys you spend most of your time with.”

“But…”

“Jeff, seriously, I know where you’re trying to take this…you want us getting involved, right?”

“Yeah…I did think you agreed to be my girlfriend last night.”

“OK, I didn’t realize that discussion led to that result. I thought it was more agreeing to get to know you to decide if that would be a possible result, but I can definitely accept that I’m now your girlfriend, but being involved with you leads to needing to be comfortable with your friends. I won’t get a chance with your friends from home until, well, until I conquer my fears of heights and flying, but your friends that are here, I can get to know.”

“Now that you’ve talked to each of them alone, the rest of your time is gonna be spent with me, right?”

“NO! I enjoy the time with you, but I enjoy spending time with the other guys too. I’m not going to start ignoring the others.”

“But you’ll concentrate on me?”

“I will spend the rest of the morning one-on-one with you. This afternoon, I’m going to do my best to stay out of everyone’s way.”

“But…”

“Sugar, you have sound check and a meet and greet. I can’t be in the way there, and I don’t want it to be discovered that I’m your girlfriend. I will spend time with you when you’re not busy, but I want to spend time with Drew, J, and Nick. Man, I still can’t believe I’ve actually talked to him on the ‘net before.”

“So he told you, huh?”

“Yeah. He admitted it,” Rachel said, smiling.

“You’re not mad at him?”

“Naaaaa…it’s all good. He was right in thinking I wouldn’t have believed him if he told me while we were chatting. Seeing him…and having him tell me face to face, that’s the way I needed to find that information out.”

“Well, I am glad that he admitted it to you.”

“Yeah, I’m glad he did too,” Rachel said softly.

“So, are you going to tell all your friends?”

“Nope. I don’t have any reason to tell them.”

“No reason?” Jeff questioned.

“The couple of people I would just LOVE to use that information against wouldn’t believe me….and if I mentioned it to just about anyone, I’d find out I had more friends than I knew what to do with. I wouldn’t want to betray Nick’s trust like that anyway.”

“Thanks…thanks a lot for respecting us so much.”

“Well, as far as I know you’re all human and make mistakes, so I don’t see any point in treating you like you’re not.”

“Well…not everyone respects that for us.”

“Yeah, well, the way I see it. If you wanted your screen names, email addresses all over the place, you’d post ‘em on the site or something like that.”

“True, we would.”

“So, do I get to find out what your screen name is?”

“I’ll show you mine if you show me yours.”

“God! We aren’t 5, Jeff…and you aren’t “seeing” anything of mine…not yet anyway.”

“If you give me yours, I’ll give you mine? Does that sound better to you?”

“Much. I did tell you you’d get it though, right?”

“Well, yeah…”

“Then you’ll get it.”

“Rach…I really need to say this…”

“JEFFREY BRANDON TIMMONS, I do NOT want to hear those 3 little words so many young women around the country want to hear from you.”

“Ok, I won’t say it then, but I do love you,” Jeff said softly.

“DUMBASS! You said it!”

“I was hoping you wouldn’t notice that.”

“Let’s go check on the others…see if they wanna do anything.”

“Can’t we…”

“Jeff, let me get to know you around your friends. It will be better for you getting to know me. If it was just the two of us, I’d be a nervous wreck…I’ll be more comfortable with your friends around.”

“Alright,” Jeff said as they found the other three standing in the hall grinning from ear to ear while standing in the hallway.

“What are those grins for guys?”

“Thank you,” Justin said first. “Liz is the sweetest, most caring, lovable, beautiful woman in the world,” he added as he hugged Rachel. “Thank you for calling her for me. Now we can communicate more frequently.”

“You’re welcome, J. Geez…how did all of that make the Lachey boys get goofy grins on their mugs?”

“Rachel…Andrea is so….”

“What is it Drew?” Rachel asked when he didn’t finish his thought.

“Rach, Kristine is so great. She’s like…just what I’ve been looking for.”

“Glad you like her, Nickers.”

“Rach, she mentioned a trip to Nashville,” Nick said.

“What about it, Nick?”

“When is it?? So I can make sure I’m there to meet her?”

“I think it’s gonna be the first weekend in August. We haven’t really set a definite date yet.”

“****!” Drew said.

“What’s the matter, Drew?”

“We’re gonna be on tour in August.”

“So, we’ll make sure we’re in Nashville at that time,” Justin said.

“Wow…we’ll be able to meet Liz and Kristine both then.”

“And me and Andrea,” Rachel added. “The four of us are getting together that weekend.”

“Cool. We’ll make sure to get our schedule set accordingly,” Jeff said, looking forward to spending time with Rachel again, and possibly having at least one of his kids with him so she could meet the children he was hoping she’d be raising soon.

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~ Chapter 13 ~ Concert Day Crazy J ~


After the group worked out in the private gym on their floor, they started getting ready for their afternoon schedule. “Rachel, you’re going to be coming with them, right?”

“I guess. That’s what Jeff keeps telling me at least,” Rachel answered Tommy.

“Then, let’s get going,” he said, as she wasn’t moving very quickly.

“Oh, well, I will be able to come back and get my stuff later, before the show, right?”

“Actually, not very easily.”

“Ok. I’ll be back in a flash,” Rachel said rushing to her room to grab her small coin purse where she had her money, her camera, both the good quality one and the disposables she had brought with her, and the film she had purchased earlier that morning. When she got back to the hall she noticed the guys were all waiting for her. “Sorry,” Rachel said, seeing the look on Dre’s face since she made them wait.

“Let’s go, now that we’re all here,” Dre said, pushing everyone towards the elevator near the back of the hotel, hoping the fans wouldn’t notice them all leaving. “The dancers and band are going through the main lobby, so hopefully, the fans won’t see us sneaking out.”

“Made that without problems,” Nick said as they settled into the van provided for their transport to and from the venue that evening.

“Now, let’s see if we can get into the arena without problems too,” Dre replied as they left, Rachel seeing fans running screaming after them.

“Is it always like this?” Rachel asked.

“Yeah, it is, Rach. Why?”

“Just curious,” Rachel answered, softly, wondering how the guys could put up with that night after night, week after week, month after month.

“You’ll get used to it, baby.”

“Jeff, slow it down, alright?”

“Why?”

“We’ll talk later…in private, ok? I’ll explain.”

“Alright. When are you leaving?”

“I leave tomorrow sometime. When are you guys heading out?”

“Tomorrow. We’re off for two days so we’re gonna be allowed to sleep-in in the morning.”

“Cool. We’ll be able to say good-bye then,” Rachel said softly, glad for that opportunity.

“I wish we weren’t going to have to,” Jeff whispered as they pulled up behind the arena.

“I wish we didn’t either, but I don’t see an alternative.”

“Come with us,” Jeff asked hopefully, shocking all the passengers in the van.

“WHAT?”

“Come with us. We all like you a lot. It would give us time to get to know each other better.”

“We will talk later. That’s the only answer you’re getting right now,” Rachel answered as they all made their way into the venue. “So, ummmm, now what?”

“Come on. We gotta go do sound check.”

“But…”

“You’re coming,” Drew said, as Justin and Nick pulled her towards the stage, leaving Jeff standing behind in amazement.

“What was that comment he made in the van?” Justin asked.

“It took me by surprise just as much as you guys,” Rachel answered. “I mean…I did agree to be his girlfriend, not that it’s gonna be much of a relationship since we live like no-where near each other, but as far as coming with you guys…I’m in shock.”

“Hey, it’s about time you all got here. Who held ya up this time?” their sound tech asked as they got their ear monitors and mics and the band warmed up.

“Jeff’s fault,” Nick answered.

“Mine?? How is this my fault?”

“Sorry. I didn’t realize I wasn’t going to have time to go back to the hotel before the show. I was a little late getting my stuff,” Rachel said, not wanting any of the guys in trouble, since it truly wasn’t there fault.

“Ahhhhhhh…Rachel, right? I remember Jeff introducing you this morning, and the next thing I knew you were gone.”

“Yeah…I started feeling ill,” Rachel semi-lied.

“Well, I hope you’re feeling better now.”

“Yeah…just an upset stomach caused by a headache,” Rachel replied.

“Well, where do you want to watch from? And guys, are you doing a full run-through?”

“She’s stayin up here,” Jeff answered the question addressed to her, as the guys all said they wanted to do a full run-through.

“With or without dancers?”

“With…one last run through before opening night,” Drew answered.

“If you’re going to do that, I better go sit down in the chairs,” Rachel said. “I’ll be your crowd noise.”

“Thanks, Rach,” Nick replied before Jeff could protest her decision.

When the band was completely tuned, the guys began their ‘private show’ sounding awesome as always. Each of the guys played it up to her, during their sound check, and Rachel just hoped that during the actual show they didn’t continue that trend, not that she wouldn’t enjoy it, but she knew that the other fans wouldn’t enjoy the show as much if they did.

When they finished, Jeff pulled Rachel away so they could talk alone…about what he had mentioned in the van on the way to the venue.

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~ CHAPTER 14 ~ Choices and Decisions ~


“Rachel…”

“What, Jeff?”

“I want to know why you won’t come with us.”

“Jeff, we just met…you and I barely know each other, I’m not about to pack up my life and go traveling under those circumstances.”

“How do you think we are supposed to get to know each other if we aren’t together??”

“Jeffie,” Rachel said, as he pulled her into a hug, “I want us to be able to work something out, but I seriously can’t travel with you all. It wouldn’t work for me.”

“But…”

“Jeff, we’ve got the phone and the computer when you’ve got time.”

“Why wouldn’t coming with us work for you?”

“Jeff, I couldn’t handle traveling all the time. If we get to a point in our relationship where we’re moving forward…past the casual dating stage we’re at now, I’ll deal with it, but until that time, no.”

“Rachel…”

“Jeff, I know you love your fans…and you should, they put you in the position your in today. I also know that they wouldn’t accept me as your girlfriend right now. I’m not the type of girl they’d expect you to be with, Jeff.”

“What do you mean?”

“I’m not some toothpick-sized model, Jeff. The fans expect you to be with someone like that.”

“Well, I don’t give a rat’s ass who the fans want me to be with. I don’t want to be with a toothpick. I want to be with YOU!”

“Thank you. I’ve never been one and I never will be that thin. I am working on losing some of my extra weight, but I’ll never get down to toothpick size unless I develop an eating disorder.”

“Don’t. You’re beautiful, and I love you the way you are.”

“Thank you, Jeff; I want to lose some…just to get down to a more healthy weight.”

“That is commendable…as long as it’s for you and not for someone else,” Jeff said, keeping her close to him.

“It is,” Rachel said as he tilted her head before leaning down to kiss her. “Jeff, slow down,” Rachel said, backing up slightly.

“What’s wrong?”

“I…”

“Angel girl, talk to me, what’s wrong? Why are you so frightened of me kissing you?”

“I…Jeff…I’m scared.”

“Why?”

“Jeff…I’ve…I haven’t ever kissed anyone.”

“Let me fix that for you then,” Jeff said, “I promise, I won’t bite…or push you. Just a simple kiss,” he added when he could see the fear on her face.

“Jeff…”

“I promise. I won’t play tonsil hockey with you right now. Let me make up for the fact you haven’t been kissed, please.”

“Jeff…”

“Please, let me be your teacher?”

“Can we talk more first?”

“What about?”

“Well…ummm…”

“Rachel, I won’t push you on the sexual side,” Jeff said, as he pulled her onto his lap after sitting down. “If you haven’t kissed anyone, I’m assuming you haven’t had sex either. I really won’t push you to do something you’re not ready to do.”

“I trust you on that, Jeff…but…well…man, I…I…I’m really embarrassed about that…both of those facts. Nick was in shock when I said something to him earlier.”

“You told Nick, and were afraid to tell me?”

“Jeff…please…”

“What?”

“Don’t. It just came out when I was talking to Nick. You all have made me feel really comfortable, like I can tell you all anything…when it’s just you and me…well, I get nervous. Jeff, I really do like you…I have for the last couple years. I’ve never been good interacting with my crushes…and I guess I’m still dealing with that phase with you right now.”

“So, when you move onto a new music group…”

“No, Jeff…it’s more than a crush on you…but I’m getting over that ‘he’s talking to me’ stage.”

“Oh…”

“It’s a Rachel thing, just realize, as things go on, it’ll get better. I want to impress you and not look stupid in front of you right now.”

“You already impressed me, when you put Andre in his place on the elevator and then stepped on me.”

“I really am sorry about that,” Rachel replied blushing.

“Don’t apologize. It was alright…you didn’t step hard, just kinda tripped on me is all.”

“Thanks, Jeff.”

“Well, it’s true.”

“Jeff…why are you attracted to me?”

“Huh? Where did this come from?”

“Jeff, why are you attracted to me…I mean…you’re the one who got me a room on your floor…the backstage passes. You told me what was going on with you and Trisha, shared pictures of both of your children with me. Why?”

“Because I like you a lot.”

“Jeff, we had barely talked when you did all this for me. Come on. You didn’t know me from the Jack-the-Ripper. For all you knew, I was out to kidnap one or all of you. There needs to be a reason you ‘like me a lot’.”

“I guess it has something to do with the card. I felt an instant connection with you.”

“But…”

“Don’t fight it, ok. Just go with the flow.”

“But…”

“Rachie, please. Just relax and whatever happens, happens.”

“I know…I’m trying, it’s just funny, here is this guy who could have almost any woman in the world, and you’re spending this time with me.”

“Why wouldn’t I? You’re beautiful, caring, compassionate, and you’ve got a heart as big as Alaska.”

“Stop it,” Rachel said blushing.

“Why are you having problems taking compliments?”

“No one’s ever really given me any.”

“WHAT?” Drew asked from the doorway. “Uhhh…sorry, but we’ve got an interview to do, Jeff.”

“Can’t I skip it?”

“You know the answer to that, Jeff.”

“Come on, Rach. Time to see your man at work.”

“I think I’ll just go back to the hotel for a bit, rest up for the show. I’ll see ya later,” Rachel replied.

“NO! You’re going with us or staying here. You’re not leaving!”

“Who’s gonna make me?”

“I’ll send Dre back here.”

“That teddy bear? Puh-lease.”

“Rachel!”

“Alright, I won’t leave the arena, but I’m not coming with you. You guys got a toy-room like NSYNC?”

“Yeah, we do,” Drew answered.

“Can I hang there while you’re busy?”

“Sure, just don’t leave the arena,” Jeff answered as he was dragged away, leaving her to wonder why Jeff Timmons was taking such an interest in her.

As soon as the interview was finished, Jeff went to the game room with the guys to get Rachel, so they could finish their discussion from earlier. “Where is she?”

“Jeff, relax, I’m sure she’s around here somewhere. Maybe she just had to go to the bathroom or something,” Nick suggested.

“But…”

“Hey, looking for Rachel?” Tommy asked.

“Yeah…where is she?”

“She’s talking with Greg. Wanted to make arrangements for something or another.”

“What the hell?”

“Hey, done already guys?” Rachel asked, walking in with a huge bag of 98 Degrees paraphernalia.

“Yeah…where were YOU?” Jeff demanded.

“Talking to your tour manager.”

“About?” Jeff prodded.

“None of your business,” Rachel snapped.

“He’s our manager, it is my business,” Jeff snapped back.

“Bite me, Timmons, it wasn’t any of YOUR business. I just got permission from him to get my tour merchandise before the show now instead of after the doors open,” Rachel yelled, holding up the bag of goodies she had picked up. “I do need to say thank you though.”

“Why?” Nick asked.

“Greg said that the stuff was on you guys…well, the stuff for me. I did buy some stuff for my friends.”

“I thought you’d appreciate that,” Justin replied smiling.

“Thanks, Justin,” Rachel said as she hugged him. “I don’t know how to repay you all for the kindness you’ve shown me since I got stuck on your elevator.”

“It was the least I could do considering what you’ve done for me this weekend.”

“What was that?”

“You got me back in contact with Liz. You’ve helped me so I could make a move to turn her into a more permanent fixture in my life.”

“J, man…I assure you…I did that for my own selfish reasons. Since August, she’s been going nuts, because of the time, distance factor. It makes her just get pessimistic about everything…so I’ve been stuck convincing her that everything was gonna work out for ya. That phone call was definitely for my own piece of mind,” Rachel said laughing.

“Come on, guys. Time to eat,” Dre said, poking his head in the door.

“See ya later, boys,” Rachel said, going to sit down and do some writing, so she wouldn’t forget a moment of her time with four of her favorite guys.

“Don’t make me carry you,” Nick threatened.

“You and who else, Lachey?” Rachel shot back, trying to hide her laughter.

“I don’t need anyone else to help,” Nick replied as Drew answered, “The other Lachey.”

“I’m staying here, guys. You go eat.”

“You’re coming with us,” Jeff said, pulling her towards the room set up to be their banquet hall at the arena.

“Their relationship is definitely gonna keep Jeff on his toes,” Drew commented as they followed them down the hall.

“You’re not kidding, bro,” Nick agreed as Justin nodded his head in agreement.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 15 ~ Dinner and a Show ~


The concert went on without a hitch, following the meet and greet which Rachel insisted she wasn’t going to be attending, claiming that she didn’t need the time, since she had been permitted to spend so much time with the guys. As the meet and greet progressed, Rachel decided that it would probably be better if she came into the arena with the rest of the fans, instead of coming from backstage after people were being let in from outside. She carefully joined the crowd, trying to blend in, noticing Dre and getting him a message about what she was trying to do. He and Tommy were both appreciative of the act of staying out of the meet-and-greet, and giving that chance to someone who otherwise wouldn’t have been able to meet the guys.

As they finished, Jeff rushed back to their game room to spend more time with Rachel. “Where is she?”

“She was here,” Dre said, realizing what would happen if Jeff knew the truth.

“Dre…where is she?”

“She went to get some air, why?” Dre asked, trying to play it cool.

“She could be killed out there!” Jeff said frantically, intent on going to find her.

“Jeff, chill out. You’re the one who could get killed out there,” Dre said stepping in front of Jeff to stop him from doing something stupid.

“That’s MY GIRLFRIEND out there…with fans, Dre. Do you realize what they could do to her?”

“Jeff, she’s a smart girl. She blended in with the crowd as they left the meet and greet, so that she will be going in with them. She isn’t dumb enough to reveal that she’s your girlfriend to them.”

“Huh?”

“While you all were busy with the task of meeting and greeting all those fans, she quietly slipped into the crowd, and just joined the outward flow as they left.”

“DRE!”

“Jeff, chill out. She’ll be fine. I know which seat she’s in and if she isn’t there before the lights go down for the opening act I’ll go find her.”

“Get her back here NOW!”

“Jeff, relax,” Justin replied. “If she were to come from backstage then she’d be mobbed and possibly hurt because the fans would realize she knew us. She is definitely better off this way.”

“But…”

“Jeff, I can understand what you’re saying, but Justin’s right,” Drew added.

“He really is, man,” Nick agreed.

“Why don’t you guys want me to be with her?”

“Jeff, please, let her enjoy the show tonight. You’re together, it’s probably going to be the last time she can enjoy a show as a fan of yours and not as Jeff’s girlfriend.”

“But…”

“Jeff.”

“Fine!” Jeff yelled stomping out of the room, pouting because no one understood what he was trying to say. He wanted to spend as much time as possible with Rachel, since they weren’t going to be able to be together very often for the time being. He couldn’t settle down until after the doors were opened and Dre came back to tell him that Rachel was in deed safe and sound in her seat. When Dre told him that, Jeff wanted to go talk with her in the crowd, and this plan was again halted because of the danger that would present. “Why can’t I spend time with her?” he fumed as their opening act began performing.

As the guys took their positions for the opening number of their portion of the concert, Jeff scanned the front row, trying to find the woman who had so easily and effortlessly helped him to forget the way his heart had been broken not long before. He smiled to himself when he noticed her, vowing to make this a show she wouldn’t forget.

Rachel noticed early on in the show that while the other guys had gone back to a more normal crowd interaction, Jeff seemed to continue the trend from the soundcheck earlier and focused his attention on her often, particularly during the more ‘emotionally charged’ portions of songs. She remembered back to the previous year, when she had first seen them and the way that they, particularly Jeff made her feel when he smiled at her during an emotional song. As they made their first costume change of the night, Rachel quietly snuck towards the side, near the entrance from the concourse, so that she could still enjoy the soft, romantic ballads, while hopefully getting Jeff to realize there were hundreds of other girls just as anxious for a glance and smile from her “Sugar Daddy” as she was.

During the third song of this portion of the show, Rachel noticed Andre heading out from backstage, and she was sure he was trying to find her because Jeff had noticed her disappearance. She carefully walked into his path, bumping him slightly. “Hey, man.”

“Rachel…”

“Let’s talk somewhere else,” Rachel suggested.

“To the hall,” Dre suggested, as he keyed the headset to let them know Rachel had been found safely. “OK, where in the hell did you disappear to? Why did you do it?”

“Jeff was paying too much attention to me. So, since I was distracting him, I decided his distraction should depart, just temporarily.”

“You noticed that, huh?”

“Dre, a blind man would have noticed that.”

“True, but Jeff isn’t realizing that. He almost made them turn the lights up and page you.”

“Well, Jeff is a dork. I thought you would have known that by now,” Rachel said laughing. “I just wanted to get away, in hopes the performer in him would re-emerge for the remainder of the show.”

“Rach, I really owe you a big apology.”

“For??”

“I thought, even this afternoon, that you were like Alyson…out for all the attention you could get from the guys. I mean, you’ve gotten into a secure area of the hotel…you’re spending time one on one with each of the guys…you gotten to be here for everything today…you got free stuff from them, courtesy of Justin…you had a private show during their sound check.”

“Gee, thanks.”

“I’m sorry. Alyson and her kind would have just relished the attention that Jeff was giving you tonight during the show. You did the honorable thing and tried to get the attention off of you. You’re definitely a class act. Can you forgive me?”

“I suppose…but you gotta do something for me.”

“What’s that?” Dre asked, wondering if he hadn’t apologized too soon.

“Get me back there so I don’t miss any of My Everything.”

“As you wish,” Dre replied, keying his headset again, asking one of the band members to have problems with their guitar to delay that one song just a couple of seconds.

“Thanks, Dre,” Rachel said, before they got back into the arena. “I’ll be heading backstage again as they start their encore, so you won’t be waiting for me.”

“Ok, princess. Now, go let that man of yours serenade you,” Dre said, watching as Rachel ran towards her seat, noticing the smile on Jeff’s face get ten times bigger than what it had been previously. As they got ready to head for their 3rd and final outfit change of the evening, Jeff gave Rachel a warning glance to not leave again, which she did heed.

[Raevengeance]

~ CHAPTER 16 ~ IS IT GOODBYE FOREVER? ~



After the concert, Rachel joined the guys, their dancers, and the band in the hotel bar for a few drinks, and surprised them all by actually having a ‘real’ drink. “I thought you didn’t drink?” Nick questioned remembering the bar the night before.

“I don’t generally drink, Nick. Once in a while, I do indulge though.”

“That’s cool, baby,” Jeff replied, pulling her onto his lap.

“Ummm…can we cool the PDA’s?” Rachel asked, moving to the chair next to him.

“Why?”

“Fans, Jeff. I want to get used to being with you before I’m officially ‘connected’ with you.”

“But…”

“Jeff, we’re in public. I don’t mind the fans thinking I’m a friend of all of yours, but I don’t want them to put me with you just yet. I know it seems weird, but I really don’t want them to start thinking I’m just a groupie or anything like that.”

“But…”

“Jeff, please, just let me become officially attached to you on my own pace. I promise; I won’t just go announce it on the boards or anything.”

“I don’t want to deny you at all though.”

“Baby, you don’t need to deny me, just don’t identify me. I don’t mind you admitting to the world that you’ve got a girl…I just don’t want my name out there yet.”

“I can do that,” Jeff agreed as Drew came over and asked her to dance with him.

“So, you and Jeff working things out?”

“Yeah…he’s at least listening to where I’m coming from. I almost expected him to be a jerk about all of it.”

“He’s a good guy. He does tend to be a little ‘needy’ as far as wanting to have someone all the time, but I don’t think that’s the case with you,” he added seeing her reaction. “Believe me, if we thought that was what this was about for him, we’d put a stop to it, especially Slider. He really does have a lot of respect for you.”

“Thanks, Andy.”

“HEY!”

“Can’t say that no one has called ya that now, can ya,” Rachel said laughing. “I promise, I will do my best to not do it again…but I can’t promise you anything.”

“I guess that will have to do, huh?”

“Guess so…but I will do my hardest, usually I just do it, cuz I know it annoys you.”

“So stop it!”

“I’ll try,” Rachel said as the song ended and Nick came over and asked for the next dance.

“Rach…Jeff’s gonna miss you a lot.”

“I’m gonna miss him a lot too, Nick. Keep an eye on him for me, will ya?”

“You don’t even need to ask me, Rach. I’ll be there for him…and you both whenever you need me.”

“When you aren’t on the phone with Kristine,” Rachel joked.

“Always. You accepted me as just plain Nick when we started chatting on the internet. I won’t put anything ahead of our friendship, at least not until it becomes something more than telephone and internet conversations.”

“Thanks, Nick…but I think it’s gonna become something else rather quickly.”

“Sure…come on, your man is starting to stew over there cuz his lady ain’t on his arm.”

“Too bad. He wants me he can come and get me,” Rachel said, keeping Nick from leading her from the dance floor.

“What the…why is Nick taking all this time with her??”

“You want time with her go cut in,” Drew suggested, realizing that Nick had planned on delivering her back to Jeff, but that Rachel had thwarted the effort.

“You know I can’t dance.”

“You were doing it last night, Romeo,” Justin interjected before going to over to Kassie, one of their dancers on the tour, to see if she’d want to dance with him now.

Jeff was finally convinced to go cut in, so he could get time with his new girlfriend, who seemed content with avoiding him. “What are you doing? Why aren’t you spending time with me?”

“Jeff, you’re getting possessive and touchy-feely. That’s going to link us officially.”

“So, let’s go talk upstairs, where it won’t matter.”

“Fine, let’s do that,” Rachel said, as they made their way off the dance floor and to their floor.

After spending most of the very early morning hours talking, Jeff fell asleep on the floor of Rachel’s room. Rachel covered him carefully with a blanket before crawling into bed herself. The next morning, she again joined the group along with their crew for breakfast, this time feeling more comfortable with everyone, after having been properly introduced to all of them by Nick and Drew the day before, and spending time with them at the hotel bar. As soon as breakfast was finished, she decided to pack it in, and head home. She couldn’t stand the thought of watching Jeff drive away from her. She knew if he left first, she’d break down and cry, and she didn’t want him to see that, knowing his sensitive side, he’d try to find a way to make things better for her…and it was her own decision which led to her not going with him.

“Rachie…please…come with us,” Jeff pleaded one more time as she got all of her bags together.

“I can’t Jeff. I’ve got a job to go back to…what kind of schedule do you guys have for today?”

“We’re heading out probably around 11…and we’ll be on the road for awhile. Don’t have anything planned for tonight, other than a good night’s sleep in a real bed.”

“Sorry about the floor last night. You looked to peaceful to disturb to tell you to get up and go to bed,” Rachel said sheepishly, not wanting to admit that she really had just wanted to move him into her own bed.

“It’s ok. At least I was close to you,” Jeff said softly. “And it probably did my back some good. The harder the surface, the more support it offers.”

“Yeah, well, when I woke up you weren’t looking all that comfortable.”

“I probably wasn’t,” Jeff said, remembering the dreams that had haunted his sleep all night.

Seeing the look that crossed his face, Rachel pressed for a reason, “What was wrong, Jeff?”

“Just some weird dreams is all,” he replied evasively.

“Well, if you want to talk about them, I’m willing to listen. On the phone or internet I guess will have to do though, because I do have to head out. Are you sure I don’t owe you guys for anything?”

“I’m sure. The movie we watched last night, I’m paying for. If I find out about any other charges, well…they’re on me.”

“Jeff…”

“I’m serious. I want to do this for you. Let me?”

Rachel looked into his eyes, seeing that there was more than just the desire for a passing flirtation, and she gave in. “Yes, Jeffie, I’ll let you. I’ll call you when I get home, you’ll probably still be on the road, is that going to be a problem for you?”

“Nope, no problem what so ever. I’ll be looking forward to it,” Jeff said as Dre appeared.

“Rach, I’m sorry, but apparently fans have connected you to the guys…based on what our downstairs sources are saying. And they are waiting for you as well.”

“What?”

“They realize you’re good friends, to say the least, with the group. They are waiting to see you…so, where is your car parked?”

“Out back…it was easier when I came back with Nick yesterday morning to have it back there.”

“Good. I was going to go move it for you if it wasn’t. Is it by the employee entrance there?”

“Yeah, why?”

“Keys please? I’ll go put your luggage in the trunk, so you can say good-bye to Jeff…then I’ll go with you to make sure you get out safely.”

“Why wouldn’t I?” Rachel questioned, starting to possibly rethink her attitude about dating the man she loved because of his career.

“Rachel, if Dre thinks he should go with you, don’t argue with him,” Jeff said, realizing he had probably created a few problems for her because of his actions the night before.

“I’m not arguing, just trying to find out reasons for his thoughts,” Rachel said, turning towards Dre.

“Rach, honestly, there were some fans…who after you two left last night, were saying things about you…and there was violence mentioned, not just the normal ‘verbal assault’ on girlfriends.”

“What?” Jeff asked, concerned about her safety when she got home too.

“Jeffie, it’s alright. I highly doubt I’ll ever see these people again, unless I come down here for another concert,” Rachel said, trying to reassure him, all the while feeling a little scared herself.

“Rachel, just be careful when you’re at home,” Dre said, “just in case some of these fans are from your area and recognize you.”

“I promise…I’ll be careful. Just take good care of Jeff for me.”

“It’s what I get paid to do…although, I think if he ever hurts ya, I may have to turn my back on him to provide extra support for the other three,” Dre said laughing.

“Thanks, Dre. I appreciate that, especially considering the way you and I started things.”

“OK, I’ll be back for you in twenty minutes. And I’ll get the rest of the guys over here to say bye then too…so you they won’t disturb you two.”

“Thanks, man,” Jeff said as Rachel handed the keys to her car to Dre. They spent the next twenty minutes discussing how they were going to make their relationship work when they were going to be hundreds and thousands of miles apart for who knew how long.

Dre knocked on the door, to signal that their time was up. “Come on you guys. Time for Rach to head out.”

“OK,” they called out, separating from the kiss they were sharing.

“Rachie, I hope you’ll always remember that kiss.”

“Sure I will. It was my first, Jeffie…and it came from you,” Rachel said, kissing him gently on the cheek. “Well, guess it’s time to say goodbye to the others.”

“Don’t. Come with us,” Jeff asked again.

“I can’t…we’ve been through this before.”

“I know…but it didn’t hurt to ask again,” Jeff said as they opened the door and found all the others waiting in the hall.

As Rachel made the rounds of saying goodbye, she also made everyone promise to keep an eye on her Jeffie for her while she couldn’t be with him. And also promising to write or call everyone involved with the group after having gained several good friends through the course of the day on Saturday. Finally coming back to Jeff. “I love you, Jeffie,” Rachel whispered softly, as he leaned down to kiss her. “Don’t forget me,” she added after they pulled apart.

“I won’t, baby. I won’t,” Jeff promised, as Dre led her towards the elevator…and the end of her dream weekend.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 17 ~ Nashville Fun ~



Rachel pulled into town on Thursday for the girls weekend together. “Man, I can’t believe we’re doing this,” she said, thinking about the plan that she had made with Nick to surprise all the girls with the guys’ presence in Nashville for the two days prior to their concert on Saturday night, to which the girls were special guests of the artist, meaning VIP passes to meet them and front row center seats for the show. She immediately went to the hotel where they were all staying, and checked to see if the guys had arrived yet, which they hadn’t. As she sat waiting to see Jeff, she thought back on the previous four months since he and the other three crazy guys had come into her life. She clearly remembered the weekend after Jeff’s birthday, when he surprised her by showing up at her house, with Alyssa.



§§§****FLASHBACK****§§§



“Hey, baby. I hope you don’t mind that I surprised you by coming this weekend.”

“It’s great, Jeff. I’m glad you’re here,” Rachel said, noticing Alyssa hiding behind her daddy’s leg. “Just who is this little princess?”

“Alyssa, sweetie, remember I told you about Auntie Rachel?”

“Uh..huh,” Alyssa said, still hiding behind Jeff.

“Well, this is her,” he said, forcing her out from behind his legs. “Come on and say hi, honey.”

“Hi, Alyssa, sweetie. I saw you in your daddy’s video, you looked so pretty.”

“Fank you,” Alyssa said, still not leaving her daddy’s side.

“I’m sorry, Rachel, I’ve talked about you a lot, and she wanted to meet her new aunt.”

“It’s alright, Jeff. I think it’s better that she isn’t that ‘accepting’ of me right away, considering the fact that with your career you do have a lot of strangers hanging around, who might try to hurt her. It’s always better to be cautious.”

“I guess you’re right. I never thought about it that way,” Jeff replied.



§§§****END FLASHBACK****§§§




“Rachel…YO, Rachel!” someone yelled as she was shaken from her day dream.

“Hey…how was the trip in for you?”

“Not too bad,” Justin answered.

“Let’s go get checked in, and then we can talk.”

“Actually, Jeffie, after we get checked in, I’ve got an airport run to make to pick up one of the girls, then we’re gonna go do some cash damage at the mall, before swinging over to pick up Liz and then back to the airport for Kristine.”

“Andrea…Rach, let me come with you,” Drew said quickly.

“Drew, short-stuff, down boy. You’ll meet Andi soon enough. None of you spilled the beans about this being the reason we moved the trip up a day, did you?”

“No, we didn’t,” all the guys replied.

“Good. I’ve got another surprise for them as well as you guys,” Rachel said as Dre and Tommy came over to where they were sitting and talking.

“Rach, it’s good to see you again, doll,” Dre joked.

“DREW!!!!!!! He called me doll! Beat him up for me!” Rachel said, laughing as Jeff grabbed the bag she had brought in with her as Dre handed her the keys for the other girls’ rooms.

“Him and what army?” Tommy asked, laughing, glad to see the smile that had returned to Jeff’s face when he walked in the door.

“Good point, T. I’ll take him down myself,” Rachel said laughing, as they all got on the elevator.

“Don’t you wanna do it the same way?”

“Nope. Tommy’s on here this time, and I KNOW who’s on it…wouldn’t have the same effect,” Rachel smiled. After getting her things in the room she was going to share with Jeff, she kissed him softly wishing him luck with the photo shoot they were doing that afternoon. “I’ll see you at supper, baby. Nick, hey, you do know where Darryll’s is, right?”

“Yeah, I’ve heard of it. Never been there though.”

“Man…it’s a regular hangout of mine when I come to see Liz. Well, I’ll be at the airport and then we’ll meet you guys there at 6, hopefully Kristine’s plane won’t be late. I’ll give you a jingle if it is though.”

“I hope not too,” Nick said, wishing Kristine was there already. He wanted to know what she thought of the gift he had surprised her with at the end of April…although, at the moment she didn’t know it had come from him. As soon as Rachel left, the guys got together in the room they had established as their ‘meeting’ room. “Jeff, do you really think they’ll like the CD’s?”

“Nick, I really think they will. We’re giving them to the girls at supper right?”

“Yeah, and then after supper we’ll see what the girls choose to do as far as room arrangements,” Drew said, hoping his Andrea would agree to share his room, even if she insisted on separate beds.

“Guys, I’m nervous. What if Kristine doesn’t like me after meeting me?”

“Nick, relax. We’ve all talked to each of the girls. Rachel thought you’d get along with Kris, so I’m sure that you will,” Jeff said trying to reassure his friend, glad that he knew for a fact that his Rachie liked him. He was just hoping she’d accept the promise ring he had bought while they were shopping in Minneapolis when he went to visit her with Alyssa the week after his birthday.

“But…”

“Nick, relax. I heard from Liz that Kristine tried returning the computer since she didn’t know where it came from, but they wouldn’t allow her to do it,” Justin said.

“But…”

“Nick, man, she’s using it. Relax. Next time tell her who it’s from when ya give her a gift like that.”

“And you told Liz what you did, right?”

“No, but there was no possible way for her to turn me down…or return it.”

“She could have just as simply not cashed it, J.”
“I had a gut feeling she’d take it as a sign she was supposed to get back out on her own, Drew. And I was right.”

[LuvLachey]

Nooo!! You should stay!!

Edit: I'll read the rest now...looks like we posted at the same time!

[Raevengeance]

~ CHAPTER 18 ~ MEETING FRIENDS ~


Rachel quickly made her way to the airport, hoping Andi hadn’t been forced to wait too long for her. The guys had been a little late, and while she had planned some time alone with Jeff before going to the airport, it was later when she left than when she had planned on leaving. Parking her car, she quickly ran into the terminal, looking for her friend at the baggage claim area. Not seeing her, she looked frantically for a display to see if the flight from New York had arrived yet. “Dang it…where is she?” Rachel mumbled to herself seeing the flight had arrived EARLY even.

“Can I help you find someone?”

“I’m looking for my friend. She was supposed to come in on the flight from New York. I was late getting here, but I couldn’t see her anywhere.”

“Let me page her for you. What’s her name?”

“Andrea…Andrea DeGrasse,” Rachel said, hoping Andi would recognize it as herself.

“Alright,” the security officer said, keying into the intercom system and paging a “Andrea DeGrasse” to meet her friend at the luggage claim area.

As Rachel stood waiting for Andi to show up, she wondered what would happen between her friends and the guys. She wanted them all to hit it off, feeling in her gut that they would be good together, but she didn’t want to pressure any of them either. With the exception of Elizabeth, she hadn’t heard from anyone about how they were doing with their new chat friends. She knew from Jeff that each of the guys was talking with all of the girls, and one night, she even tried getting everyone into a chat room, but Liz and Drew both but a stop to that idea, not wanting to risk saying something that would embarrass themselves in front of the others.

“Rachel?”

“Andi. Hey, girl,” Rachel said, giving her friend a hug. “I can’t believe we’re actually meeting.”

“I know. And we’re gonna see the guys in concert. It’s going to be amazing.”

“Yeah, it will be,” Rachel said, fighting the urge to tell Andi who was waiting back at the hotel for them. “So, I’m sorry I’m late. I got held up as I was checking into the hotel.”

“It’s alright. I stopped at the gift shop quick and picked up a little something for each of you.”

“You really didn’t need to do that, Andi,” Rachel said, helping her with her bags.

“I wanted to, so hush.”

“Yes, Ma’am. Because I was running late, we’re gonna go pick Liz up. She was getting done at noon today, and then we can do some shopping before going to get Kristine and heading out for supper.”

“Can we go back so I can get out of my travel outfit before we do all that stuff?”

“Ummm…sure, after we get Liz,” Rachel said, hoping she’d have a chance to call Jeff and make sure the guys were gone before she took Andi to the hotel, wanting it to be a surprise at supper for all of her friends.

“Rachel…I know you took care of the concert tickets, what kind of seats did we get?”

“We’re in the front row, baby. Drewbie sweat is gonna be fallin on you, we’re gonna be that close.”

“Thank you, Rach. What do we owe you for the tickets?”

“Nothing. I told you, I became friends with the guys…and well…more than friends with Jeff. He gave me the tickets, and VIP passes for all of us, just so he could get to know my friends.”

“So we’re gonna actually meet the guys. Rach, talking to Drew was one thing, I don’t know if I can handle spending a day with him.”

“You’ll do fine. Like you told me before I went to Madison, they’re just people. Drewbie will make you feel really comfortable when you see him.”

“I guess. I have been talking to him a little online and on the phone,” Andi admitted.

“I did know that, Andi. I’ve kept in touch with each of the guys. Gotta make sure my Jeffie is doing alright. He’s mentioned talking to you, nothing about the content of the conversations, but he’s told me you’ve been talking.”

“Oh…why didn’t you say anything?”

“I knew that you wouldn’t betray the trust the guys were placing in you by talking to you all, so I didn’t ask. I also know the guys asked each of you to keep it quiet that you were talking with each other.”

“Oh…”

“Andi, I couldn’t tell you guys I knew either…they asked me not to mention it, knowing you guys would talk about it…even though they asked you not too. They didn’t want you all to feel bad about breaking your promises to keep your friendships under wraps.”

“I understand. So, what are we going to spend tonight and tomorrow doing?”

“Supper tonight at my FAVORITE restaurant. Tomorrow, we’ll probably do some serious shopping; Saturday we will be spending the day trailing the guys.”

“The day?” Andi asked, as Rachel pulled into a parking lot.

“Yeah, the day. Jeff gave us all VIP passes, so we get in for sound-check and everything else.”

“Wow. Guess you’ll be spending Saturday with Jeff then, huh? And not spending time with us?”

“Andi, I’m here to spend time with my girls. Jeff being here, it’s coincidence. We’re going to enjoy the show, and just be able to soak up the atmosphere of the whole day. I’ve told Jeff I am here to be with my girls, he understands and accepts that.”

“Glad to hear that,” Andi said.

“Liz was going to meet us outside. Can you go in and see if she’s done? Let her know we’re here, please?” Rachel asked, sensing her chance to make sure the guys were not in the area….hoping that Dre had stuck some of her things in the room that was assigned to Andi.

“Sure, Rach,” Andi said, wondering what was going on.

“Jeff...” Rachel said as he answered the phone. “Are you guys out of the hotel yet?”

“We’re just leaving why?”

“We’re heading back so Andi can drop her stuff off and change before we go shopping. Is some of my stuff in her room?”

“No, why would it be? You said you were staying with me.”

“Dumb-ass, she doesn’t know you guys are here. We were getting together and were gonna share a room.”

“Oh,” Jeff said, still not understanding as Dre came in to get him moving quicker.

“Put Dre on quick, Jeff,” Rachel ordered, not wanting to get caught in this conversation.

“What’s up, doll?”

“Can you put my suitcase in Andi’s room, please?” Rachel asked. “We’re heading back and I don’t want it to not be there.”

“Yep. Will do. I’ll get the guys gone for ya. See ya at dinner,” Dre replied, taking Rachel’s empty suitcase and putting it in Andi’s room as Andi and Liz hopped into Rachel’s car.

“Hey, thanks for picking me up, Rach.”

“Not a problem. So, we’re heading back to the hotel to drop Andi’s stuff off and so she can change. Then it’s shopping, pick up Kris, and we end with dinner at Darryll’s.”

“Geez, Rach. Anxious much?” Liz joked. “What if we didn’t want to eat there?”

“I haven’t eaten there since April. I’m going through withdrawals,” Rachel said as they went back to Liz’s to pick up her stuff before heading to the hotel. “****,” Rachel mumbled under her breath, seeing the crowd of kids outside the hotel.

“What the hell is going on here?” Liz asked, stopping a fan after all the luggage was out of the trunk.

“Ninety-Eight Degrees is here!” the fan answered, before running towards the hotel entrance.

“Damn…Jeff, answer,” Rachel willed, realizing the guys had probably not gotten out of the hotel.

“Rachel?” Andi and Liz both said, seeing her with her cell phone on her ear.

“Oops, did I forget to mention that?” Rachel asked innocently.

“You know damn well you never said anything about that.”

“I’m sorry. Just a second. Let me see how Dre wants us to do this?” Rachel said as Jeff answered his phone.

“Baby, we’re a little busy.”

“I noticed. We’re on our way in. See if you can hold the elevator for us. We’ve got some luggage to bring up.”

“OK, I’ll have Dre get you girls in. Love you, angel.”

“Love you too, sugar pops,” Rachel said as she and her friends calmly made their way into the hotel, to be quickly greeted by Dre and a couple members of the band who formed the back wall as the girls hustled to the elevator which was waiting for them. “Hey boys,” she replied as the doors shut.

“Hey. Gonna introduce us to your friends?” Drew asked, knowing who Liz was, but wanting a proper introduction to ‘his’ Andrea.

“Nope…introduce yourself, shortstack.”

“I’m gonna get you for that one,” Drew said, joking. “Just remember, you’re shorter than me.”

“Damn, Drew, relax,” Rachel said as the elevator stopped on the top floor. “Andrea, this is Drew, Nick, Justin, Jeff, Dre, Tommy, and George. Guys, this is my friend Andrea, also known as Andi.”

“Nice to meet you,” Dre said as they all got off the elevator. “Now that you’re all safe up here, we’ll take a break.”

“Yeah, you all deserve it. I don’t like that crowd down there," Rachel said
softly.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 19 ~ Face to Face Meetings ~


Drew quickly offered to help Andi with her bags, while Justin had already taken Elizabeth and her bags to her assigned room.

“Kris will be here later, right?” Nick asked, feeling left out since the others all had someone to spend time with.

“Yes, Nickers, she’ll be here. You and Jeff chill together. I’m going to go see if I can’t spend a little time with my friends.”

“Rachie…”

“Jeffie, we’ll have our time. Why don’t you guys go down to the weight room? I noticed it was in part of the secure area.”

“I’d rather be with you,” Jeff said, pulling her into his embrace.

“I’ll leave you guys. Don’t forget to get me when we go for supper.”

“Nick, no. Jeff, chill man. Nick, we want you with us,” Rachel insisted, and Jeff realized he wasn’t going to get her to change her mind, so he too encouraged Nick to hang out with them. As they made their way to the room that had been set up for their ‘meetings’, Drew and Andi came out and joined them.

“Has anyone seen Liz?” Andi asked.

“Her and Big J went to get re-acquainted,” Tommy answered. “They’re safe though, in his room.”

“Thanks, T-man. Where’s Dre…he needs a butt whoopin for callin me Doll?”

“He’s tryin to nap. Want me to let ya into the room?”

“Naaaaaa…I’ll get him later,” Rachel said laughing.

“So, it’s nice to meet you, finally, Andi. It has been great getting to chat with you online,” Nick said, trying to help her feel more at ease, because he could tell she wasn’t sure exactly what was going on.

“Thanks, Nick,” Andi answered as Liz and Justin decided to join the rest of the group.

“****. Guys, we gotta go get Kristine. I really think it would be better if none of you come with us,” Rachel said, looking at Nick who she knew wanted to meet the woman who meant so much to him.

“I know…I’ll meet her at the restaurant. Please, don’t mention that we’re here to her,” Nick pleaded.

“We won’t. We want her as surprised as we were,” Liz said, laughing.

“Good,” Nick said.

“Bye, sugar pop,” Rachel said, kissing Jeff quickly before following Liz and Andi to the elevator.

“How do you rate that you get some lovin?”

“Drew, we’ve known each other. We’re dating…she’s gonna show me some lovin.”

“Why can’t I get some?”

“Drew, you will man…just get to know her…you know these girls aren’t like the groupies who are willing to jump into bed with their favorite guy,” Jeff scolded.

“I know…but I just want a hug,” Drew said pouting as they made their way to the back entrance of the hotel to sneak off to the restaurant for supper.

At the airport, Rachel, Liz, and Andi sat talking about the surprise that Rachel had been able to provide for them. “Rach, I can’t believe you never told us they were gonna be here early.”

“Nick and I worked to plan this. We had to let the guys in on it though, cuz Drew wanted to fly to New York to meet Andi and then come down with her…and Justin wanted to go straight to Liz’s place.”

“I’m glad you did. So, how are the rooms arranged?”

“Well, tonight, I’m staying with Jeff. If we want to have a slumber party tomorrow night, that’s cool. I just want a chance to talk with Jeff some more tonight. You guys, will have the choice of your own room, all three of ya staying in a single room, or staying with the guys, or a combination of those choices.”

Liz and Andi looked at each other, “Share.”

“That’s cool. And the guys don’t have anything scheduled for tomorrow morning, so you can spend time getting to know them in person…I know it’s been hard just having the internet and phone calls.”

“I met Justin,” Liz said softly.

“What?”

“He came down…during Fan Fair. It was nice…and there weren’t fans all over the place begging for his attention.”

“That’s cool. So, you and Drewbie done more than chat, Andi?” Rachel asked.

“No…not yet…although, I did find out that he’s the one who’s been sending me the flowers at work all the time…and I didn’t tell you guys this, but the one Cherished Teddy that I’ve been just DYING to get my hands on, it showed up in the mail last week. He asked me today if I liked it…and I never mentioned it to anyone.”

“That was sweet of him,” Rachel said, as they noticed their friend Kris walking towards them. “Just remember…don’t mention the guys.”

“Yes, Mrs. Timmons.”

“Hush. He hasn’t said anything about it since they left Madison.”

“Hey,” Kristine said, recognizing the girls. “I can’t believe we’re finally meeting like this.”

“Me either,” Rachel said as they all hugged.

“So, what’s the plans for tonight?”

“We’re heading to Darryll’s for supper, then either back to the hotel or out to a club,” Rachel answered, as Andi and Liz had a hard time not laughing knowing what was waiting for Kris at Darryll’s.

“Can I go change first?” Kristine asked, as they put her bags into the car.

“We’re meeting someone there,” Rachel answered, “so we better not, or we’ll be really late.”

“OK,” Kristine said, sensing something was going on that no one was telling her. As they made the drive, she asked, “So, your hottie did get us the tickets for the show, right?”

“Yeah. We’re front row, center for the show…and VIP passes for the day.”

“So, we’ll be spending a lot of time with them on Saturday?”

“Yeah. Do you mind?”

“Naaaaaaa…it’s cool. I’ll finally get to meet Nick…and thank him.”

As they pulled up, Rachel led the way inside, and told the host they were meeting someone, and the name agreed upon by the guys so they could be found. As they made their way through the restaurant to a more private area, they found the four guys along with Dre and Tommy sitting waiting for them. The minute Nick saw them, he jumped from his chair and went to greet Kristine, causing everyone else there to laugh at him. “Kristine….I can’t believe I’m finally meeting you in person,” Nick said, opting to hug her, since he wasn’t sure what she’d say about a kiss when first meeting him.

“Uhhhh…I thought…”

“Kris, I’m sorry. Nick and I thought it would be a nice surprise for all of you…to give us all a few days in Nashville getting to know one another,” Rachel said, unsure of what Kristine’s reaction meant.

“Who all knew?”

“Nick, the guys, and me,” Rachel answered quickly. “The other guys wouldn’t have known if they wouldn’t have screwed the whole thing up if we hadn’t told them.”

“Hi, Liz,” Justin said, coming over to escort her to the table, as the guys rearranged themselves so that the girls were sitting next to the guy of their choice.

“So…with them here now…what’s that mean for our plans?”

“Like I said, we’re doing dinner, then we’ll play it by ear.”

“And our room arrangements are??”

“I’m staying with Jeff tonight,” Rachel answered. “Andi and Liz decided that they were gonna share a room tonight. Tomorrow I’m gonna move to their room for a slumber party. You have 3 choices: share with the girls, share with the dork, or one by yourself.”

“I think I’ll share with the girls,” Kris said, as Rachel saw the look that passed over Liz’s face, thinking about how it was supposed to be a girls’ weekend, and Rachel was backing out of it.

“We’ve got something for each of you. They’re all one-of-a-kind…especially for each of you for treating us so normally since we started talking with you in March.

“You guys didn’t need to…” each of the girls started to say as the guys produced their first gifts of the night.

“We wanted to. They’re sort of the same…but sort of different too,” Drew said, as the girls quickly unwrapped the gifts finding autographed copies of a not yet released CD.

“Thank you so much, you guys,” Rachel said, the first who was able to find her voice after reading each of the notes included.

“We pulled them from the line so we could sign them before they were sealed. No one else can get CD’s autographed that way,” Justin said, wondering what Liz was thinking.

“Thank you. I don’t know what else to say,” Liz replied, before leaning over and kissing Justin gently as Andi and Kris both kissed their Lachey on the cheek.

“The only problem is now I’m gonna have to open this to listen to it,” Rachel said, thinking about how the value would go down since it was no longer factory sealed.

“No you don’t, princess,” Jeff said, pulling 4 CDs from the bag sitting next to him. “I thought about that problem, and got 4 un-signed CDs for you all too.”

“Maybe, if you’re really lucky, we’ll even give you a small private concert at the hotel tonight,” Drew added as their orders were brought to the table.

After much small-talk, with the guys trying to make the girls all feel comfortable, and the girls trying to get to know each of the guys, everyone finished their dinner and decided that it would be fun to go out dancing. Everyone piled into the hotel van and Rachel’s car for the trip back to the hotel so they could all get ready to hit some of the coolest hot spots in town. “Club Nashville?”

“Sounds good to me,” Liz answered when Nick asked where the first stop should be.

Everyone went in and got ready for a night out on the town, Nick called and got them hooked up with a limo for the night, so no one would need to feel like they couldn’t drink and enjoy themselves because they needed to drive back to the hotel afterwards.

[Raevengeance]

~CHAPTER 20 ~ LINEAR NOTE DISCOVERIES~


After returning to the hotel after the night out clubbing, Liz, Andi, and Kristine said goodnight to Rachel and the guys before heading into the room they were using. “Jeff…I can’t do this…this was supposed to be girls’ weekend…I can’t bail on them tonight to talk things over with you. I’m sorry.”

“I understand. I like that about you. You know where your loyalties should be…and you don’t blow things off for me. Get your stuff and join the girls.”

“Thanks, Jeffie,” Rachel said kissing him quickly before grabbing her pajamas and clothes for the next morning before going and knocking on the door to the girls’ room. “Got room for a renegade?” she joked when Liz opened the door.

“I thought you were gonna talk to Jeff tonight?” Liz questioned.

“I was, but…well…I realized I was changing our plans for the weekend by doing that…so I decided that being with you all was more important.”

“We’re more important than Jeff Timmons?” Liz asked.

“Yes, you are. Jeff and I…we’ll talk tomorrow. It wasn’t anything super important that we needed to talk about tonight.”

“So…let’s dish…the guys have to know we’re gonna talk about them,” Kristine said. “Why let them down?”

“Just a second,” Rachel whispered as she tip-toed to the door. “BOO!” she yelled opening it as four teen heart-throbs fell into the room. “Guys, go get some sleep. You’re not gonna be getting much in the near future, remember.”

“Alright, we just wanted to kiss our four favorite fans goodnight first,” Justin said, trying to give them all an excuse for being outside the door.

“Good try, J…but you all were eavesdropping,” Rachel laughed as the guys proceeded to kiss their special girls, before going around and kissing the other 3 girls on the cheek.

“Are we safe to dish now?” Liz asked.

“Yeah…we nailed them…they’ll disappear now,” Rachel said after making sure they had left the vicinity of the room the girls were sharing.

“OK, so…more about you and Jeff first…since you’re the one who has spent time with him before now,” Andi prodded.

“Well…I told you all how I met the guys already. I’m still in shock over that…and how they upgraded my hotel room and provided me with passes for the show in Madison. So…after that, I’ve been talking with all the guys since then…mostly on the computer. I’ll just pop them a quick ‘Hi, from Wisconsin’ or they may pop me first. Mostly, I talk with Jeff, but I do talk with the others too.”

“Have you seen him since March?”

“Yeah. He came to see me the first weekend in May. He knew I was going to be too busy on his birthday to spend time with him, so he came the weekend following to talk with me…and he brought Alyssa with him. She is the most adorable and precious kid. And there is NO DOUBT that she is his daughter.”

“Is that why you weren’t around that weekend?” Andi asked.

“Yeah. We left and went to Minneapolis and did some shopping at the Mall of America. Felt really cozy and family-like. Scared me a little bit to the point I actually blocked him from my buddy list for a couple days…and wouldn’t take his phone calls.”

“RACHEL!”

“What, I was scared and needed time to think about things. He wouldn’t give me time if I didn’t block him.”

“Well…ok, he does seem persistent.”

“To say the least,” Rachel laughed. “So…anyway, I called and talked to his mom finally…and finally got the sense of peace I needed, so I unblocked him. I had talked to the other three…and I kept telling them to let Jeff know I was just feeling a little overwhelmed and needed some time to think.”

“And did they?”

“I don’t know…I think they did…actually, I think a couple of times, they put Jeff on their names so he could chat with me, but I couldn’t prove it if I tried.”

“Yeah, I think I sent a message to Justin once and Jeff told me it was him,” Liz offered.

“I kinda thought so, it’s all good. I still had my ‘space’ even though I was talking to Jeff. He knew better than to really put any ‘pressure’ on me because I was supposed to be talking to one of the others.”

“Good point.”

“So, who else has actually gotten to spend time with their man?” Rachel asked, looking at Elizabeth.

“Justin came down for a weekend during fan fair. We spent the weekend at a condo in Brentwood, just relaxing and getting to know one another. I told him things, I never thought I’d admit to another human being, let alone him.”

“Liz, he does care about you. You should have seen his face when he realized I knew you. It was like this 1000 watt light bulb got lit up in his head.”

“Are you serious?”

“Yes. The man almost blinded me.”

“And you didn’t wanna believe he thought of you,” Kristine commented.

“Yeah, well, they were all interested in hearing about my friends, Drew and Nick wanted to know about you guys too,” Rachel added. “Have either of them gone to visit you two yet?”

“Nope…but like I told you and Liz earlier, Drew has sent me some wonderful gifts, including a Cherished Teddy that I’ve really wanted to get but could never quite justify paying the price being asked for it.”

“I think Nick’s behind a really great gift I got too,” Kristine commented. “I was going to talk to him about it more when it was just us to find out for sure.”

“Justin did the most amazing thing for me too,” Liz interjected.

“What did he do?” Andi asked, curiously.

“Well, he knew how I was living back at home because of the medical bills that I got stuck with after that surgery I had last year. He paid them all off for me. I think he’s also the one behind the money that I used to get the new apartment I’m in,” Liz added. “That I’m not sure about, because it was a generic cashier’s check made out to me, but I don’t know anyone else who would have that kind of money to give away.”

“Good point.”

“Yeah, so are you going to ask him about it?”

“Yeah, when we get some time alone. I was going to ask him while we were here yesterday afternoon, but it just didn’t seem like the right time.”

“Soooo…what’s next on the dish list?” Rachel asked.

“What’s Jeff like?” Liz asked.

“What?”

“Kissing…in bed…what’s he like?”

“Kissing…damn, that boy can work his mouth. In bed…well, I don’t know.”

“You don’t know?” Kristine yelled.

“NO, I don’t.”

“So you gave up your first night with him that way to spend time with us??” Andi asked.

“No…we were just going to cuddle and talk tonight. I’m not ready to move that far into a relationship yet. And I don’t want Jeff jumping that fast either. He’s coming out of a bad relationship where he was badly used. I don’t want him getting into anything this quick…I’m afraid it would be for the wrong reasons.”

“Well, at least you’re looking out for both of you,” Liz commented.

“Yeah…someone has too. Jeff seems like the kind of guy who needs someone…I’m willing to be his girlfriend, but anything more, is kinda pushing his luck a bit for now…after we’ve spent more time together, then maybe.”

“Understandable since you’re so far apart,” Andi commented as they looked at the CDs they had received as gifts from the guys. “This was so sweet of them.”

“Yeah…and if I know the guys, there’s something special in the linear notes for us too,” Rachel said, knowing that Drew and Nick had both included all the girls in their Thank You’s.

“Really? Do you think they did?”

“Yeah, I do. I actually know for a fact that we’re mentioned by at least two of the guys.”

“Let’s read them then,” Kristine says excitedly pulling the unsigned copy from her purse and tearing the plastic off of it, followed closely by Andi and Liz.

“Can I read with one of you? Mine is in Jeff’s room, and if I go back, I don’t think I’m leaving.”

“Sure, Rach. We can read them all together,” Andi said, sharing her sheet with Rachel.



~ Drew~

First I want to thank Jesus for his many gifts and blessing me with true friends. Rachel, you have been a great friend in the short time I’ve known you. Thank you for bringing Andrea into my life. I don’t know what I’d be doing now if it wasn’t for her and you. Andrea, you mean so much to me in the short time I’ve known you. Thank you for letting me be plain, old Drew. Nick, I can't tell you what it means to have you standing by me. Mom, Jeff, Josie and the other four members of Romper Room for their overwhelming love and enthusiasm. Dad, Iris and Isaac for reminding me what is truly important in life. Grandma, Grandpa and Granny for a lifetime of memories. I look forward to many more. The Lachey and Fopma families for their untiring support. Aaron, Katie, &The Garrets for letting me be normal. Jason, no matter what happens, we'll always be Larry & Bert, Gerri. Nana and Nicholas for loving me for me. Mike, Cindy, Cheech, CampHuatulco Rules!! I am always here for you guys. My friends in Nashville, Jennifer, Tommy Lee and Stephany for helping me to discover what it is to be a songwriter. Scot - you have no idea what you have gotten yourself into!! And to the others, your love and support hasn't gone unnoticed. I love you all. Thank you!! To all our fans, You’re the best. Thanks for letting us take our break. We needed it to give you the best 98° album possible.




~Justin~

I think the Creator for everything. I would also like to thank my family and friends for all their support they have given me. Especially Mom, Dad and Fran, Dan and Pam, Alexandra, Sheila and Stella, Grandpa, Pail, Chris, Kamau, Sadie, Anders & Antour, Lea, Jessie, Carol and Mike and everyone else I didn't mention for understanding. To Jeff, Drew, and Nick, thanks for your patience. To Elizabeth, thank you for your special cards. They’ve meant a lot to me. Our long phone calls and internet chats have kept me real. Thank you for doing that for me. Rachel, thanks for helping me make that dream come true. To the fans, I thank you for making our dreams come true. I hope our music touches you. God bless you all! P.S. Power to the People.




~NICK~

Firstly, I'd like to thank God for continuing to guide me and bless my life. My talents are a gift from you. Thanks to my family: Mom, Dad, Iris, Jeff- for raising me the right way and always supporting me. Grandma, Grandpa, Granny and all the rest of my family. Drew, I wish everyone could enjoy a relationship like we have. You are my best friend and I am honored to be your brother. Isaac, Zach, Caitlin, Sally, TJ & Josie- thanks for keeping me young. To all my friends who stood by me - Devon, Andre, Jay, Bonecutter, Gavin, Tony. To the Hensons, Garrets, Urras, and all my other extended families. To all the people I have had the pleasure of writing with - Gary Baker, Steve Diamond, Richard Marx, Rhett Lawrence, Anders & Arthour, Sam and Louis and all of our producers. You're all talented beyond words! Scot McCracken and the DAS family. I hope you know what a blessing you have been. Thanks!! Kristine, thank you for giving me the chance to be Nick. I treasure our chats, and look forward to our continued friendship. Rachel, Andrea, Elizabeth, you three are special girls, and I’m glad we’ve gotten the opportunity to get to know each other. Let’s all just keep it real.




~ Jeff ~

I would like to thank God for you, Alyssa and Brandon, for joy radiates from you both like the most brilliant rays of light from the sun. You are my heart, soul and inspiration for all that I do. I'm blessed and fortunate to be able to experience life with heaven's favorite angels. I Love You, Beeb- Eternally. Thanks to God, Jesus and St. Jude for their blessings. Mother and Father for all their support. Michael and Jolene- a match made in Heaven, Tina and Taylor- my favorite girls, Bob and Irene Marchirone- my second parents, Olga Timmons- I Love You, The Fetchers-my second family, Matt Fetcher- you are an amazing talent, keep striving to be the best. The McCarthy's, Ron Humphrey and family. Staff of DAS Communications-Scot, you are a dream manager. Rachel, thanks for that dive. You’re the best, and I’m glad you’re in my life. Andrea, Kristine, and Liz, thanks for helping me keep it real. Remember those reminders I asked you all to give. Love to you all. All TV Networks, more importantly all radio and most importantly our fans, thanks for letting me continue my dream. I Love You. 98 Degrees - Drew, Justin and Nick- thanks for sharing the same goals and visions-here we go again! Anders, Arnthor, Steve McCauley & Mick G. Thanks for being a dream team!


“Awwwwwwwwwweeeeeee that was so sweet,” Andi said as the girls tried drying their eyes from all the sweetness expressed to them in the notes on the next 98 Degrees CD.

“It definitely was. WOW. I just can’t believe it,” Rachel added, even though she knew Andi and Liz were going to be included.

Author's Note: The linear notes as they appear above, are re-writes of the notes as our favorite 'boy-band' 98 Degrees wrote them for the Revelation CD.

[LuvLachey]

Awesome Rae!!! Love the linear notes! Nice touch!!! :)

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Thanks - I would have done completely new ones - but I'm not quite that creative.

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~ CHAPTER 21 ~ RADIO INTERVIEW ~

The following morning, the guys quietly snuck out of the hotel to get over to the radio station for their morning interview on 102.5 The Party with Scotty and Brad. Dre was left ‘home’ to make sure that the girls were up to hear what the guys had to say. “Remember guys, we don’t want to scare the girls off by over assuming about our relationships,” Drew commented as they talked with Scotty before going on the air.

“I know, Drew,” Nick said, still grumbling about having to be up that early.

“Just reminding you, dumbo.”

“That’s Jeff. I got the nose, remember. He’s got the ears.”

“Funny man, aren’t ya?” Jeff asked.

“BOYS!” Justin shouted, trying to rest as much as he could, wanting to be completely awake after this interview because he didn’t want to waste a moment with his Lizzie.

“Alright, guys,” Scotty said. “Let’s get you all situated in the studio. We’re not gonna ask anything really personal. We will open the phone lines for a few questions, unless you’d rather we didn’t.”

“Go ahead. We can answer questions from our fans,” Jeff encouraged.

“Alright. Then, let’s get it started,” Brad said, joining in the conversation.

“Well, it’s 102.5 the Party…and this morning in the studio we’ve got 4 guys who turn the heat up everywhere they go. Justin, Jeff, Drew, and former Nashville resident, Nick the guys of 98 Degrees. How’s it going guys?” Scotty started the interview.

“It’s going great. We had a great few months off, and we’re back and ready to take the industry by storm,” Nick answered as the others said hello.

“Why did we have to get up for this?” Andi asked, as the girls sat in the ‘meeting room’ the guys used, where there was a breakfast buffet set up for them to enjoy.

“Dre didn’t say…just for us to get our butts up and in here,” Rachel answered, as she helped herself to a plate of food.

“Rachel! They didn’t say we could eat,” Liz said.

“The guys aren’t here. The dancers and band aren’t coming in until tonight, who else is this for?”

“Ummmm…”

“Exactly. Eat up, girls. If they say anything blame me, it doesn’t matter.”

“You know we will,” Liz said, laughing as they all dished up some of the assortment on the buffet table.

“OK, time for our first call. Hello. You’re on the air with 98 Degrees, Scotty, and Brad. What’s your question?”

“Hi…I’m Angela from Brentwood. I was just wondering what Nick thought of the Nashville area since he lived here?”

“Well, Angela, hello. I really liked Nashville, but most of our work is done out in California so it really was better for me to set up my home base out there. Brentwood is definitely a great area to live in though.”

“Thanks for the call, Angela,” Scotty said before switching to the next caller. “Hello, you’re on the air with 98 Degrees.”

“Hi…I’m Patty and I was wondering do you guys have girlfriends?”

“Hi, Patty, this is Jeff, and I do have a girlfriend. She’s a very kind and loving woman, and I hope our fans can accept that.”

“This is Drew, and I don’t know if I’d call her my girlfriend just yet, we just met. But I’d like her to be.”

“This is Nick, and I’m in the same boat as Drew. I just met this woman, and I want to be everything to her, but we’ll see what happens. It’s really too early to say.”

“Justin here…and I think the answer for me is yes, but I will have to check with the girl I love about that.”

“Drew…Jeff…aren’t you both married?” Scotty asked.

“We were, but things didn’t work out for either of us,” Jeff said, “and that’s all we’re going to say about that.”

“Alright, we can respect that,” Brad said. “We’ll be back with more of 98 Degrees in just a little bit. Right now, here’s a single from their last CD Una Noche.”

“Oh my GOD! I can’t believe they just said that!” Kristine shouted, hearing their comments about their relationship status. “Here I thought he liked me!”

“Whoa, slow down, Kristine. I’m sure that Nick was talking about you,” Rachel said.

“But…”

“And what about Drew? I’m sure he wasn’t talking about me…I can’t believe he has someone somewhere else!” Andi said.

“DRE!!!!!! Can you please answer a question for my friends here?” Rachel yelled.

“What is it, doll?”

“First of all, DON’T EVER CALL ME DOLL OR YOU’RE NOT GONNA BE ALL THAT TOUGH! Second of all, can you please tell my friends here if Nick and Drew have girls hidden elsewhere across the US who they were referring to on the interview?”

“Nope…the only girls they’ve talked about were you four for the past few months since they met the Doll here,” Dre answered, ducking as Rachel playfully swatted at him.

The girls finished up their breakfast and waited for the guys to get back from the interview to see what the guys wanted to do with their free time that day.

The guys returned from their interview and immediately swept their girls away for some quiet, get-to-know each other while we’re together time.

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~ Chapter 23 ~ Movies and Romance ~
(Nick and Kristine)~

“So, Kristine…what do you want to do?” Nick asked, as they went to his room so he could change into something more comfortable for spending the day relaxing.

“I don’t know. Never been to Nashville before, so I’m not sure what there really is to do,” Kristine admitted.

“Well, we could go back to my place and watch movies or something,” Nick suggested.

“Your place?” Kristine questioned.

“Yeah. I haven’t given up the condo I was using when I was here,” Nick admitted.

“So, why aren’t you at least staying there?”

“We all wanted to spend some time getting to know you and the other girls.”

“Awwwww…that’s sweet of you guys.”

“Yeah, well, it was partly my idea for you all to have Thursday night here too,” Nick said shyly.

“Well, I’d love to see your condo,” Kristine said, blushing slightly.

“Let’s go then. I got my car here…so we can get away without too much problem,” Nick replied, leading her towards the elevator.

“I really should…”

“Jeff!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

“What do you want, Nick?” Jeff said, opening the door to his room.

“Kris and I are going to my condo for a while…so we won’t be bothered by anyone. You know the number if you need me. We’ll be back in time for the ball game.”

“Ok, see ya later, Lachey,” Jeff said, shaking his head as he shut the door.

“Alright, let’s go then,” Nick said, sneaking her out the back way where his car was parked.

“Nice car, Nick,” Kristine said, as he opened the passenger door for her. “Thank you,” she added as he shut the door after she was situated.

“Thanks. I really hope you like the condo.”

“I’m sure I’ll enjoy seeing it,” Kristine said.

“Well…I’m gonna say, there’s not a whole lot of ‘me’ here right now. I never really spent much time here with touring and everything.”

“I understand, Nick,” Kristine commented, as Nick stopped at a gate where he punched in a security code.

“Well, here we are,” he said, parking his truck.

“I’m impressed. It looks really nice,” Kristine said, as Nick told her to wait for him to come around to open her door.

“Thanks. I could see myself actually living here, if it wasn’t for all the road work we do,” Nick said, unlocking the door and turning the security system off as he led Kristine into the house. “Would you like something to drink? I’ve got instant ice tea, water, or I can mix up some crystal light.”

“Water is fine. Thanks,” Kristine said, unsure what was off-limits to her.

“Make yourself at home. Mi casa es su casa,” Nick said.

“Thanks, Nick.”

“So…any particular movie you want to watch?”

“Whatever you want,” Kristine answered.

“The living room is right through there. Go ahead and find something, and I’ll make us some popcorn and grab the waters,” Nick said, wanting to find out a little about Kristine through her choice in movies.

“I hope you don’t mind what I picked,” Kristine said, having picked THE TRUMAN SHOW as the movie to watch first.

“No, that’s cool. I sometimes think I live it, but it’s a good movie,” Nick said, happy she went with something that wasn’t too sappy, as he brought the popcorn and waters into the living room.

The two of them enjoyed the show, laughing at the antics of Truman as he realized that he was being watched…with Nick lamenting at some of the things that he too had been forced to do because of his fame, while getting comfortable with each other. When that movie was over, Nick checked the time, and realized they should probably head back. “Man, I don’t wanna go back to living in my Truman-esque world,” Nick sighed as they cleaned up the dishes they used for popcorn and the lemonade they drank.

“I can understand, but you chose it…more than Truman did at least,” Kristine replied, instinctively wrapping her arms around his shoulders from behind.

“Yeah, I did…but it doesn’t make it any easier to live like that. Do you realize how hard it is to find a woman who is gonna be willing to put up with this kind of life?”

“If she’s the right woman for you, she’ll be willing to do it…for you, Nick.”

“Would you be? I know it’s a big if…but if we had known each other longer, would you be willing to say, ‘I’m Nick Lachey’s girlfriend’?” Nick asked.

“That’s a HUGE what-if question, Nick. I can’t guarantee that I would, but I do think I would. If things seemed to be working out well for us before we made a big announcement, I can see myself putting myself out in public as your girlfriend. I wouldn’t want to do it right away…but after a while of ‘anonymous dating,’ I think I could do it.”

“Will you…be my girl?” Nick asked hopefully. “We can do like Jeff and Rachel…and keep it quiet until you feel ready to accept the ‘public scrutiny.”

“Nick…I’m not sure. If it was only me, I’d say yes in an instant, but I’ve got Brenden to think about too.”

“I can understand you’ve got to look out for him as well, Kristine. Give me a chance…please…to be there for both of you.”

“Let me think about it, ok? I really need to make sure I’m making the decision for the right reasons. I don’t want to end up hurting either you or Brenden if we try to start something and it doesn’t work out.”

“OK…I can understand that. Speaking of Brenden, how’s he doing?”

“He’s doing alright. I wouldn’t have come if he wasn’t doing pretty well. He’s definitely my top priority.”

“As he should be. I’ve wanted to ask, but it never seemed like the right time…can I come visit you…and meet your son?”

“Are you sure?” Kristine asked, not wanting Brenden to be disappointed if things didn’t happen between Nick and herself.

“Kris, I care a lot about you. I know we really don’t know each other so I won’t say that 4-letter word that starts with L and ends with E, YET. I don’t want to scare you off, and I don’t want to say it unless I mean it. I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Thank you, Nick. I really appreciate your kindness,” Kristine said, before Nick leaned down to kiss her.

“OK, let’s go back to the hotel before I find a reason to not go…and miss the ball game tonight,” Nick said, after finally breaking the kiss.

“Yeah…I don’t think it would be a good idea for us to miss that. The girls and the rest of your fans might decide to kill me if I kept you away,” Kristine joked.

“I’d protect you,” Nick said as he reset his alarm and led her back to his car.

[LuvLachey]

good chapter!! May I offer a suggestion?? Change Kristine's character's name to Tara :) LOL!!

[Raevengeance]

ROTFLMAO
Interesting suggestion ;)

[LuvLachey]

OR maybe Kristine will have an unfortunate accident and Tara can then be brought into the picture!! Just a thought! Hey-It's your fiction!!! :) LOL!

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~ Chapter 24 ~ Shopping Fun ~
(Drew and Andi)~

Drew asked Andi to wait for him in his room while he quickly showered after getting back from the radio station, and she agreed. “So, what did you think about the radio show?”

“It was interesting. What Jeff said about Rachel was really sweet.”

“What about what I said?” Drew asked coming out of the bathroom, shirtless, his chest still wet from the shower.

“Well, I hope that this girl makes you happy,” Andi answered, still not believing that she was the focus of Drew’s affection.

“You do...you make me really happy.”

“You were talking about me?” Andi asked, surprised.

“Who did you think I was talking about?”

“I…I wasn’t sure.”

“Andrea, I care very deeply about you. I just don’t want to scare you, because I know we don’t know each other very well. I’m hoping we can take the first steps to change that this weekend.”

“I…I’d like that.”

“Good, so what would you like to do today? We don’t have anywhere to be until 6 tonight.”

“Ummm…I was thinking of a few gifts I wanted to get for people while I was down here…and…”

“Alright, the mall it is. Tommy or Dre are going to have to come with us though, I hope you don’t mind.”

“I understand. Can’t go having the teen crowd *****ling over my Drewbie.”

“Or over my Andbie to get to Drewbie,” Drew joked.

“What did you call me?”

“Andbie. It was just a play off of you calling me Drewbie, why?”

“I was just wondering what Rachel had told you is all.”

“Why?”

“We’ve joked about you guys, her, Liz, Kristine and I, and as a joke, I’ve had you calling me Andbie. It just startled me when you actually did.”

“She didn’t tell me anything about that, I swear,” Drew said, as he and Andi went in search of a bodyguard to accompany them to the Hickory Hollow Mall. After finding Tommy and being told that Dre had gone with Justin and Liz, they made their way towards the second rental car the guys had at their disposal for the weekend and Tommy made his way to the mall, hoping that there wouldn't be too big of a commotion about Drew being there.

“So, any stores in particular you want to go check out?”

“Not really. I’m not completely sure what stores they’ve got here, actually,” Andi replied.

“Well, just stick close with me. If I say run, go…we can always hide in a storeroom of some store if we have too," Tommy informed the pair.

“I know,” Drew said.

“I was telling Andi,” Tommy replied. “I know you’re not used to this, just be prepared, alright?”

“I understand.”

“Ok, let’s go,” Tommy said as he parked the car and they made their way inside the mall.

Once inside, Drew took Andi directly to one of the jewelry stores to find something nice to give her to symbolize their relationship, even if all she wanted from him was friendship. “Andi, pick out something…I want to get you something to symbolize our friendship.”

“Drew, I can’t accept something like this from you,” Andi argued as he suggested several rings and pendants Andi could tell by looking at were extremely pricey.

“Please. I want to do this for you. Consider it an early birthday present,” Drew countered.

“Alright,” Andi finally agreed, selecting what she assumed would be the least expensive of the items Drew was trying to pick out for her.

“It’s going to look beautiful, ma’am,” the saleslady said, as Drew paid for the purchase. As Andi and Tommy left, he had the salesclerk sneak the ring and bracelet that matched the pendant into the bag as well, so he could literally send her a surprise for her birthday.

After the jewelry store, they checked out the various stores through the mall, with Andi picking up small gifts for each of her friends at home as well as the Liz, Kristine, Rachel, Justin, Nick, Jeff, and Drew, to thank each of them for the wonderful time she was having. “Are you sure Nick is going to like this?” Andi asked.

“I’m sure he’ll enjoy it,” Drew agreed, accepting with grace the gift that Andi had picked out for him.

“Guys, I’m sorry, but we really should be getting back. It’s almost time for us to head to the arena for the ball game,” Tommy said, checking his watch.

“Alright. Are you done, Andi?”

“Yeah, I got stuff for everyone I wanted to get something for, so I’m ready to go.”

“Lead the way, T-man.”

“Drew, thank you for today. It really was a great time…and I feel like I know you so much better now.”

“I’m glad you enjoyed yourself, Andi. You are the best thing that ever happened to me,” Drew said, quickly kissing her as they got into the car.

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~ CHAPTER 25 ~ FAMILY REUNION~
(Jeff and Rachel)~

“Well, everyone else is gone…so what do you want to do today, baby?” Jeff asked, as he watched Tommy leave with Drew and Andi.

“Well…since security is all gone, I’d suggest that we stay close to the hotel…and on this floor,” Rachel answered, as Jeff pulled her into a close embrace.

“Hmmmm…there’s always my room,” Jeff suggested.

“And what can we do there?” Rachel asked coyly.

“Well, we can go in…and get comfortable and….”

“And what?” Rachel asked, blushing from what she thought he was talking about doing.

“And watch some pay-per-view, while we talk. What did you think I was gonna say, Rach. Something worse, based on how red you are,” he teased.

“I…never mind.”

“Rachie, angel, I know you’re not ready for us to get that close yet. I would never put you in the position where you had to say no for that reason. It’s not that I don’t want to spend the rest of the day worshipping you and your beautiful body, but you aren’t ready for us to do that. I respect that.”

“You sure you’re not lying to me?”

“Rachel, I swear on all that is holy, I want to rip your clothes off of you and make wild, passionate love to you and with you, but I’m not going to pressure you into doing something you’re not ready for.”

“Thanks, Jeff. I guess I just needed to hear that you really wanted me that way.”

“Rachie, baby, if you need me to tell you that, just say so. I don’t mind letting you know how I feel about you.”

“Thanks, Jeff.”

“Oh, and the other reason that wasn’t on my agenda, I almost forgot my mom and dad are coming in this afternoon.”

“Your parents??” Rachel repeated.

“Uhh…yeah...that’s usually who I call mom and dad,” Jeff joked.

“Great. Thanks for warning me…God, I need to go out and get a major make-over NOW!”

“Why?”

“So they’ll like me. Geez…why didn’t you warn me?”

“I didn’t realize it was gonna be this big of a deal. They wanted to come see a show, and I thought it would be nice if they and the kids could see the first show of the tour.”

“The kids?”

“Alyssa, Brandon. Who else would I call the kids?”

“I’m leaving. Tell the girls I said goodbye. I don’t think I can handle this.”

“I don’t understand you, Rachel. You’ve met Alyssa already, and she adores you. She talks about you all the time. I want you to meet Brandon; granted, he’s not going to remember much of this, but I want him here and I want you to meet him. I want you to meet my folks. They hear about you from both Alyssa and me all the time. They want to meet the woman who has won a spot in both of our hearts. WHY are you trying to run away?”

“I’m scared, Jeff. I…I just feel like I’m not good enough for Jim and Trish’s baby boy.”

“You’re better than good enough for me, baby. Come on, let’s go watch a movie, and you can relax. I promise, the only person who’s gonna bite you is me, and I’ll only do it when asked.”

“Jeff!”

“Sorry, trying to help you relax,” he replied, leading her towards his room, hoping she’d relax, because he knew if she was tense and nervous about meeting his parents, they wouldn’t like her, thinking she was using him for something. “Here ya go, you want something to drink? Pepsi, right?”

“Yeah, thanks.”

“OK, now just lay back, and relax, Jeffie won’t let anything happen to you, baby,” Jeff said, running his fingers through her hair as the got situated comfortably on the king size bed in the room.

As soon as the movie they selected from pay-per-view was finished, there was a knock on the door. “Jeff, are you here?”

“DADDY!!!!!!”

“They’re here? Already?” Rachel asked, jumping up and straightening her shorts and t-shirt.

“Rach, you look beautiful, don’t worry,” Jeff said, going to open the door for his family. “Hey, Princess,” Jeff said, as Alyssa rushed to him.

“Daddy! When come home?”

“Not for a while, baby. Remember the calendar daddy got you? I’ve got a big circle around the day I’ll be home.”

“I ‘member. Rachel!” Alyssa said, recognizing the other person in the room, squirming out of Jeff’s arms to hug her ‘aunt’.

“Hi, Alyssa,” Rachel said, returning the hug, feeling glad that Alyssa remembered her, and picked up where they had left off when Jeff and Alyssa left La Crosse in May.

“Mom, Dad, this is my girlfriend, Rachel. Rach, these are my parents, Jim and Trish.”

“It’s nice meeting you, Mr. and Mrs. Timmons,” Rachel said, extremely nervous about the impression she was making on them.

“Please, call us mom and dad. The way Jeff and Alyssa talk about you, we consider you part of the family,” Trish said, hugging the girl who, from the way Jeff talked, would be her next daughter-in-law.

“Alright, Mom,” Rachel said, hugging the older woman back before Jeff’s dad joined the group hug as Jeff showed the porter where to put the crib and the roll away bed in the room.

“Well, we’re going to go get situated. If you need anything, Jeff, you know where we’ll be.”

“I know. Thanks for bringing the kids. I’m glad Rach gets a chance to meet Brandon, even if he isn’t going to really remember much,” Jeff said, hugging his parents before they went to their own room. “So, what do you think of the family?” he asked Rachel as she watched a cartoon with Alyssa after he put Brandon down for a short nap.

“Your parents seem really nice,” Rachel answered nervously.

“Rachel, what’s wrong, angel?”

“Nerves, I guess. I’m sorry…I’m…I’m just worried they are gonna think I’m after you because of the group or that I’m just not good enough for their baby boy.”

“Rachie, baby, listen to me. My parents, they don’t believe in judging anyone. They trust me to make the right decisions about who I want to be with, and to know if the person is using me for something.”

“It’s…Jeff, I’m sure they do, but I…I’m sorry. I think I’m gonna go find something to do, so you can spend some quality time with the kids.”

“Rachie, stay. I want you to get to know my kids. I think you’re going to be spending a lot of time with them in the future too,” Jeff said, stopping her before she could leave his room.

“I…I just feel like I shouldn’t be here.”

“Wachel,” Alyssa said, coming over to see where her daddy and her ‘Auntie Rachel’ had gone, “stay.”

“See, Aly wants you to stay,” Jeff said, as Alyssa turned her attention to him.

“Pwesent?”

“What?” Rachel asked, confused.

“Let’s go get it and give it to her now,” Jeff said, pulling Rachel as Alyssa pulled him towards his bags. “You give it to her hunny,” Jeff said, handing the small package to Alyssa.

“Hewe go,” Aly said, handing the package to Rachel who just stood there, unsure what to say or do. When she didn’t open it immediately, Alyssa urged her to saying, “Open!”

“Alright, sweetheart,” Rachel replied, opening the box, finding a simple, gold, band-style ring. “It’s beautiful,” Rachel said, as she removed it from the box.

“Look inside the ring before you put it on,” Jeff said softly, wondering what her reaction was going to be.

“To Rachel, Heaven’s Missing Angel, J, A, B” she read. “J.A.B.?”

“Jeff, Alyssa, Brandon. It’s from all of us. I wanted you to know how much you mean to me…and Alyssa already…and I’m sure you’ll be just as important to Brandon as he grows up.”

“Oh, Jeff…this is beautiful. Where?”

“We got it when Aly and I were visiting you, up at the Mall of America. I had it ordered, and us guys did a little recording up there two weeks later, so I picked it up.”

“Jeffie, I love it, thank you,” Rachel said, hugging him, and wondering exactly what ‘kind’ of ring it was. There were no stones, so it couldn’t really be considered an engagement ring, but was it a promise ring or just a friendship ring. “Aly, sweetie, thank you too,” Rachel said, hugging the young girl.

“No, Rachel, thank you. I have seriously not been treated this normal by a girl in years, including their mom. Looking back, she was using me, but I was too blind to see it then.”

“What finger am I supposed to wear it on?” Rachel asked, not sure if it should be left or right hand.

“I had hoped you’d wear it like a promise ring on your wedding finger, but if you don’t want to, I understand,” Jeff whispered.

“Man, Jeff…”

“I’m not asking you yet…I know we haven’t known or spent enough time with one another to become engaged, but I want that to symbolize this promise, that me…and the kids…will always be there for you when you need us. And I hope you’ll be there for us too.”

“Jeff…”

“I’m not asking for a commitment. Just saying what I hope will be the case,” Jeff said, sensing her argument.

“I…”

“Please, take it,” Jeff said, giving her a sad, puppy-dog face.

“Pwease,” Alyssa echoed her face even more ‘sad’ looking than Jeff’s.

“No fair. Two on one just doesn’t seem right,” Rachel said, laughing. “Yes, I’ll take it. Thank you.”

“Daddy…game?”

“What game do you want to play, sweetie?”

“Candyland,” Alyssa answered excitedly.

“Let me see if Grandma packed it with your things,” Jeff said, going to the bags left for both Alyssa and Brandon. “Sorry, sweetie, she didn’t pack Candyland. How about Chutes and Ladders?”

“Ok,” Alyssa said, starting to pout.

“Well, I’ll be going then. Are we doing a group dinner here or at the arena or what?”

“Here, at 5, but where do you think you’re going?”

“I was gonna go so you and Alyssa could play your game.”

“Stay and pway, ant Wachel,” Alyssa said, putting another puppy dog face on, that Rachel couldn’t resist.

“Alright, but after one game, I’m gonna go and take a nap.”

“’kay,” Alyssa said as Jeff set the game up on the table in the room.

As the trio played, Jeff felt more content than he ever had with Trisha. With his wife, they always had to be doing something, or talking. With Rachel, just being together was enough to keep them both happy. She didn’t need to have his attention focused on her, and many times when he was paying attention to her, she’d focus his attention on Alyssa or the fans who were there. He remembered their time at Camp Snoopy in Minneapolis, he was trying to ‘woo’ her, and she kept reminding him of Alyssa who was enjoying the rides of the indoor amusement park. She also pointed out a couple of fans in their hotel lobby, who recognized him but who seemed to not want to bother him. When he didn’t believe that they were giggling and discussing the likelihood that Jeff Timmons was really in Minneapolis, she had gone over to the girls, and brought them over to introduce them to him, wanting to give them the opportunity to meet him. Then taking the time to take pictures for each of the girls with him with her own camera, promising to send them copies of the photos when they were developed….then sending Jeff the 8x10 copies and telling him to sign them before mailing them out to the girls.

Alyssa enjoyed the game, she loved having her daddy’s attention, and she liked her ‘Auntie Rach’. Unlike her real mommy, ‘ant Wachel’ actually spent time talking with and doing things with her, and she liked that.

[LuvLachey]

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~ CHAPTER 26 ~ DINNER WITH FRIENDS~

After the game ended, with Alyssa winning because neither Jeff nor Rachel could bear to not let her win, Jeff got Brandon up from his nap and they made their way down to the room where they were setting up the supper buffet. Jeff had just finished fixing Alyssa’s plate when the rest of their group walked in the door. Jeff’s dad came in and offered to take Brandon from Rachel so she could eat, and since she was used to the guys, she joined them in dishing up her own plate while Andi, Liz, and Kris all stood back unsure what exactly to do. “Yo, girls, get something to eat or it’ll be gone before ya know it,” Rachel said as she went to sit next to Alyssa.

“We’ll just go get something downstairs,” Liz said, as she looked to Andi and Kristine to see what they wanted.

“NO!” Justin exclaimed. “I wanted to have dinner with you.”

“Excuse me,” Rachel said to Jeff wondering what the girls were thinking. “I’m gonna go talk to my friends for a minute.” Once in the hall, she looked at the three of them. “What are you girls doing?”

“We don’t want to impose on them.”

“Andi, they expected us to be here for dinner with them. That buffet is HUGE!”

“No one other than you invited us to stay,” Kristine added.

“I have one thing to say, YOU ALL ARE INVITED TO HAVE DINNER WITH THEM! I know you all just met them, but they consider you each to be part of the 98 family. Family eats with them. Now, are you gonna insist on being stubborn and not eat a FREE meal or are you gonna get your butts in there and enjoy time with YOUR men? I for one am going to go and eat with Jeff.”

“Rachel…are you sure?”

“YES! I’m positive. I was waiting for you all to get your food before I introduced you to mom and dad Timmons as well as Alyssa and Brandon, well he won’t remember you…but you know what I mean.”

“That’s who they are?”

“Yes, those are Jeff’s parents. They came out to see or hear the first show of the tour…or let Alyssa, I haven’t quite figured out which yet.”

“So, his parents are here and watching the kids?”

“I’m taking Alyssa with me to the game tonight…they’re gonna stay here with Brandon. I’m not sure how things are gonna be tomorrow, but Jeff’s got the kids in his room.”

“He’s actually gonna forgo partying to stay with his kids?” Liz said, somewhat surprised.

“Elizabeth! He’s not into partying that much. He treasures the time he gets to spend with the kids.”

“Uh huh, then why aren’t they going on the entire tour with him?” she asked.

“He doesn’t want them to be raised by a nanny while he’s on the road. At least this way, they’re with grandma and grandpa.”

“What about their mother?” Andi asked.

“Trisha is a *****, plain and simple. She was originally granted custody of the kids, but she always left them with her parents because she wanted to go out partying. Jeff found out, and petitioned the court to first of all at least make sure his child support payments were going to the people who were actually taking care of his kids, and second to gain custody of them himself, and if you think this is just coming from a ‘bitter ex’ think again. Her own parents testified to that in court. She only wanted custody because it was the only way she’d get her hands on any of his money. He may have been too stupid to keep it zipped, but she did sign a pre-nup before the wedding.”

“So…”

“So, getting child support, and it was a nice support agreement, was the only way she’d be able to live off of Jeff yet. When the payments got switched over to his parents, because hers didn’t want to have the kids full time, she got pissed.”

“So…”

“So, basically, from what I’ve heard from Jeff, she doesn’t even see the kids when they’re with her parents anymore.”

“What?”

“Yeah, they don’t get to see their mom. It totally sucks for them,” Rachel answered.

“Are you all coming back in?” Drew asked, poking his head out the door.

“Yes, we are,” Rachel said, going to rejoin Jeff and the kids while the other three stood silently just inside the door. “Will you three PLEASE get something to eat?”

“Are you sure?” Kristine asked, quietly.

“Go, help yourselves,” Jeff’s mom urged. “Otherwise these guys will eat it all and you’ll be left with nothing.”

“MOM!”

“What you ‘mom-ing’ her for?” Rachel asked, slapping the back of Jeff’s head. “She’s right. Now you three get your butts up there, grab a plate, and help yourself.”

“But…”

“NOW! Or you won’t have anything until AFTER the ball game!” Rachel ordered, as they each helped themselves to a little bit from the buffet.

“Are you sure that’s enough?” Drew asked as Andi sat next to him.

“Yeah, it’s enough,” she answered.

“Good, now that you’re here and sitting. Jeff’s son is in the playpen over there, this is Alyssa between us, and Jeff’s mom and dad are over on the sofa. Mom and Dad Timmons, these are my friends, Kristine, Elizabeth, and Andrea,” Rachel said, introducing them, hoping it would make them feel more comfortable. As everyone ate and chatted, Rachel tried to keep her friends involved in the conversation, but they all kept relatively quiet. When they were finished, Rachel dragged the three of them into the room they had shared the night before, using the excuse that they all needed to get ready to go to the game. Alyssa wanted to go and be ‘one of the girls’ but Jeff, realizing what was going on, kept her from following.

“What the heck is going on? I’m the super shy one. Not one of you ate more than 5 bites for supper. What’s with that?”

“Ummm…” Liz stuttered.

“You guys, remember the linear notes. They care about you. Don’t be getting goofy about it now.”

“But…”

“NO buts. We’re doing a similar breakfast in the morning, and I’m sure that the dancers and band will be there too. Do NOT be such wall flowers. I’ll make sure you all get a better introduction than I did the first time I ate with all them. Just act like you’re with friends, it’s what I have to keep telling myself to keep from freaking.”

“Rach…’

“What?”

“What is that on your hand?” Liz asked, having noticed the new ring.

“My Irish ring,” Rachel said, trying to avoid the true question.

“Not the Claddaugh, the other one…on your wedding finger,” Liz prodded.

“That is a gift from Jeff and the kids,” Rachel said, smiling as she twisted it on her hand.

“That’s sweet. So, when’s the wedding?”

“After he asks me,” Rachel answered. “This is just a friendship-promise ring, from the way he explained it. He’s promising that he and the kids will always be part of my life, and there for me when I need them, and he’s hoping I’ll make that same promise to them,” she explained when her friends all looked confused.

“That’s sweet. I doubt that I’ll ever find a guy who would do that kind of thing for me,” Kristine commented as they changed into more suitable clothes for the basketball game.

“What’s really sweet is the inscription,” Rachel said softly.

“What’s it say?” Liz asked.

“Rachel, You’re Heavens Missing Angel, Love J, A, B.”

“J.A.B.?”

“Jeff, Alyssa, Brandon.”

“That’s definitely sweet. When did…”

“I got it this afternoon, when Alyssa got here. She wanted me to have my present. Jeff said he picked it out while we were shopping at the Mall of America in May, and actually picked it up when the guys were working there a couple of weeks later.”

“Damn, he’s got it bad,” Liz commented.

“So do I,” Rachel admitted softly.

“So…” Kristine started as Dre knocked on the door.

“Time to get going, girls.”

“We’ll be right there,” Rachel called. “Now, what were you saying?”

“Nothing. Ummm…you guys, I hope you don’t mind but…”

“You’re gonna stay with Nick tonight?” Rachel finished when she trailed off.

“Yeah. You guys don’t mind do you?”

“No, I was gonna stay with Justin myself,” Liz admitted shyly.

“And I was gonna stay with Drewbie,” Andi added.

“Guess I get this room to myself tonight,” Rachel said laughing.

“Not staying with Sugar tonight?”

“Nope. He’s got both the kids, I’d probably end up woken up a million times during the night.”

“Don’t you think you should get used to it?”

“Not until he pops the big question,” Rachel answered as they joined the group in the hall near the elevator.

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Hey Rae, I just started reading the first few chapters of this, and I'm loving it already <3

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just an FYI post:
I'll try to get the rest of what I have written for this posted tonight...silly me forgot my flash drive so I can't do it this morning.

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~Chapter 27 ~ Basketball Fan-demonium~



The group made their way down the back stairwell to the employee exit, and quickly hopped into the three vehicles being provided for their use, while Jeff’s parents stayed at the hotel with Brandon. Rachel had agreed to watch Alyssa for the evening while her daddy played basketball, and she hoped she had made the correct decision.

Upon entering the arena, Liz immediately spotted her pals from the radio station, so she went over to say hi, and Justin followed along with the rest of the group. After introducing Andi, Rachel and Kristine, the girls went to find their seats for the game, immediately behind Team 98’s bench while the guys changed into their game uniforms. The guys then went looking for the girls to spend some time alone before the game was going to start. Alyssa immediately ran into her daddy’s arms, so he picked her up and carried her to where the girls were sitting. “Got your camera, Rach?”

“Of course, I love getting pictures…of Nick and Drew,” Rachel said, as Jeff stuck his tongue out at her for joking with him like that. “Don’t stick that tongue out unless you’re gonna use it,” Rachel said, causing everyone to just stare at her, shocked by her rather overt sexual comment.

“Baby, I’ll use it all right,” Jeff whispered in her ear causing her to blush.

“OK, some of the part-timers at the station are gonna play on your team,” Scottie said, trying to bring everyone into focus on what was going on that night.

After figuring out a rotation plan for the game, everyone just chilled and the guys began warming up. As the doors opened, the girls took their seats, not wanting someone to steal their seats, although Dre and Tommy were sitting right there, to help ensure their safety as well as the guys while they were on the bench. Rachel was just hoping Alyssa would remember what Jeff had told her earlier, and not call him daddy during the game. She knew it would cause a stampede of some sort with fans wanting to be near Alyssa since she was Jeff’s daughter. All four members of the group were in the starting line-up for their team, along with a part time DJ for the radio station. After a few minutes, and a very good game, Jeff took himself out, and went to the bench. Jeff grabbed Alyssa from Rachel’s lap and let her sit with him on the bench while he was out of the game. The minute he pulled himself out of the game, the fans started trying to get behind the bench to get pictures or autographs from him. Tommy and Dre did their best to keep the girls from being ‘in the way’ of people sitting behind the team bench trying to watch the game, but it wasn’t working very well. Girls would come up, and Jeff was always trying to be nice and accommodating for his fans would sign autographs, which just led to more fans coming down to get autographs. Jeff subbed himself back into the game and replaced the DJ leaving all four members of the group on the court. Tommy made Alyssa stay on the bench side until the fans had left, before giving her back to Rachel. After seeing that, fans started coming down to see just who the little girl was…and who she was with.

As the half ended, Rachel kept Alyssa from trying to get to where the guys had agreed to sign autographs, knowing how chaotic it would be without having the ‘known’ child of a member of the group there. “But mommy!”

“What did you call me, sweetie?” Rachel asked, wondering if she had heard right, and looking to her friends were all as surprised as she was.

“Mommy. You spend more time with me than my real mommy does,” Alyssa answered.

“Sweetie, I love spending time with you, but I’m not your mommy. You’ve got your real mommy, and if your daddy gets married again, his wife will be your mommy too, but I don’t know if that’s going to be me.”

“But I wuv you, Auntie Rach.”

“I love you too, Alyssa,” Rachel said, hugging the young girl.

“Isn’t Rach gonna be a good mom someday?” Liz asked the other two girls.

“Yeah, she sure seems like she will be,” Andi commented, watching the way she had bonded with Jeff’s young daughter.

When the halftime was over, Jeff told Rach that Alyssa could stay on the bench for the rest of the game, if she wanted, and Alyssa decided to be closer to her daddy, so she happily sat next to the court and the girls began discussing their afternoons with the men of 98 Degrees.

“So…what were you all doing all day today?” Rachel asked.

“Justin and I went for a picnic lunch, then we went to my apartment for a little while, before Dre made us head back because of the game,” Liz offered.

“Sounds like a lot of fun. Anything interesting happen?” Rachel asked, causing Liz to blush.

“No…just some kissing. Neither of us is ready for anything else yet.”

“Glad to hear you’re both being responsible too,” Rach joked, as Andi and Kristine smiled. “Soooooooo…what about you two?”

“Nick and I spent the day at his condo here, watching movies and talking. He’s just the sweetest guy.”

“Yeah, he really is,” Rachel agreed. “Andi?”

“We went shopping. When we get back, I’ll give you all the presents I picked out for you. It was really relaxing, surprisingly. We didn’t have any problems with his fans.”

“That’s great to hear. So, are we still going to go shopping tomorrow?”

“Yeah, I wanna get something special for Drew, but I couldn’t really while he was there today.”

“Kris? Liz?”

“Yeah, any ideas on what you wanna get him?”

“I was thinking of finding that build-a-bear shop you mentioned was down here…and making him a special bear.”

“That’s sweet. I’d like to do something like that for both of the kids, personally,” Rachel added.

“OK, Opry Mills Mall it is then. We can definitely have some fun hanging out there.”

“So, what is their schedule like tomorrow?”

“Well, they’ve got an 8:30am wake-up call, 10am sound-check. Then I think they’re free most of the afternoon, until the meet and greet at 5:30. I’m not positive about that though.”

“So, if we get back around say 1, we should be able to spend some time with them?” Liz asked.

“Yes, Liz. I know you and Justin wanna spend more time together, so we can get going early, and get back in time to actually enjoy some more of their free time.”

“Good. Do you guys think Drew will like that bear idea?”

“If it comes from your heart, Andi, I think he will adore it,” Rachel answered truthfully.

“Thanks, Rach. I just don’t want him to think it’s corny or anything.”

“I’m sure he won’t,” Liz answered as the final buzzer sounded signaling the end of the game. 98 Degrees won the game 98 to 50. The guys head to shower quick, before they all crowd into the vans to head back to the hotel, followed the entire way by fans anxious for a chance to meet the guys just once.

Once back at the hotel, Jeff went back to his room with Alyssa to take over care of his son from his parents. Rachel went with, figuring they could watch a movie or play a game with Alyssa before she headed to her own room for the night. After a game of Chutes and Ladders, Alyssa was barely able to keep her eyes open, so Jeff went to get her ready for bed. As he started tucking her in, Rachel went over and kissed her good night, before telling Jeff she’d see him at breakfast.

“NO! Stay!” Alyssa protested, wanting to spend more time with the woman she saw as a mother-figure.

“Sweetie, I’ll see you tomorrow,” Rachel said, trying to comfort her so she wouldn’t wake Brandon up.

“Stay! Pwease!”

“Alyssa, sweetie, Rachel doesn’t want to stay here tonight. She’s not leaving. You’ll be able to spend time with her tomorrow.”

“Wachel! Pwease.”

“Sweetie, would you like to come stay in my room with me tonight?” Rachel offered.

“Can I daddy?” Alyssa asked hopefully.

“Rach, are you sure?”

“Yeah, it’s cool, Jeff. If she wants to,” Rachel answered.

“OK, honey. You be a good girl for Auntie Rachel.”

“I will. I pwomise,” Alyssa said, giving Jeff a good night kiss before Rachel took next door to the room that she had been assigned for the weekend.

“OK, honey, sleep sweet,” Rachel said, after tucking her into the second bed in the room before getting ready for bed herself.

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~Chapter~28~Breakfast Confessions~


Alyssa woke up early the next morning, and immediately went and hugged Rachel, waking her up. “Wuv you, Wachel!” Alyssa said, smiling as Rachel opened her eyes.

“Hey, sweetie,” Rachel said, rubbing her eyes, before looking at the alarm clock in the room and seeing it was only 6:30. “Sweetie, should we go see your daddy?”

“Uh huh,” Alyssa said, vigorously nodding her head in agreement.

“Just a second,” Rachel said, glad Alyssa decided to ‘share the wealth’ of her early morning. As soon as Alyssa was in Jeff’s room, Rachel was going back to bed. She was NOT in the mood to be up two hours before the official wake-up call. As she opened the door connecting her room to Jeff’s Rachel motioned for Alyssa to be quiet, since Brandon was still sleeping. “Shhhhhh…don’t wake Brandon,” Rachel said, as Alyssa went and pounced on the bed, her knee accidentally landing on an extremely sensitive part of Jeff’s body.

“Owwwwwww!” Jeff yelled, as Alyssa hugged and kissed him. Jeff’s screams, unfortunately woke Brandon, and Rachel quietly shut the door, but not before Jeff noticed her trying to sneak out. “Aly, go get Rachel back in here,” he said, as she jumped back off the bed, and pulled Rachel back towards her daddy. “Just where do you think you’re going?” Jeff asked, as he tried calming Brandon down.

“Back to bed,” Rachel answered, calmly, trying to contain the laughter from the image of Jeff being the landing pad for his daughter.

“No, you’re staying here, and helping me with my little monsters. Why’d you get Alyssa up so early anyway?”

“I didn’t. She got ME up, and I decided that her daddy needed to be up as well,” Rachel said, laughing.

“Laugh all you want. You won’t be laughing so hard when we can’t have kids together after the way she landed.”

“Give it up, Sugar Pops. You’re standing, I don’t think she did THAT much damage to you,” Rachel answered, taking a still restless Brandon from Jeff and instantly calming the young boy down.

“Rachel…”

“What?”

“You’re a natural with him. He never calms down that quickly for anyone,” Jeff said, wondering when it would be the right time to give her the solitaire he had purchased, so it would be available when the time was right for them to get engaged.

Rachel was eventually convinced to come watch cartoons with Jeff and Alyssa, but she insisted on going and showering and getting dressed first, so Jeff sat and turned on the Cartoon Network, and he and Alyssa began watching the various programs, while Brandon fell back asleep. At 8:30, everyone got their wake-up calls, and Rachel and Jeff took the kids down to have breakfast. As they helped Alyssa get her plate ready, the rest of the group came stumbling in.

“Hey, no fair. Did you guys get an early wake-up call?”

“Yeah, we did,” Jeff said, thinking about the surprise awakening he had.

“Well, I want one next time,” Drew said.

“I definitely think that can be arranged,” Jeff said, laughing.

“I missed something…what was it?” Nick asked, as he joined the group.

“Drew…” Jeff said, unable to control his laughter.

“What about me?” Drew asked.

“Drew, babe, you were asking for a little 3-year-old wake-up call…and believe me…you wouldn’t want the kind of wake-up that Jeff got,” Rachel said, trying very hard to keep from laughing too much.

“What are you two laughing so hard about?” Drew asked.

“Drew, I don’t think you want Alyssa waking you up. She pounces…and it was not a pleasant experience for Jeff this morning,” Rachel answered when she finally got her laughter under control.

“OUCH!” Nick and Drew both said, as Drew declined the offer of an early wake-up call the next day.

“Alright, let’s get going. We’ve got plenty to do today,” Dre said, as everyone finished breakfast, which was definitely a much more relaxed atmosphere, with all of the girls opening up and getting to know not only the other guys but the members of their band and crew as well.

“Come on, Kris…let’s go.”

“Ummmm…we weren’t gonna go over right away,” Kristine said, looking to the other girls to see if plans had been changed.

“Rach?” Jeff said.

“It’s our weekend. We’re gonna spend some time doing ‘girl-bonding’,” Rachel answered.

“Can’t wait to see you when you get back,” Justin said, looking towards Liz, who didn’t want to meet his eyes, not wanting him disappointed because they wouldn’t be together all day. “Liz, what’s wrong?”

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you we weren’t going to have the whole day,” Liz said, finally looking at him.

“It’s alright. I’ll miss you, but you’ve got a life that at the moment doesn’t include me in everything. That’s not a bad thing,” Justin said, as the others gave them room to talk.

“So, what are you girls planning on doing?” Drew asked, as Justin convinced Elizabeth that he was alright with them not being together the entire day.

“We are gonna go shopping,” Rachel answered, as she noticed Andi and Kristine both looking a little uncomfortable about not spending all day with the guys.

“Fun.”

“Shopping?” Alyssa asked. “Money, daddy!”

“Ummm, sweetie, I think that Aunt Rachel wants to go with just her friends. We can do a little shopping tomorrow before daddy leaves, ok?”

“Wanna go with Wachel!”

“Rach?”

“Girls?”

“It’s fine with me,” Andi answered, and Kristine agreed.

“OK, she can come with us, if we’ve got a car seat for her. If not, I don’t think we better.”

“She just needs a booster-type seat, right?”

“Yeah, I think so,” Rachel answered.

“We brought hers with us,” Jim interjected.

“OK, then I guess she can come with, as long as it’s alright with you, Jeff.”

“Are you sure?”

“JEFFREY BRANDON TIMMONS!”

“Someone’s in trouble,” Drew joked.

“Watch it, short-stack,” Andi said, slapping him.

“Hey!”

“Alright. Jeff isn’t in trouble, Drew….and you are short. Alyssa can come with us, and we’ll be back here for lunch…or should we meet you at the venue?”

“Venue. We aren’t going to be coming back til after the show.”

“Ummmm…what about some nap time for Alyssa?” Rachel whispered as Alyssa got to know the other girls a bit.

“She can take a nap in the green room. Don’t worry. Are you sure you can handle her?”

“Jeffrey!”

“Alright, alright. Let me go get some cash for her to use though,” Jeff said, hoping he could find an ATM to get some money for Alyssa to use during her shopping trip.

“OK, you guys, I know you all wanted to surprise the guys with presents of some sort, so we can just meet up somewhere at a certain time, so Aly doesn’t blow the surprises for you?”

“No, that’s alright,” Andi and Kristine both said immediately.

“OK, if you’re sure,” Rachel agreed, happy that she wouldn’t be missing out on time with the girls that had been planned.

“We’re sure. Let’s go get ready, and meet back here in ten minutes?”

“Sounds good to me, wonder if Liz will be ready by then?” Rachel asked seeing Elizabeth wrapped in Justin’s arms as he consoled her, and convinced her he understood that she needed some time with the girls since that was their original plan for the weekend.

“So, are we ready to hit the road?” Liz asked, as she rejoined, Andi, Kristine, and Rachel who had Alyssa’s hand.

“We’re waiting for daddy more-bucks to bring Alyssa some money. She’s gonna come with us, if you don’t mind,” Rachel answered.

“Daddy Morebucks, eh?” Jeff asked.

“Busted!” Andi and Kris both said laughing.

“Hi, Jeffie,” Rachel said, turning around.

“It’s cool. I know you were just joking, but here’s the money for Alyssa. Are you all going to be back in time for lunch?”

“Uhhhhhh probably not, why?”

“Here’s for all of you for lunch too then,” Jeff said, handing her another two bills.

“Jeff!”

“I’m buying that’s all there is to it. Have fun, and I’ll have my cell on in case you need to call me.”

“Thanks for lunch, Jeff,” Liz and Andi both said, as Kristine stood there in shock.

“Love you, sugar pops.”

“You too, baby,” Jeff said, running to catch the rest of the guys who were ready to leave for the venue.

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~ Chapter 29 ~ Building Bears and Bonds ~

The girls waited until the guys had left before trying to sneak out to the Opry Mills Mall on their own. They all hoped that the fans wouldn’t recognize Alyssa as Jeff’s daughter, so they would not hinder their ability to have fun.

“Alyssa, you gotta stay really close to me, ok?” Rachel said as they all got out of the car.

“Uh huh. Toys?”

“Sweetie, we’ll stop at a toy store, but we’ve got something we want to do first. And you can help me.”

“I can?”

“Yep, I wanna make something special for your daddy. Will you help me?”

“Uh huh.”

The group made their first stop the Build-A-Bear workshop, where Alyssa picked out the bear and the outfit to put on it for her dad, while Rachel concentrated on making special bears for both Alyssa and Brandon, as a way of showing how special they were to her. She then started on another bear for Jeff that would be from her, deciding that Alyssa could give Jeff the bear she was making. After they finished dressing the bears to their satisfaction, they made arrangements to pick the bears, and their condo’s, up when they finished shopping. They then went and found other items for themselves and their family and friends back home. Liz also picked up a bottle of Beautiful, her favorite perfume, as well as a sample of the same which she would include with Justin’s bear.

“So, what are you giving Jeff that’s ‘part of you’?” Liz asked, Rachel as Alyssa looked for the finishing touch for the bear she made with the help of Andi and Kristine.

“I don’t know…Liz, it scares me to feel this way. I…I’m”

“Don’t think. Just go with your feelings.”

“I’m trying, Liz. It’s just hard for me sometimes, ya know?”

“I do…but come on, let’s go find him something extremely special that’s ‘you’. It’s what he’s gonna want.”

“I know…I just don’t know what ‘me’ is.”

“Rachel!”

“Liz, I’m serious. I mean…I’m not into make-up or perfume, really…so I don’t know what to include…”

“How about something, special…maybe a little something that reminds you of some time you spent together?”

“You’re brilliant,” Rachel said, hoping that she could find what she was looking for in her luggage when she got back to the hotel.

“Wachel…hungy!” Alyssa said, coming over to Rachel and her ‘Auntie Liz’.

“Dang, it’s getting late. Is there anything else you gals want to look at? Or can we hit a restaurant and then get back?”

“Let’s get back. I can’t believe it, but I don’t think I can shop any more,” Kristine replied, as she and Andi joined the others.

“Any preferences for dinner?”

“How about Denny’s?” Liz suggested, realizing some places just wouldn’t be kid-friendly for Alyssa.

“Sounds good too me,” Rachel replied as they went to pick up their bears, and before heading out to eat and then meeting up with the guys.

“Rach, who has Brandon today?”

“I think he was with Jim and Trish…I’m not positive though.”

“Well, Jeff definitely has a very well-behaved young girl here,” Andi said, as Alyssa smiled, knowing that was something good.

After everyone ate their fill, they went straight to the venue, where Dre was watching for them to allow them into the secured parking area. Alyssa wanted to get all the bears out immediately, but Rachel succeeded in convincing her to wait just a little while, to make sure that the guys would be able to actually sit and talk for a little bit before getting the condo’s out of the trunk…and not exactly sure when Andi, Liz, and Kristine wanted to give their presents to the other guys.

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~ Chapter 30 ~ Parental Miscommunication ~

“Hey, how was she for you?” Jeff asked as Alyssa ran up to hug her daddy.

“She was just fine, Jeffie,” Rachel answered before he leaned down and captured her lips in a kiss, which she quickly pulled away from, not being quite comfortable making out with him in front of the guys, Alyssa, and her friends.

“Alyssa, wanna go see the fun stuff we’ve got to do?” Drew asked, sensing that Jeff wanted to talk with Rachel alone.

“Uh huh,” Alyssa said, grabbing Drew’s hand and pulling him out of the room, while the others quietly excused themselves as well.

“Want to explain to me why you pulled away?” Jeff asked, looking for some sign as to what was going on in Rachel’s mind.

“What?”

“Why did you pull away when I went to kiss you?” Jeff asked, trying to remain calm.

“Jeff, I am not ready to…to do that in front of the guys or Alyssa,” Rachel said, turning away from him.

“Are you ashamed to be with me?”

“NO! I…I’m just not comfortable making out with you in front of other people.”

“So, we’re gonna get married and never do anything because of the kids?” Jeff asked sarcastically.

“That’s not what I said, and you know it.”

“It sure as hell sounded like that was the meaning behind it.”

“Go to hell, Timmons!”

“Right after you.”

“Shut up both of you!” Nick hissed coming back into the room. “Alyssa is out there crying because she thinks SHE is the reason you’re fighting. She doesn’t like her daddy fighting with her ‘mommy’.”

“I’m NOT her mommy,” Rachel said, trying to not let either Jeff or Nick see the tears forming in her eyes.

“You might not be her biological mother, but she does look at you like a fill-in for Trish,” Nick replied. “Now whatever happens between the two of you happens, but don’t hurt Alyssa or make her feel like she’s the one to blame for it.”

“I wouldn’t do that to my daughter, Nick!”

“Well, it’s happening, Jeff!” Nick yelled before lowering his voice again. “Whether you two meant for it to happen or not, that’s what’s going on out in the hall. So both of you, chill the **** out. If you’re not going to be together, fine, it’s your lives, but don’t you DARE hurt Alyssa or I’ll kick both of your asses.”

“Stay out of it, Nick!”

“I am out. Just wanted to make sure you two knew what was going on out there,” Nick said, leaving the two of them alone.

“Why are you acting like this?” Jeff asked again.

“ME??? What the hell?”

“You’re the one pulling away…what’s up with that?”

“I told you…I’m NOT ready for us to be that public with our affection.”

“I’m sorry…but I love you…I want to show you how much,” Jeff said, hoping she’d understand.

“Jeff, show me by respecting my wish to NOT be involved in public displays of affection.”

“I’ll try harder, baby,” Jeff promised. “Now, everyone else is gone…can I kiss my favorite cheese-head?”

“You’re just jealous my Pack is gonna kick the Cowboy’s butts,” Rachel said, laughing as Jeff leaned down and kissed her gently, not wanting to make her feel uncomfortable.

“OK?”

“We’ll be alright, just don’t…please, don’t make me feel like our relationship is on display.”

“I’ll try not too. I just…I care so much for you that I can’t keep myself from kissing and hugging you.”

“Try, Jeff…please.”

“I promise, I’ll do my best.”

“That’s all I can ask, just don’t get pissed if I pull away. Until I’m comfortable in that situation, it’s gonna happen.”

“Alright, alright. Let’s go find the rest of the crew…and have something to eat before we have our fan meeting.”

“And, Alyssa has something to give you too.”

“Rach…”

“She wanted to…I can’t stop her…besides, she started it to help me out…and now…well you get something from both of us.”

“Rachel!”

“JEFFREY!”

“Let’s go get my girl, so she can give me my present.”

“Where’s Brandon?”

“Mom found a quiet room so he could take a nap, why?”

“I got him a present too,” Rachel answered softly.

“Rachie…you didn’t need to.”

“I know…but I wanted to. You’re a big part of my life…and so are your kids.”

“Our kids, Rach.”

“Jeff….”

“I…I just feel like they’re both of ours. You care more about them than Trish does.”

“Jeff, please, don’t. I’m not their mother, and I won’t be.”

“Rachel!”

“I’m serious. There mother will ALWAYS be Trisha, whether she chooses to accept that fact or not. She IS there mom. I may be a second mother to them…if things work out between you and me, but I’ll never, ever even try to take Trish’s place as their mom.”

“But…”

“Jeff…”

“Alright. But I still see them as OURS, no matter what you want. I won’t refer to them that way if it will make you happy, at least not until that promise ring gets changed to an engagement ring.”

“That’s all I’m asking. Until that happens, I really have no place to be their ‘mom’ in any sense of the word.”

[Raevengeance]

~Chapter 31 ~ Special Surprises~

Jeff and Rachel headed towards the rest of the guys, with Rachel pulling the girls out to see if they wanted to give the guys their bears now too or not. When they all decided to go ahead and give the presents right away, they made Alyssa stay with the guys while they went along with Dre and Tommy to bring the Build-A-Bear condos from the trunk of Rachel’s car. The guys each came over to help with the boxes, as the girls entered the room, and Alyssa was a happy little girl seeing her daddy get the present from her.

“I love it, Aly-cat. You did a good job making this,” Jeff said as she proudly presented him with the cat she had dressed up for him.

“Aly, I got something for you too,” Rachel said, as the other guys and her friends split up to exchange the presents as well.

“For me??” Alyssa asked, looking at the box.

“Yeah, I got one for you and one for your brother. Can you go find Grandma Trish and Brandon, so you both can get your presents at the same time?”

“Uh huh,” Alyssa said, as Jeff gave her directions to find her brother and grandma.

“This is really sweet. Thank you.”

“That one is from your daughter. She was having so much fun creating it, I couldn’t stand the thought of it not coming from her. This one is from me,” Rachel said, giving him the box from her.

“Wow…looks like it’s gonna be a bear-filled tour bus, huh?” Jeff commented realizing what all the guys were getting. “Rach, this…it’s amazing,” Jeff said, seeing the bear Rachel had dressed in a cheerleading uniform. “I love it.”

“I’m glad you liked it. I wasn’t really sure what to get you, so I made you a cheerleader bear, because I’ll always be in your corner cheering for ya.”

“The thought behind it makes it even more special. Thank you, baby,” Jeff said, kissing her gently on the cheek, trying to respect her wishes to not get too intimate with others around.

“What get me?” Alyssa asked, as she pulled Trish who was carrying Brandon into the room.

“Slow down, angel. Here mom, let me take the rug-rat,” Jeff said, taking Brandon. “OK, now you can open it, Aly,” Jeff said, as he helped Brandon open his package.

“Rach, this is so sweet,” Jeff said, pulling out the football player bear she made for Brandon.

“It kinda goes with your cheerleader,” Rachel said, as Alyssa grabbed her hand and pulled her down to the younger girl’s level.

“Tank you…I wuv my bear,” Alyssa said, hugging Rachel.

“You’re welcome sweetie,” Rachel said, as Alyssa ran to show her grandmother the bear she had just received.

“Rach, let me pay you back for the bears you got the kids,” Jeff offered.

“NO! That was something I wanted to do for them, I’m not taking money from you for it.”

“But…”

“Jeffrey, let me do this for them, please.”

“Alright. I guess I should get going. We’ve got our meet and greet soon.”

“Yeah, go get ready, and I’ll watch the kids.”

“You’re going to be part of it, right?” Nick asks as the rest of the group comes back over and the guys admire the bears Rachel gave to each of Jeff’s kids.

“I’m not sure about the other three, but I think I’m going to skip the meet and greet. I’ve already met you, and I do prefer the greetings I get in private as compared to a brief smile and autograph I’d get there,” Rachel said.

“I think it might be better if we all miss it,” Elizabeth suggested. “I think we may have been spotted with you all, and I know some fans saw us pull up to the arena today.”

“Yeah, I’d rather not be part of it,” Andi agreed.

“But…”

“Drew, I’ll be back here waiting for you; I just don’t want to interfere with your other fans experience at the meet and greet,” Andi replied, silencing him with a kiss.

“Kristine?”

“I’m going to stay with the other girls.”

“Alright. Well, let’s get to work, boys,” Nick said, following Dre and Tommy to the table set up for the meet and greet session.

The guys finished up their responsibilities at the meet and greet and rushed back to spend more time with the people who let them feel ‘normal’.

The show began and the girls took their seats in the front of the arena, Alyssa sitting between Rachel and Liz. Trish had taken Brandon back to the hotel because it was nearly his bedtime when the opening acts took the stage, let alone by the time Jeff would be singing. Alyssa was being granted the special privilege of being able to see as much of the concert as she could stay awake for. If she fell asleep the wardrobe assistant was going to watch her backstage, if she stayed awake, she was going to stay with Rachel and the girls until the show was finished.

The guys began the show with an awesome entrance, starting with a new up-tempo song from their newest CD which was actually going on sale the following Tuesday. After two songs, Jeff took center stage while the others went and waited in back. “This song is dedicated to some very special people. They are probably my two biggest fans, and I want to thank them both for everything they’ve given me,” he began. “So, to all my fans, and these two in particular, I love you.” Then he began singing, Stay The Same for his fans, hoping Rachel would understand that he loved her the way she was, and he didn’t need her to change at all. When the last notes of that song were ending, Nick came out and performed, Against All Odds. When that song finished, Drew came out and performed one of their own songs, Still, which wasn’t on their regular set list for this tour. Finally, Justin ended their solo sets with She’s Got A Way, which had originally been done by Billy Joel. Once Justin finished his song, the rest of the guys rejoined him on stage, and they continued with their normal set list.

Rachel noticed her cue from Dre for the girls to leave, so they wouldn’t get caught in a mad rush at the end of the show, and they all made their way out of the venue, and back to the hotel in Rachel’s car, planning on meeting the guys in the hotel lounge as soon as they got back, provided the fans weren’t too bad at the hotel. Rachel carried a sleeping Alyssa to Jeff’s room, where Trish was going to be watching both of her grandkids until Jeff got back after the show, realizing he was going to hang out with the rest of the guys for a little while, and not wanting him to give up some fun times with his friends on opening night of their tour.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 32 ~ Nashville Party ~

The girls made it down to the lounge before the guys got back from the venue, so they found a table where the guys could have some privacy. “So, what are you gals thinking?”

“About?”

“I mean the show, the guys, everything from this weekend.”

“I was so shocked by their solos,” Andi said. “I’ve been to shows and that’s just a weird thing for them to do.”

“We wanted to do something special for you ladies,” Drew said, as the guys joined them, signaling for one of the bar waitresses to come over to take their drink order.

When the order was placed, Nick led Kristine to the dance floor where they danced to several slow songs and discussed many details of their lives. After finishing their drinks, they headed towards the pool table to play a game of 8-ball. Drew and Andi moved to a more private table to carry on a more private conversation over their drinks. Justin and Liz took their drinks, and made their way back upstairs to Justin’s room.

“Looks like it’s just the two of us,” Jeff said, smiling.

“Yeah. Looks that way,” Rachel said, nervously.

“Rachie, what’s wrong?”

“I…Jeff…I…right now, I want to sleep with you, feel loved that way, but I know that our relationship probably wouldn’t survive much longer if that did happen.”

“Rachie…sweetheart, come here,” Jeff said, pulling her onto his lap. “YOU aren’t ready for that. I love you so much, it kills me that I can’t be intimate with you right now, but if you can’t handle a little tongue from me in front of our friends, you’re not ready to get the full Timmons package.”

“Jeff!” Rachel said, blushing.

“What, someday you’ll be ready…and that night…and day will be extremely special for both of us. I don’t want you to feel pressured though, baby. You aren’t, are you?”

“No…I’m not.”

“Rachie, stay in my room tonight? Please. I want to hold you. I promise, nothing else will happen.”

“I…I think I’d like that, Jeffie. I trust you.”

“Thank you. I know with two kids, it must be a little hard to believe it’s not all about sex for me.”

“Jeffie, you’ve never asked me for sex or to do anything slightly sexual, since I don’t consider kissing to be sexual, although it could end up there. I think you’ve learned from what you’ve been through about that.”

“Thank you. Let’s get out of here. I want to kiss my kids goodnight, and let my mom get a good night’s sleep, since she’s gonna have both of them on the plane tomorrow and then at home until the tour gets over,” Jeff said as God Must Have Spent (A Little More Time On You) by NSYNC came over the speakers. “But let’s dance first,” he added pulling her towards the dance floor, as he began softly serenading her with the song.

“That was beautiful, Jeff,” Rachel said, as they went to say good night to Nick and Kristine who were still playing pool.

“It’s true. God did spend more time on you,” Jeff said as they looked for Drew and Andrea, but assumed that couple went back upstairs without being noticed. Not seeing them, they made their way from the lounge towards the elevator, being stopped on the way by a couple of die hard fans who were waiting in the lobby.

“Can we get an autograph and a picture?”

“Sure,” Jeff said smiling, wishing that fans could understand he was human, and wanted to be able to be treated normally at times, not being asked for autographs or photos every time he was in public.

Tommy noticed the commotion ensuing outside the lounge and that Jeff and Rachel had left, so he went to assist them in getting back to the security of their floor. Rachel quietly drifted into the background as more and more fans realized what was happening, and clamored for Jeff’s attention. Tommy immediately went to Jeff’s side only to be told to find Rachel and make sure she was alright. Spotting her waiting on one of the benches in the lobby, Tommy went over to see how she was doing.

“Hi, Tommy,” Rachel said, noticing the larger man.

“Rach, what you doing over here?”

“Just letting Jeff be the pop-star that he is, and satisfy the fans requests for pictures and autographs.”

“And why aren’t you with him?”

“No fan wants the fat girlfriend of a singer around while they get pictures and autographs.”

“RACHEL!”

“I’m serious.”

“Listen, I’m gonna get this stopped. Let you and Timmons have some good quality time together. Go get in the line, and after your picture and autograph, he’s done.”

“T, it’s alright.”

“Jeff wants an excuse, I’m giving it to him. Now DO IT!”

“Yes, sir,” Rachel said, mock saluting him before getting in line. Once she got to the front of the line, relatively quickly considering Tommy requested an orderly line after getting Rachel over there, and making the line form around her to a certain extent. As he took her camera, he snapped the picture, which Jeff was trying to be extremely cozy, while Rachel was trying to get it less personal.

“Sorry, that’s it for tonight,” Tommy said, “Jeff wants to get back to his room.”

“But…”

“Maybe you’ll catch him in an agreeable mood again tomorrow,” Tommy said, trying to get the fans away from Jeff and Rachel.

“Why aren’t you pushing HER away?” one of the fans asked realizing he still had Rachel’s camera and that Rachel was still standing talking with Jeff.

“She’s a friend of Jeff’s,” Tommy explained, as one of the first girls to approach Jeff realized something.

“Friend or GIRLFRIEND?” she asked.

Jeff looked at Rachel who nodded slightly. “She’s my GIRLFRIEND!” Jeff said, happy he was finally able to go public with their relationship. With that announcement, the fans began trying to get pictures as Tommy blocked Rachel from as much of the photo barrage as possible, pushing them towards the elevators as the fans shouted questions, wanting to get the inside scoop on Jeff’s girlfriend.

“Wow…that was a little more crazy than I expected,” Rachel said softly.

“You do realize this is gonna result in a loss of privacy for yourself, right?” Jeff asked, as they were safely in the elevator.

“Only when I’m with you or in Nashville,” Rachel answered.

“How do you figure that?”

“We aren’t in my hometown, so people are going to associate me with Nashville, not a small town in Wisconsin, especially after your set change tonight.”

“You noticed, huh?”

“Yes, I did, and I loved it. Thank you. That song by Joey Mac, is probably one of my favorite songs of all time. It helps to make me feel alright about myself. I loved seeing you up there alone. You looked way sexy.”

“Rachie, with the exception of Alyssa and Brandon, you are the most important person in my life. And that song IS how I feel about you. I love you the way you are, and I don’t want you to change.”

“Thanks, Jeff. You and your kids are really important in my life too,” Rachel said, startling Jeff by initiating a passionate kiss as the elevator stopped on their floor.

“Rach…”

“What is it?”

“I…it’s too soon, just forget it,” Jeff said, holding her hand as they walked to his room.

“Jeff…what??” Rachel asked, getting more curious by the minute.

“I want to wait…until the time is right. And it’s not right yet.”

“Jeffie…”

“NO! When the time is right it will happen, and not a minute sooner. But this is NOT the right time.”

“Please, Jeffie. Tell Rachie what this secret is,” Rachel pleaded with her best sad puppy-dog eyes.

“No. I really don’t want to spoil this for either of us,” Jeff replied, as they reached his room. They both said good night to his mom as she left.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 33 ~ Breakfast of Stars ~

The next morning, Rachel woke up with Jeff’s arms wrapped around her. “I have not slept this good in ages. I wish I could wake up this way every morning,” she thought to herself as she worked her way free to take care of some morning necessities. After finishing up in the bathroom, she tip-toed quietly back into the room, and noticed that Brandon was awake in the crib. She got him up, changed his diaper, and then left a note for Jeff, letting him know where she and Brandon were. She just hoped that Jeff would wake up before Alyssa did or who knew what could happen.

“Hey, you’re up early,” Tommy said, seeing her enter the room they were all using as a shared lounge area.

“Always, man. But I have to say, I haven’t slept that good in ages. Any chance I could take my sleeping medicine home with me?”

“If it’s one of the kids, I’m sure Jeff would let ya, but if it’s Jeff, I gotta put my foot down,” Tommy answered as the hotel staff started setting up the buffet breakfast for the entourage.

“Man, you spoil all my fun.”

“I’d say come with him, but I don’t think you’d keep sleeping as well with the schedule we’re usually on,” Tommy said laughing.

“I know I wouldn’t, you sure I can’t steal him for a little while at least?”

“Not til the tour is finished, hun, sorry.”

The next to make their presence known were Andi and Drew. “Hey, you’re up early,” Andi commented.

“I’m going to get a sign that says I’m an early riser, I swear,” Rachel joked. “Seriously, I’m always up around 6 or 7-ish. What are you two doing up so early?”

“Couldn’t sleep anymore,” Andi answered.

“Hey, how’s the little man?” Drew asked, realizing that Rachel had brought Brandon with her.

“He’s doing alright. Suppose I should probably get him a little something to eat, but I don’t know what.”

“Me either. Where’s Grandma Trish, Brandon? I’m sure she’s got something planned for his breakfast.”

“Yeah, I’m sure she does too. Man, I just realized, I’m not getting my IHOP breakfast this time down,” Rachel said more to herself than to anyone else.

“Where’s the hyper-child and Jeff?”

“She’s not hyper, Drew…just easily excited. Wait until you have kids that age.”

“That’ll be a while. Gotta convince someone to have kids with me first,” Drew laughed.

“Ummmmm….keeping my mouth shut on that,” Rachel said remembering the reason Drew had given her for his break-up with Lea when they had first met.

Finally everyone arrived in the room, and Trish took Brandon and fed him while Rachel enjoyed breakfast with Jeff and Alyssa. Once breakfast was over, everyone returned to their rooms to pack things up. Rachel helped Jeff get both Brandon and Alyssa’s things together, before they started on their own stuff. As they closed suitcases, Rachel noticed a small box sitting on the nightstand. “Jeff…I think you forgot something.”

“I was hoping you’d notice that. Rachie, I talked to my mom this morning, asked her what she thought. Her answer was to follow my heart, so I am, even though…I’m a little scared. Will you become a mom to Brandon and Alyssa…and marry me?” Jeff asked, kneeling in front of her opening the small box she had found.

“Oh…my….YEEEEEEEESSSSSS!” Rachel answered when she found her voice, causing everyone to come running to Jeff’s room to see what was going on in there.

“What’s going on?” Drew asked, since no one else said anything.

“Rachel agreed to marry me, guys,” Jeff said happily.

“Rach, are you sure about this?” Liz asked, as Rachel and Jeff were pulled apart.

“You haven’t really spent much time with him,” Kristine added.

“It’s not like we’re getting married tonight. We didn’t even have time to talk weddings when you all came rushing into the room. I want a ‘real’ wedding with my family all there. I also want to do something special in the ceremony for Brandon and Alyssa. Not that they’d know what was going on, but I want some kind of symbol of my commitment to be there for them too.”

“Rach, are you sure about this?” Liz asked, knowing the doubts Rachel had about dating Jeff. “You’ve had doubts about how you were going to make it just dating him…how are you gonna handle being married to him, and raising his kids?”

“Liz, just be happy for me, please. I will get over my doubts. We’re going to be together, that’s going to help.”

“Rach…”

“Liz, stop it.”

“Rach, you’re needy for the feeling of being loved. Are you sure this is right?”

“Damn it, Liz. Can’t you just say congratulations? Jeff and I will work things out with the whole wedding/marriage thing. Don’t bring me down right now.”

“But…”

“Liz, drop it. Rach has every right to be happy,” Kristine interrupted.

“Thanks, Kris. Now, I’m going to go spend the last few minutes I’ve got with my fiancé,” Rachel said, smiling at how that sounded. “I’m sorry you don’t seem happy for me right now, Liz, and it hurts. I know you’re trying to look out for me, so I’m not taking it personally, because I know that’s not how you mean for it to come across, but I want you to know, that is the way it’s coming out.”

“Is that really the way it sounds?” Liz asked Andi and Kristine.

“Yeah, it is, Liz,” Andi answered. “We know you’re doing it because you care, but I don’t think Rach is gonna run off and elope with him today.”

“I’m sure they’ll talk things through first. Rach doesn’t seem like the type of girl who’s gonna run out and do something crazy.”

“Now, I’m gonna go get back to Drew,” Andi said, going and finding Drew waiting for her in the hallway.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 34 ~ It’s the Hardest Thing…~

Finally the time came for the guys to hit the road, and the girls weren’t too far behind them considering the flight times for Andi and Kristine. Rachel’s car had been parked in back along with the guys’ tour bus for easy luggage loading. Jim and Trish had left earlier with the kids, and Dre and Tommy had arranged for the girls to stay on their floor longer, so they wouldn’t be caught in the madhouse as the guys left.

“I can’t believe this…we’re gonna be separated again, and we should be planning our wedding.”

“Jeff, don’t…please…this is hard enough for me, ok?”

“I’m sorry. I love you, angel. I’ll call you every night.”

“Love you too, sugar pops. Take care of yourself. We can try to set a date while we’re talking…and figure out WHERE we want to get married. Then we can do minor planning until you get some time off so we can do the major stuff.”

“You’re so understanding. Thank you.”

“I knew what I was getting into when I agreed to date you, Jeffie. I can’t complain now.”

“Some people do.”

“Jeffrey Brandon Timmons! I am not your ex. Don’t you EVER compare me to her again, or I will be forced to kick your ass.”

“I’m sorry…it’s just…”

“Jeff, I know she hurt you, but I’m NOT her. I want you to be happy, and I’d never do anything that would hurt you.”

“Thank you,” Jeff replied, kissing her gently, surprised she wasn’t pulling away from him, so he deepened the kiss, even more surprised when she responded pulling him closer and not pulling away when his hands started roaming.

“Ummm…sorry to interrupt,” Tommy said, trying to not interrupt, “But, Jeff, we really need to get going.”

“Alright,” Jeff said as he stopped kissing Rachel. “I’m sorry. I wish we weren’t being separated so soon.”

“Jeff, don’t…please. Go on, don’t keep apologizing for things neither of us can control right now. Call me tonight on my cell. I should be at my hotel by 6.”

“Love you, baby,” Jeff said, kissing her one more time before heading towards the elevator, with the other guys who were all looking just as sad as he was.

“Rach, I’m sorry,” Tommy said softly before following the guys to do his job.

“So, all our stuff is in my car. Let’s give them about 20 to get out of here, and then we can head out. We’ve got time for lunch before we need to be at the airport.”

“Where do we want to have lunch?” Andi asked, thinking how cheap this trip really turned out to be since Drew and the other guys insisted on paying for almost everything while they were there.

“Let’s go to the Macaroni Grill,” Liz suggested.

“OK…I just need directions. Are you going to be able to tell your left from your right today?”

“Will you PLEASE forget that? I was thinking about something else at the time…” Liz said blushing.

“Only if you promise to keep your mind on directions and not one Justin Paul Jeffre,” Rachel said, laughing.

“I promise,” Liz said, as the girls watched the scene unfolding outside from one of their rooms. As the guys one by one boarded the tour bus, they each looked up, and sent a quick ‘kiss’ to their angels. As the tour bus left the parking lot, they noticed the fans quickly followed, hampered by a security detail that was in place to hamper the fans efforts at following behind them.

“OK, let’s go guys. It looks like the lot is clear,” Rachel said, after waiting about ten minutes. “I just hope I’ll be alright. The only downfall to letting Jeff go public last night.”

“It’ll be alright. Don’t worry about it, girl.”

The girls made it through the lobby and to the restaurant with no problems. As they waited for their order, they chatted about the previous nights events. “Soooo…what happened with everyone last night?” Kristine asked, being the last of the girls to get to bed.

“Yeah…what happened to the newly engaged couple?” Andi asked. “Did you and Jeffie do some bedroom dancing?”

“No…” Rachel said, blushing slightly. “What about the Drew and Andi show? Anything fun happen there?”

“Well…”

“Spill, girl,” Kristine said, looking forward to hear some good gossip about the previous evening.

“I didn’t let him hit a home run, but…well…”

“You went further than making-out?” Liz asked.

“Yeah, we did,” Andi said blushing. “It seemed so right. We were talking about relationships…and what we wanted from life. He FINALLY opened up to me about his split with Lea…and well…things just happened.”

“And how far did the dynamite D’s end up going last night?”

“Ummm…well….”

“It’s ok, Andi. You don’t need to tell us,” Rachel said, sensing her friend’s embarrassment.

“Thanks, Rach.”

“No problem. Liz, wanna talk about you and J?”

“He’s got the best hands,” Liz said smiling.

“And where exactly were his hands?” Rachel asked laughing.

“Ummm…I plead the 5th.”

“****…we better get going,” Andi said noticing the time as they finished their meal.

“Yeah, gotta make sure you guys make it in time for your flights,” Rachel said as they figured out the bill, paid the waitress, and headed for the car and the airport. “You guys, I’ve grown apart from people after they actually meet me…tell me that isn’t gonna happen here,” Rachel said softly as they pulled the luggage from the trunk of her car.

“Rach, we won’t let it happen,” Andi promised.

“It hasn’t happened with me yet, has it, girl?” Liz asked.

“I know…it…I’m just scared. My life is changing big time right now…Guess I’m scared some stuff I don’t want to change is going to change too.”

“Rach, “

“I know…I know. I’m sorry…I’m just scared that Jeff’s going to realize he doesn’t love me…and I’m gonna be left alone…and lonely again…and you all are gonna end up happy with the other three.”

“Rach, I know from Drew, Jeff would not just go willy-nilly and propose. He was hurt by what happened with Trisha. If he proposed, he seriously thinks things will work out for the two of you. He doesn’t want to cause more problems for the kids.”

“I know…I’m just scared now, I guess.”

“We’re here for you, Rach…and Jeff will do anything he can to help ease those fears, I’m sure,” Kristine said, as the group hugged before Andi and Kristine went through the metal detectors to wait for their flights.

“I know…I just know I’m gonna mess something up…I always do.”

“Rachel, stop it. Let’s go. You and me spend a little one on one time before we head back to my place?”

“Yeah…I think that would be good.”

“Come on. We’re gonna have some fun. Want to go check the bridal outlet? See if we can find you a wedding dress?”

“I think I’d rather wait…and find out what Jeff wants to do for a wedding, like when, where, how big.”

“Come on. Never hurts to look.”

“Liz, the last time I thought that way…”

“I’m sorry, Rach. Come on…we’ll do something else.”

“I changed my mind. Liz, I gotta get going. I’m sorry.”

“Rachel…what’s wrong? Why are you so scared now? You were so confident earlier?”

“Jeff’s gone. I…when he’s here, I can ‘feel’ his support better than when he’s not around.”

“Rachel, you’ll be alright. Don’t let the distance issue cause problems for the two of you.”

“It won’t…I’m just gonna be afraid…until we figure out how we’re going to make things work for us.”

“You will work things out, Rach. Remember that, ok? Don’t put extra stress on Jeff over that, please.”

“I’m trying not to, Liz.”

“Good. Well, go have fun on the phone with Jeff…and call me if it’s not too late when you get there.”

“OK. Liz, thanks. You really are the sister I never had.”

“Back at ya. Thank you for helping to bring Justin and me back together again.”

“Couldn’t help it after the way he reacted when he realized I knew you,” Rachel said laughing as they unloaded Liz’s stuff from the car and Rachel drove off, heading home, wondering just when she’d wake up from her dream.

[LuvLachey]

:) *Thumbs up*

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glad you're enjoying my silliness ;)
I was posting - and realized I've really got quite a bit left to post - I've got 51 chapters finished - and part of 52 - but I gotta finish this thing ;)

[a7xnsl98d]

I am sooooooooooo far behind in this story, Rae, but that doesn't mean that I don't love it....I'll catch up tomorrow while I wallow around with nothing to do. Well, there's laundry and housecleaning and cooking and...nah, I'll give ALL that up just to catch up here!!!!

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Let me know when you get caught up, Tash ;)

[a7xnsl98d]

Whew! I'm caught up! Finally! Our system is down here at work, so I was able to read, read, read.


Keep going, Rae!:)

[Raevengeance]

I'll try to get more for you tonight - while I prove I'm smarter than a 5th grader ;)

[OhioluvsNick]

^LOL JTzDevilishAngel

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 35 ~ Plans made ~

Rachel checked into the hotel, and as she went to unlock her door, the cell phone rang. “Hello.”

“Hey, angel. Hope you’re not still on the road.”

“Nope, just going into my hotel room, why?”

“Don’t want you talking and driving at the same time. At least not until I get you a hands-free unit for that cell phone.”

“Thanks for caring, Jeffie. How are things going?”

“They’re going good. We’re all kinda miserable without you and the other girls though.”

“Well, I know I’m miserable without you too, sugar pop.”

“So, since you’re in a hotel, can we start talking wedding?” Jeff asked, wanting to make sure the wedding was everything that Rachel wanted, unlike the rushed affair when he married Trisha because she was pregnant with Brandon.

“Sure…first order of business…small and intimate or large party?” Rachel asked.

“Ummm…do you want something super extravagant?”

“Jeff, I want to marry you. I want our families and good friends there. Other than that…well…I was just kind of wondering what kind of industry presence you were thinking was going to be there.”

“Well…let’s plan for a ‘mid-sized’ wedding, maybe? I’ll have to invite a few people from the industry I’m sure.”

“Ok. Next question…where?”

“Where? A church of course, preferably Catholic.”

“I meant city, dork. You’ve still got family in Massillon, or my family’s all in La Crosse, or are we talking a California wedding?”

“How about La Crosse? Your family won’t have much traveling to do then; my family from Ohio won’t have as far to travel, and it won’t be bad flying my folks, Mike, Jolene, Tina, and Taylor all in for the wedding.”

“And the kids,” Rachel added.

“They’re gonna be there with us. If we’re getting married there, we’re gonna spend some extra time there before the wedding. I want the kids to get to know your family, so it’ll be easier that way.”

“You’re the best, Jeffie. I love you.”

“I love you too, princess. So, when do we want to get married?”

“Ummm…I always wanted a spring or early summer wedding.”

“OK, how about June?”

“Umm…alright.”

“First weekend sound alright to you?”

“Yeah, that sounds fine, as long as there isn’t anything else going on in town. I can’t remember when the state track and field tournament is run.”

“Well, look into that when you get home. And see if you can book out an entire hotel. We’ll get rooms for everyone, so that no one will need to drive if they’ve been drinking.”

“Alright. Sounds like a good plan to me,” Rachel said, smiling at how Jeff was taking care of her and her family. “Approximately how many people do you think are going to be invited on your side? I might try to get two hotels.”

“It’ll probably be about 250 or 300.”

“OK, I’ll see about two hotels instead of just one. Just to be safe. We can figure out for sure what we need when you come visit again, bring a list of guests. Do you care if I pick out some of the stuff for the wedding?”

“Go right ahead. What kind of stuff?”

“Like invites, colors, DJ service for the reception, that kind of thing.”

“Go ahead…but a DJ service?”

“Yes, a DJ service…got a problem with that?”

“Just wondering why we need a DJ when your fiancé is in a music group?”

“Because, dumbass, I want to DANCE with the man who at the time will be my husband, not watch him sing.”

“Oh…I’m sorry.”

“You should be…but I love you anyway.”

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Jeff and Rachel set their wedding date, June 7, 2003, in Rachel’s hometown, making it easier for her family as well as Jeff’s family still in Ohio by cutting down traveling distance for them when Rachel got home from Nashville and confirmed that she could get the hotels she wanted for that weekend. Rachel immediately booked out both the Radisson Hotel and the Courtyard by Marriot for that weekend, as well as the a portion of the La Crosse Center for the reception, realizing that there were going to be quite a few industry people invited. Next she contacted St. Joseph’s the Workman Cathedral in hopes of being able to have the wedding there, knowing it would probably house the most guests for the wedding. Luckily, they were available. They agreed to forgo the typical pre-marriage counseling with the priest there, provided Jeff and Rachel went through pre-marriage counseling with their priest in California who would contact the St. Joseph’s priest to verify that it had been completed. Because of Jeff’s divorce, they wouldn’t be able to partake in communion during the ceremony unless an annulment was granted prior to the wedding date, and given the circumstances, Jeff didn’t think that would be a problem. Rachel however would need to complete her ‘Catholic’ training by that time as well.

With all the ‘physical’ plans made, Rachel turned to the details of the wedding. She knew she wanted hunter green, pale yellow, and white as her bridal colors. Now, she just needed to find the perfect dresses for the bridal party and herself. Jeff would be wearing a white tuxedo while the other guys were going to be wearing black tuxes, all with white shirts, and hunter green ties/cummerbunds. Rachel wanted the boutonnières to be pale yellow roses, she hoped that the floral shop could accommodate the request she had. Making a quick trip to the florist, she placed the order, which they assured her wouldn’t be a problem. They would just need to know exactly how many of the corsages and boutonnières, and regular bridal party bouquets would be needed. To know that, Rachel needed to find out from Jeff just how many people he planned on having in the wedding party. Rachel just hoped she could fill out her side to match his.

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“How are things going, baby?” Jeff asked the next time he called.

“Wedding party…we gotta figure that out, so I can let the florist know what we need for flower arrangements.”

“Slow it down, angel. It’ll be the guys, Mike, Fechter, and a couple guys that you want to include. I would like Jolene and Tina in on the girls side with you.”

“So, Drew-Andi, Nick-Kristine, Justin-Liz, Mike-Jolene, Matt-Tina, sound about like what you were thinking?”

“No one extra?”

“Jeff…Andi, Kris, Liz…they’re my friends. I don’t know anyone else well enough to ask them to be part of our wedding.”

“But…”

“Jeff…don’t, please. I was thinking Alyssa and Brandon as flower-girl/ring bearer?”

“That would be terrific. Alyssa would really like it.”

“I thought she would.”

“Are you sure Brandon for ring-bearer though? I don’t know if he’ll make it down the aisle walking?”

“Well, I could always see if my cousin could do it instead,” Rachel answered.

“Let’s see about that. I think it might be better,” Jeff replied, thinking Rachel needed more of her family and friends involved in the wedding.

“Alright. I’ll check with my aunt and uncle about that.”

“And you’re going to be moving to California in December, right?”

“January. I found a job out there, I start after the first of the year, and I close everything out at my current job before the end of the year, so I don’t do the multiple-state income tax filing thing.”

“Smart girl. Alright. What do you think we should do about Christmas?”

“I’m going to spend it with my family.”

“Here or in Wisconsin?”

“Wisconsin, Jeff. Duh.”

“Well, me and the kids are your family too, Rach.”

“Sorry, but I don’t know how much I’ll make it home for the holidays after we get married, so I want to be here, ok?”

“Yeah, I understand that. We’ll figure something out so that we see your family every year too, baby. I promise.”

“Thanks, Jeffie. I love you.”

“Love you too. I gotta get going. We’re being called for meet-n-greet. Take care.”

“Will do." Have fun, baby.”

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~Chapter 36 ~ Wedding Dress Shopping ~

In October, Jeff surprised Rachel by flying Liz, Kris, and Andi into La Crosse for a visit, reserving them rooms in Minneapolis so they could search for Rachel’s wedding dress and dresses for the bridal party over the weekend. Rachel found a dress she absolutely loved, it was white matte satin, with a sweetheart neckline, and a chapel train attached to the dress. The dress Rachel had dreamed of being married in someday…and now she was going to be living out that dream. Then they turned towards bridesmaid dresses, finding the dresses Rachel had always pictured her bride’s maids wearing, hunter green mid-calf length with a sweetheart neckline and short cuff sleeves. A smaller version of the dress could be made easily for Alyssa, so it was decided. Rachel just needed to figure out when and how to get sizes from Jeff’s sister and sister-in-law so that all the dresses could be ordered at the same time…so they would come out the same shade of green. The cummerbunds and ties were also being ordered at the same time, so they would be the same color as well. After some discussion, the girls headed to a nearby jewelry store before stopping for a quick bite to eat. As they enter the restaurant, they were shocked to see their four hotties waiting for them.

“Hey, princess,” Jeff said, hugging Rachel as the other girls are greeted similarly.

“What…”

“I thought you might want to be able to buy your dress,” Jeff said, interrupting her.

“But…you didn’t see it, did you?”

“No, I didn’t. I know you want to surprise me with it on our wedding day. Here you go…have fun shopping,” Jeff said, handing her a credit card.

“Jeff…I can’t use your credit card.”

“Sure you can…it’s yours.”

“But…”

“You signed for it at the same time you signed something for your Christmas present.”

“Christmas present?!?!” Rachel repeated.

“Yes…and you don’t get to find out until we celebrate Christmas, baby.”

“But…Jeffie…”

“Sorry. You’re going to have to wait.”

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“So, were you surprised that I was here?” Drew asked Andi after kissing the socks off of her.

“Yeah, I thought it was just gonna be a girls’ weekend,” Andi admitted. “Although, I am glad I get to see you. I’ve missed you, Andrew.”

“I’ve missed you too, Andrea. Jeff screwed up my original plans. I knew we were off for a couple of days, and I was gonna come visit you in New York. Then he tells us that he’s sending all you girls to Minneapolis for a shopping spree, and we decided we all had to join you.”

“I’m glad you did. So, do you have any idea if you and I will get some time alone together?”

“I got us our own suite at the hotel, if you want. After supper we can spend some time…exploring our relationship again,” Drew said with a wink.

“I’d really like that. I enjoyed our previous explorations,” Andi said blushing slightly.

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“Kristine, how have you been?” Nick asked, the only one knowing things weren’t going as well for himself and Kristine as they were obviously going for his three friends and the girls Rachel had fixed them all up with. He had hoped to go to Virginia during their short break, and figure out where things stood for the two of them, but Jeff had screwed those plans up.

“I’ve been doing alright. You?”

“It’s been a good tour.”

“Nick…we really need to talk,” Kristine said, feeling bad about never mentioning this really great guy she had met the week after coming home from Nashville.

“Let’s do it tonight, ok? I have a feeling I know where this is headed…and I don’t want the others to over hear it, alright?”

“Yeah. After dinner, let’s go play some pool and talk?”

“Sounds like a plan to me,” Nick said, hoping that he and Kristine could at least remain friends, sensing she wasn’t as into him as he was into her.

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Justin and Liz immediately found a table away from the rest of the group, wanting to be alone as much as they could. “Lizzie, I can’t believe how hard this is.”

“It’s hard for me too, Justin.”

“I want you with me…for the rest of the tour.”

“But…”

“Liz, please. I need you.”

“Justin, I just can’t. I can’t give up my job and everything to travel with you right now.”

“I understand. I had to ask though,” Justin said, as they held hands over the table.

“Maybe after we’ve known each other longer,” Liz suggested.

“Yeah…after we get you a job you can do and travel at the same time.”

“That would be fun.”

“I’m sure Rach would enjoy having your company too,” Justin said, “but I get more of your time than her.”

“Rach?”

“Well, yeah, she’s gonna be traveling with Jeff I’m sure after June.”

“True. That’ll be nice if I can be with her,” Liz said, smiling, as everyone finished eating and split up according to sex again, with the girls heading back to the bridal shop to order all the dresses, since Rachel had found out that they had the sizes for Tina, Jolene, and Alyssa’s dresses. They then stopped at a jewelry store to see what kind of jewelry they thought would go good with the dresses they had purchased. Rachel had decided that the hair-do’s would be left up to the individual and the stylist, letting each of the women in the wedding pick a style that suited them, rather then mandating a style that might not work for someone. The bouquets for the bride’s maids were going to consist of yellow sweetheart roses, around a ‘candle lamp,’ so for jewelry; Rachel was thinking simply a necklace…probably a pearl choker.

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~Chapter 37~Passionate Men, Loving Women~

The girls finished their shopping, and headed straight back to the hotel, where they were meeting the guys before going out for dinner. Once at the hotel, the girls are each swept away into separate suites by their ‘special’ friend.

“Nick…I’m sorry. I…”

“I understand, Kristine. There’s someone else, isn’t there?”

“Actually…”

“Why didn’t you tell me when we met in Nashville? Why didn’t you keep me from losing my heart to you?”

“Nick, there wasn’t anyone else then…but…but…”

“But what? You wanted to use me and throw me to the curb the same as that *****, Jess?”

“Nick,NO! I didn’t hear from you for a couple weeks. I thought…I thought that there was nothing between us. Then I met this guy at the gym back home. We talked…we’ve got a lot in common. Please, don’t be upset.”

“Sure…I’m busy so find someone else. Thanks,” Nick said, storming into the second room of the suite, leaving Kristine feeling guilty, wondering what was going to happen. She couldn’t exactly go ask one of the other girls to let her stay with them. Since she had met Brent, she hadn’t really been talking with the girls much, focusing her time on him. And she didn’t feel right staying in a room when Nick was paying the bill for it.

“Nick…please…we never said anything about a relationship,” Kristine called through the door of the room he entered.

“Save it, alright. Just save it. You stay out there, I’ll stay in the other room, and we’ll both just deal with being here together. You do realize, we’re probably going to have to deal with each other at the wedding, right?”

“What?”

“Jeff and Rachel are probably going to pair us up for the wedding,” Nick repeated coming out of his private sanctuary. “Look, I’m sorry. But I was really busy…and so were the other guys the first couple weeks after Nashville. Then when I had time, you weren’t around anymore.”

“I’m sorry, Nick,” Kristine said, realizing how hurt Nick was by this development.

“Well, let’s just skip the group dinner, so neither of us has to put up a false front for our friends,” Nick suggested.

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“Liz, I’m so glad we’ve got this time together,” Justin said, between kisses.

“I am too,” Liz answered, leaning into his embrace.

“When are you going to move in with me? I need you, Liz.”

“Move in with you?” Liz repeated.

“Move closer to me, so we can see each other more often,” Justin explained.

“I don’t know…”

“Liz, I can help you find a job…doing whatever you want to do…or help you go back to school to do something else. Please…”

“I’ll think about it…and let you know when you finish the tour. Right now is not exactly the time for me to join you.”

“I understand. How about we go do a little shopping?”

“Yeah, it’s going to be nice to spend some time alone with you.”

“Alright, I’ll let Jeff know, and then we can head out, alright?”

“Yeah. I’m going to use the bathroom quick before we go though.”

“Alright,” Justin said, dialing Jeff and Rachel’s room, explaining the situation. Justin then made another call quickly, just in case Liz agreed to the idea that had just popped into his brain. If not, well, it would be alright too. Making sure that there weren’t any waiting periods or other requirements like that for marriage licenses, Justin smiled, hoping Liz would agree to become his wife right away. He didn’t know why he felt the need to do it right away, but he wanted to marry the love of his life immediately.

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“Andrea, I’m glad we’re together again,” Drew said as he shut the door to their suite.

“I am too,” Andi answered, enjoying the feeling of being wrapped in his arms.

“How about you and I skip dinner with the rest of the group, and order room service?”

“But…”

“Andi, baby, I don’t want to share you with anyone the rest of the night, please?” Drew begged.

“Ohhhhhh, alright,” Andi said, caving in, when Drew gave her his best pouty-face.

“Ok, I’m going to call Jeff quick, and then order. Check the menu, and let me know what you want,” Drew said, kissing her quickly, glad for their night alone, hoping they could pick up where they left off in Nashville.

“You mean besides the Lachey special?” Andi asked, coming up behind him as he called Jeff to let the others know that he and Andi wouldn’t be at dinner that night.

“Ummm…”

“You know you want me to have it,” Andi said, as Jeff answered the phone.

“Jeff. Hey, man. Just wanted to tell you that Andi and I aren’t going to be going to supper tonight. Bye,” Drew said hurriedly before hanging up the phone, and pinning Andi to the wall, kissing her with a bruising passion.

“Time for you to order, huh?” Andi asked, laughing.

“Yep, and I’m ordering YOU,” Drew said, attacking her mouth again, before pulling away and finding out what she wanted to eat for dinner that night. “Go freshen up, and maybe slip into something more comfortable, while I order.”

“I’ll do that,” Andi answered, heading into the bedroom of the suite while Drew phoned and ordered room service for them.

Andi emerged from the bathroom finding the sitting room area illuminated by candles, with a bouquet of peach roses sitting on the table. “What??”

“Andi, I want tonight to be sooo special for you…and us,” Drew said, as he escorted her to the table. “Andi, if I’m moving too fast, say so,” he added, sensing the fears she was facing.

“You’re not,” Andi answered quickly. “So, what are we having?”

“I’m sure you’ll enjoy it,” Drew said as he pulled the covers off of the trays before pouring each of them a glass of champagne.

They chatted easily over dinner, getting to know each other again, and when Andi asked for a refill of her champagne, Drew took a sip from his own glass, and leaned down to kiss her, giving her a drink as their tongues danced in the bubbly liquid. Slowly, all thoughts of dinner left the couple, as Drew scooped Andi into his arms, and carried her to their bed and passion ignited.

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“Who was on the phone?” Rachel asked as Jeff hung up the receiver.

“Drew. He and Andi aren’t going to be joining the rest of us for supper.”

“Ohh…did he say why?”

“Nope, he got off the phone really quick though,” Jeff answered.

“Jeff…” Rachel started to say as the phone rang, interrupting her.

“Hi….yeah, what is it, J? Oh…you and Liz are eating alone, alright…yeah, I understand. Talk to you tomorrow,” Jeff said.

“So, it’s you, me, Nick, and Kristine for dinner?” Rachel asked, having heard Jeff’s portion of the conversation.

“Guess so, unless those two are just as horny as the others are.”

“I don’t think that’s going to be a problem,” Rachel said softly.

“Why? You’re talking about Nick…he LOVES sex…especially after getting away from Jess.”

“I just don’t think their hormones are going to control them tonight,” Rachel answered.

“Why not? If they bail on us, you and I can spend a nice peaceful night talking…and maybe doing a little exploring as a couple.”

“Jeff…I seriously think they aren’t going to be a couple when we leave Minneapolis,” Rachel said.

“What? Why not?? Nick really cares about her.”

“The other girls and I think Kris found a guy back home. She hasn’t said much to me personally, but….”

“The signs are there, huh?” Jeff finished.

“Yeah, they are. So, I guess we’ll have to have supper with them before coming back here to explore our relationship.”

“Or, we could cancel on them,” Jeff suggested, surprised that Rachel hadn’t shot down the idea of exploring, and personally wanting a very LONG night of exploration for them.

“Jeff, that’s rude.”

“So? It’s just Nick.”

“JEFFREY! We can leave them AFTER dinner, not before.”

“Alright. Let’s go get ready to eat then.”

“When were we supposed to meet them?”

“Right now,” Jeff said, answering the door.

“Hey…do you guys mind if we bail on the dinner plans for tonight?” Nick asked.

“Ummm…well…”

“It’s alright, Nick. We understand,” Jeff said, interrupting Rachel. “We’ll see you guys tomorrow,” he added.

“Bye,” Rachel said quickly as the door shut.

“So, we’re all alone…all night…can we explore?”

“What do you mean…EXPLORE?” Rachel asked, nervously.

“Whatever you want it to mean, baby,” Jeff said, caressing her back as he hugged her, wishing her fears away so they could enjoy themselves physically…sexually.

“Jeff…explain.”

“I was just hoping we could progress past the making-out stage. I’m not saying go all the way to sex, but move closer maybe,” Jeff said, hoping he wasn’t putting too much pressure on her. He was having a very hard time understanding how Nick had managed dating Jess for so long…considering her public commitment to abstinence…and his previous sexual activities.

“Jeff…I…I don’t know…”

“Please, we won’t go further than what you’re comfortable with doing.”

“Supper first?”

“Of course, what do you want?”

Rachel told him, and he called down to order room service for them. They decided to watch a movie while waiting for their meal, and as they watched, Jeff situated Rachel between his legs, so he could massage her shoulders hoping to ease some of the tension she was feeling. Jeff was a complete romantic during the meal, surprising Rachel as he even offered to feed her, which she turned down. When dinner was finished, they found another sappy movie to watch, and Jeff began gently caressing Rachel’s body. As he realized that she wasn’t stopping him, he gradually inched his hand higher up her thigh. “Maybe we should get a little more comfortable,” he whispered softly in her ear, nibbling softly on her earlobe.

“What?” Rachel said, feeling her pulse racing.

“How about we move into the bedroom…and maybe get ready for bed?” Jeff suggested.

“Just…just how far were you thinking we’d go?” Rachel asked, as he went to help her to her feet.

“Only as far as you’re willing to go, baby. Just say the word and I’ll stop.”

“I…I need to know where the line is going to be drawn before I’ll agree to anything. I need to know where the boundaries are.”

“Rachel…may I…”

“What, Jeff?” Rachel asked when he didn’t finish the question.

“Baby, can I touch you there? Will you push my head down there…so I can taste your sweetness?” Jeff sang softly as he waited for her answer.

“You…oral is as far as we’d go?” Rachel asked, still trying to figure out the boundaries being set.

“Yes, princess. Nothing more than oral sex. I promise; nothing will enter your body, with the exception of my tongue.”

“Are…and do you expect similar treatment?” Rachel asked, not sure how he’d take her stand on performing oral sex.

“Only if you want to, princess. Tonight, I want to show you a glimpse of what we’re going to share after you move to California.”

“Alright,” Rachel said, being swept away by the passion she was feeling as Jeff carried her into the bedroom of their suite.

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~ Chapter 38 ~ TwinCity Surprise ~


Justin whisked Elizabeth away from the hotel, straight to a nearby jewelry store. "Pick your ring, babygirl."

"Excuse me?" Liz asked, not quite understanding what he was saying.

"Elizabeth Carson, will you do me the honor of becoming my bride…tonight?"

"Justin --- ohhhhhhh ---- yes!!!! But…I want to be married by a priest."

"Me too, Lizzie. So, you will…you'll marry me and come with me right away?" Justin answered.

"I need to go back and make arrangements for Tab, J…and get more clothes."

"Angel, baby, I'll buy you anything you need while we're gone."

"But Tab…I can't abandon Tab!"

"Alright, but you'll join us soon, right?"

"Of course. I don't want to be separated from my husband, especially right after we get married."

"Elizabeth Jeffre, that sounds so right."

"Yeah, it does…but who said I was going to take your last name?"

"I…"

"J, I will be, but in today's society, you shouldn't just assume something like that."

"I'm sorry. Liz, did you want someone there for you? One of the girls or all of them maybe?" Justin asked, realizing that she may be giving up her dream of a big wedding similar to the one that Jeff and Rachel were planning to marry him that weekend.

"It would be nice to have someone there that we know, I guess…but I'm sure they're all busy if we do this tonight."

"We could wait until tomorrow," Justin suggested, slightly surprised at how easy it was to adjust his desires to make Elizabeth happy.

"Yeah…and we need a license yet…"

"Yeah, but we can start our honeymoon tonight, since we won't be able to go on one after the wedding," Justin whispered seductively, using the voice that could make any woman in the world swoon.

"What?" Liz asked, not sure she had heard him correctly, as he quickly paid for the ring she had been admiring before sweeping her away to their hotel suite where they could talk privately and get physical if that's what his Lizzie wanted to do.

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Nick and Kristine head out for dinner, finding a small restaurant near the hotel. They wanted to see if they could be 'just friends' despite Kristine's romantic involvement with someone else. Nick swore that if Brent (and what kind of name is Brent anyway) hurt Kristine, Brent would be paying dearly for it, with something that Nick was sure Brent valued highly, the family jewels.

"Nick…"

"What is it, Kristine?"

"Well…I…I found out you were the one who sent me the computer…thank you…but I plan on paying you back, every penny."

"Kristine, it's not necessary. I did that because I wanted to help you out. Not for any other reason."

"But…"

"No, Kristine. I won't take money back for that."

"Alright, but I feel really bad."

"Don't. You work hard, and I wanted to make it easier for us to talk before. It's alright, we are going to stay friends, aren't we?"

"We sure can try," Kristine said softly, still feeling guilty about everything.

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"Drew," Andi started to say.

"What is it?"

"I think we should slow things down a little bit."

"Why?"

"This is only the second time we've met. I don't think either of us is really ready for the emotional commitment that would come from making love."

"But…"

"Drew, I…I…"

"What is it, Andrea?"

"I know things aren't going as planned for Nick and Kristine, and I don't want us to end up that way."

"Nick and Kristine? What about them?"

"I think Kristine found a boyfriend in Virginia…and I think Nick's finding out this weekend."

"What makes you think that?"

"Kristine hasn't been exactly the most chatty and open with us since a couple weeks after we met you guys in Nashville."

"Man, I do not envy Nick. But what makes you think anything like that would happen to us?"

"I guess it just scares me, Drew. Let's just talk, and get to know one another tonight?"

"Alright, we can do that," Drew said softly as he caressed her back and gently kissed her.

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"Rachel?" Jeff asked, sensing the fears Rachel had.

"Yes?"

"Are you sure you want to do this? We don't have to…"

"Jeff, I love you…and, well, if we don't try something now, I don't think our wedding night will be what you want it to be."

"Angel, baby, listen to me. I want to be with you, and I know that our wedding night…and every night we're together will be terrific…because our love is the most important thing."

"Yeah," Rachel said, not really believing it.

"Listen to me, Rachel. If you're not ready for this, we won't do it. I'm not going to push you to do something if you're not ready for it."

"Jeff, I'm always going to be afraid. If I don't force myself sometimes, I wouldn't do anything."

"Alright, but remember, if you don't feel comfortable, just say so, and we'll stop, ok?"

"Alright. What first?"

"First, I want you to undress me…take your time, and become comfortable with me...and my body."

"Jeff?" Rachel questioned, wondering exactly what he meant.

"Help me get undressed. I don't want you uncomfortable because you're naked, and I'm fully dressed, so I'm going to let you put me at the 'disadvantage' of being naked."

"But…"

"Rachel, please. I don't think you'd like being naked as I start showing you what you're going to be enjoying on a regular basis starting next year."

"But…"

"Rachie…please," Jeff whined. "Even if you leave my boxers on, I just want you to get comfortable with me in various states of undress."

"But I don’t know how," Rachel finally was able to get out without being interrupted.

"What do you mean?"

"I…I don't know what to do," Rachel admitted sheepishly, hanging her head in embarrassment at being 30 years old and not being able to help her boyfriend get undressed.

"Come here, baby," Jeff said, sitting down in the chair in the room. "Listen to me, baby…Nothing you do to or with me, will ever be wrong. It may be different, but it won't be wrong."

"But…"

"Rachie, I'm serious, and I think that the idea for tonight is going to be changed."

"What??"

"Stay here. I'll be back in about ten minutes. Don't you move," Jeff said hurrying out the door to get some 'extras' for his new plans for a night of love with his fiancé.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 39 ~ Surprise Wedding ~

The next morning, everyone met up to go to a nearby restaurant for breakfast before they all split up to spend more time as couples. Jeff had spent extra time in the shower, needing to clean up some of the mess that he had encouraged Rachel to make as she began exploring her sexuality, and was becoming more comfortable in her relationship with him. God, he had never been so turned on and not actually had intercourse in his life, but he realized it was NOT the time to consummate their relationship since Rachel was still timid over seeing him naked. "Hey, how was everyone's night?"

Everyone answered that things had been good the night before, including Nick and Kristine, who were trying to put on a good front for their friends, even though they weren't a couple like the rest of the group. As everyone got situated at the table, Kris and Nick decided that they needed to let their friends know what was happening. "Guys…girls…we've got something to tell you all."

"What Nick's trying to say here, is that…I found someone at home, and we agreed to just be friends," Kristine said interrupting him.

"Oh…" Jeff said, as Rachel gave him an "I told you so" look.

"We have something to say too," Justin said, tightening his grip on Liz's hand under the table, not wanting to find out this was all just a dream. "We're getting married…TODAY…and we want you all there."

After a chorus of congratulations were delivered to the happy couple, Liz looked at her three friends, wondering which of them she should ask to stand up with her. "Umm…"

"Yes, Liz," Andi replied, when Liz didn't finish her thought.

"Well…I just don’t know how to pick someone to stand up with me," Liz finally answered. The girls, not wanting to pressure Liz all looked around as Nick offered the suggestion of drawing straws for it.

"Nick, that's not a good idea," Rachel answered. "Liz, I think it should be Kristine. You two really are close."

"But you've known Rachel longer, it should be her," Kristine interrupted.

"I think they both have valid points," Andi said, not wanting to get caught in this little battle.

"Elizabeth Carson, I know we've been friends for a while, but I also know your friendship with Kristine is probably 'deeper' than ours is at this point in time. Have her do it," Rachel answered.

"But…"

"Liz, please. I know you and you're having a tough time deciding right now…but I really think that's the way it should be," Rachel said softly, surprising herself at how she was reacting.

"OK, that's settled," Justin said, wanting it to be a peaceful morning. "Nick, you've been my best friend for years, will you stand up for me?"

"I'd be honored, J. Thanks," Nick answered calmly, wondering how he would make it through the day being that close to Kristine.

"Alright, I think that the girls are going to need to find dresses to wear, instead of the shopping apparel that they had brought with them," Justin added.

"Yeah, so, I guess we'll be back later. What time do we need to be there, J?"

"1:00, but I don't think it would be a problem if you were a little late."

"Alright…see you later," Liz said, as Justin leaned over and kissed her gently, deepening the kiss as the others tried to let the happy couple have a little privacy. When they finally pulled apart, Liz was looking thoroughly kissed, and as though she didn't want to leave.

"See you soon," Justin said as the girls made their way from the restaurant.

The girls went to the mall and Liz and Kristine were able to find dresses that looked suitable for an impromptu wedding, before stopping for a quick bridal luncheon on their way back to the church where Liz and Justin would be getting married. As they exchanged their wedding vows, no one in the room had a dry eye, and they could tell that both Elizabeth and Justin meant every word they spoke. After the ceremony Jeff insisted on taking everyone out for a wedding dinner, his treat, to help the happy couple celebrate the happy occasion. After dinner, everyone went their own separate ways to spend one last night trying to make the big connection with their special someone. Nick and Kristine decided to go hang out at a pool hall nearby, to just hang out while the other three couples enjoyed their private time, not wanting anyone to feel obligated to "entertain" them.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 40 ~ Pillow Talk ~

"Rachel…"

"What Jeff?"

"Can we play some more tonight?" Jeff asked hopefully.

"Jeff…"

"Please, I know you enjoyed last night…and I definitely did," Jeff pleaded, getting ready to use his secret weapon…his famous puppy-dog pout. Rachel had always claimed she couldn't turn him down when he did that, and he knew that by continuing what had begun the night before, it would help Rachel open up with him more.

"Jeff…I…I don't know…"

"Baby, please…let's at least get each other ready for snuggle time in bed?" Jeff asked, realizing he wasn't going to get much further than that tonight. When it looked like he was going to get a negative reply to that also, Jeff opted for another approach. "How about you get me ready for bed? And you can get ready in the bathroom…or I'll wait in the bathroom until you're ready for me to come out?"

"Jeff, I just…I don't think that's such a good idea."

"Why not?" Jeff asked, wanting her to express her feelings more, not just hide behind a yes or no answer.

"I don't know…I just don't."

"There has to be a reason. Talk to me, don't go shutting me out here."

"I…I'm scared, alright. I'm worried we are going to get too carried away, and we won't be able to stop ourselves, from going all the way."

"Rachie…would that really be a problem?" Jeff asked, without even thinking about it.

"YES! Jeff, I know you obviously didn't believe in the concept, but I have always promised myself that I would be MARRIED BEFORE I had sex…and…"

"And what?" Jeff asked when she didn't continue.

"And…I don't want to risk becoming pregnant yet."

"Rachie, your birth control will keep that from happening."

"Jeff! I'm NOT ON any form of birth control right now…and I don't care, I don't trust condoms."

"What?" Jeff asked, astonished to find out that Rachel wasn't on the pill at all.

"You heard me. I'm not on the pill, I haven't been getting shots of Depo. If we have sex…I COULD become pregnant. I'm not ready for that! I'm already going to have a major adjustment becoming a mom to Brandon and Alyssa. I don't want to add a third child into the mix that soon!"

"Rachel?"

"Jeff, it's not that I don't love your kids. They are great. But it's going to be a major adjustment for me. That's all I'm saying," Rachel said, realizing he didn't understand what she had said.

"But…"

"Jeffrey, I'm moving thousands of miles away from my entire family. I'm going to instantly become a mother to your two kids. I think that's enough changes for the first year. Give me some time to get settled in before we try starting on our own family."

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"Nick?" Kristine said, as he arranged the pool balls for their next game.

"What is it?"

"I…are we going to be able to be just friends? Or is that going to be too hard on you?"

"I think we'll do alright."

"OK…I was just a little curious."

"I understand completely," Nick said. "And I really hope that your new friend makes you happy. If he doesn't, or if he ever hurts you, I wouldn't want to be in his shoes, cuz I'll make him pay for it."

"Thanks, Nick. I do appreciate that."

"Anytime. Now will you please break?"

"You got it," Kristine answered.

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"Well, Mrs. Jeffre, how does it feel?" Justin asked, as he carried her over the threshold of their suite at the hotel.

"It feels…a little odd, to be honest."

"What does?"

"Being called Mrs. Jeffre. Justin, I can't believe we got married!"

"Is that a bad thing?" Justin asked, not wanting her to be upset.

"NO! It's a great 'odd' thing. I'm not complaining at all…it's just…different."

"I know. But I love knowing that you're mine…now and forever," Justin said, laying her gently on the bed before kissing her. "Are you ready for tonight? If you're not just say so…"

"Justin, I've been waiting to be Mrs. Jeffre in every sense, since I first met you," Liz admitted shyly. "Not that we haven't been together that way before…but…"

"I know…it's the first time we'll make love that we'll actually be Mr. and Mrs. Justin Jeffre."

"It still sounds so odd…but in a good way," Liz said, as they began their short honeymoon, basking in the glow of their love.

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"Andrea…"

"Drew, I'm sorry. I shouldn't let what's happening between Kristine and Nick affect my reactions to you."

"Andrea…it's alright. It's a natural reaction. We're in a similar situation to them…a huge distance separating us…but we will make it through. Don't worry, ok?"

"I'll try not to," Andi replied as Drew leaned over to kiss her. The kiss started gently, but slowly the passion behind it grew…until neither of them held back because of nagging questions caused by the distance that separated them.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 41 ~ Meeting Mom ~


The next morning, everyone woke up, feeling a little strange knowing that it would be a while before they saw each other again with the exception of Elizabeth and Justin, who knew it would only be a couple of weeks until they saw each other again. After they woke up, Justin called his mom to tell her the good news, that she had a daughter now. Sue was happy to hear the news, and while they were talking, Justin came up with a great idea, at least he thought it was. "Mom, I want Liz to join me on the tour as soon as possible."

"Well, if you're married, that would make sense, Justin."

"Yeah, but see…there is a small factor that is going to keep her from joining me right away…"

"JUSTIN PAUL! She's not pregnant is she?"

"MOM! NO! Not yet. No, she…no, WE," Justin corrected himself, thinking that now that they were married what's his was hers and what was hers is now his as well, "have a cat…and well…we can't leave him at her place alone. Would you be willing to cat-sit for us?"

"Is that all? Justin, you know I'd be more than willing to do that to help you out. Just give me the address, and I'll pick up the cat and give her a ride to the airport."

"Ummm…mom, it's not quite that simple. She's from Nashville and we're in Minneapolis right now. Can she bring him up to Cinci, and have you give her a lift to the airport so she can fly out to join me?" Justin asked, as Liz shook her head violently at that suggestion.

"Of course, Justin. I can do that. And she can leave her car at your place here until you get back."

"Mom, I'll call you back and let you know what's going to happen. Liz and I don't have much time left together today, and we're both hungry. I'll talk to you tonight after I get to our next tour stop."

"Alright, Justin. Take care, and congratulations to you and your wife. I hope to see you soon."

"Bye, mom…and thanks!" Justin said before hanging up the phone. "Liz, what's wrong? Don't you want my mom to watch Tab while we're gone?"

"It's not that, J…but…I…I haven't met her yet. I…I'm nervous about meeting her," Liz admitted shyly.

"I'm sorry, angel. I keep forgetting you haven't met her yet. We're off on Wednesday. How about I fly into Nashville on Tuesday night, we drive to Cinci on Wednesday so you can meet my mom, and then fly out to join up with the guys after dropping Tab off with her?"

"Are you sure, J? I mean…"

"Angel, I want the most special woman in my life to meet my mom, the other special woman in my life," Justin said softly as he gently caressed her cheek, wiping away the tears he saw slipping from her eyes. "Don't cry, please…it hurts me to see you crying."

"I'm sorry, Justin…it's…well…no one has ever treated me as special as you do."

"Well…you are going to have to get used to it. You're my princess and will always be treated as such," Justin said, accentuating each word with a quick kiss.

Everyone met up for a late breakfast in the hotel restaurant, after which they all started packing up. Jeff and the guys had arranged for a late check-out for the group, since none of their flights left until late afternoon.

"Rach, are you going to be alright?" Jeff asked, as they began packing all their things together.

"I'll be fine, Jeff. I…I'm just going to miss you."

"You know you can call anytime, right?"

"Yes, Jeff," Rachel answered, softly adding, "anytime you don't have a meet-n-greet, press interview, photo shoot, or anything else where you are too busy to take time for me."

"What was that?"

"Nothing. Just said I know I can call you anytime."

"And you muttered something else. What was it?"

"Just that it's not ANYtime. I can only call you when you don't have some other pressing activity."

"Rachel…do you have a problem with my job?"

"NO! I don't, really…I…I guess I just sometimes feel like I come in second to your career…and third if you put your kids in the mix."

"Rachie…I love you; you and my children are, together, my number one priority."

"I know…I guess being away from you makes me question that sometimes…but I do know it."

"Good. I'm glad you know it, but how are we going to help stop the questioning?"

"I don't know, Jeff…I guess I just need to have faith in what I know…and hope that does the trick."

"Alright. Now, are you sure you're gonna be alright, since the girls are leaving from here?"

"Yes, Jeff…I can handle driving home alone. I'm a big girl now."

"Smartass. I just…I don't want you to be too sad about everyone leaving again."

"Jeff, I am a big girl. I'll be alright. I'm gonna drop you all off at the airport, then head out. I should be home around ohhhhhhh 6-ish. I don't know where you're gonna be or what you're gonna be doing, so call me later, ok?"

"Rachie…"

"Jeff, I'm alright, really."

"You regret the other night, don't you?"

"Jeff, no! I don't have any real regrets about what…what we did."

"Rachel…we made love. I'm glad you don’t have any 'real' regrets about it, but you seem…I don't know, ashamed about it."

"But…"

"There was no 'true' sex…and I don't think either of us climaxed from what happened, but it was the true feelings that need to be there when two people make love that we were sharing," Jeff said, realizing what her argument was going to be. After seeing her standing there still confused, he wrapped his arms around her, "Rachel, it was fantastic…feeling your hands exploring my body. I know you're still scared about what happened, but it was natural. You were starting to learn what you like."

"Jeff…"

"Rachel, it's alright. I know you feel…well, awkward about being 30 and inexperienced, but I think it's sweet, and it makes me really think…I can't just jump and do things to or with you. I'd frighten you off if I did that."

"You're right about that," Rachel mumbled.

"Rachie…I can't take off and go home with you…and you're making me feel like I should be."

"Jeff, really…I'm alright. I'm just really scared. Everything about our relationship is becoming so real for me that it scares me sometimes…just because I'm not good with change…and being with you is bringing a lot of changes for my life."

"Are you sure? Do you want me to fly out on our day off this week, to spend time with you?"

"Jeff, do what you feel like you need to do. Don't change your plans on my account, but let me know what's happening, alright?"

"Alright. I do want to come see you."

"What were your plans originally?"

"Well…I wasn't going to really do anything, just enjoy the day off."

"Then do that. I don't need to have you come to La Crosse to baby me."

"Are you sure?"

"YES! Now, let's get going. I want to get out of here before I beg you to let me come with you."

"Maybe you should come with?"

"Jeff…I can't…not right now. I'm…"

"I understand. Let's go get the others," Jeff said softly, realizing that Rachel needed some time alone to think.

[Raevengeance]

~ CHAPTER 42 ~ On The Road Again~

Everyone parted company at the Minneapolis airport, saying goodbye to Rachel at the car, leaving Jeff feeling uncommonly alone while the others waited for each flight to be called. The girls were all leaving on separate flights to head home to Nashville, Virginia, and New York, while the guys were all on one flight to resume their tour supporting their latest album. Nick and Kristine had come to a unique understanding, and were chatting amiably, working on developing their friendship while Justin and Elizabeth were extremely wrapped up in each other as they prepared to go their separate ways so soon after being married. Drew and Andi were sitting in another corner of the VIP lounge discussing everything that had happened to all of them during the weekend, and trying to figure out what exactly was going on between them.

The girls' flights all left before the guys' flight so one by one the girls left the lounge, bidding a sad farewell to the four guys who had truly become their friends in the past months. As the last of the girls boarded their flight home, the guys all tried to hide the tears in their eyes. "Jeff, is Rachel gonna make it?" Nick asked, having ridden with Jeff and Rachel to the airport while Justin and Drew had been in the rental car the guys had gotten for the weekend.

"She says she will," Jeff said, wishing he knew for sure.

"Are you gonna make it?"

"I have to…if I do anything to shorten the tour or make a move to take a break from the group right now, she's told me she'll dump me."

"So, is she using you for the career?" Drew asked, not thinking that it sounded much like the Rachel he knew.

"No…but she doesn't want to ask me to give up my career for her or even put it on hold for any period of time right now."

"OK…cuz I didn't think the Rach I had gotten to know would use you for the singer you are."

"No, she wouldn't…she just wants me to be happy."

"You're a lucky man, Jeff. Don't screw things up with her," Nick warned, wondering if there was anything he could have done differently to have kept Kristine as his girlfriend instead of her just being his friend.

"Believe me, Nick, I'm not planning on screwing anything up…it's so hard though."

"What do you mean?"

"I…" Jeff started as their flight was called to begin boarding. The group made their way to their first class seats, surprised when no one else was joining them.

"Alright, Timmons…what's the deal?" Drew asked, wanting to find out what Jeff meant by his last comment.

"It's just…you guys are really gonna laugh at this…but…Rachel and I haven't…we haven't had sex yet."

"Wow…that's some restraint you're showing there," Justin said, as the Lacheys both nodded their heads in agreement, all thinking about all the problems that Jeff had had keeping it in his pants while he was dating Trisha…or even not dating her.

"She's not ready…guys…what am I going to do?? I'm so afraid when we finally do take that step, I'm gonna go too fast and she's not going to enjoy herself."

"Jeff, you need to just keep remembering it's going to be her first time."

"I know THAT, Nick. But…I'm just afraid, I'm going to be so excited about it finally happening…that I'll forget."

"Man, you need to make sure you remember that," Drew commented. "She deserves a very special night the first time…and if she doesn't enjoy herself that first time…I think you're going to have some problems getting to enjoy that on a regular basis afterwards."

"I KNOW…and seriously, while that idea frightens me a bit…I think I'm more afraid Rachel won't ever find out just how fun and enjoyable it is if I **** it up that first night."

"Jeff…is this going to be a wedding night encounter?" Nick asked.

"I don't know. I'm hoping I'll be able to help her reach a comfort zone before then…but if not, I can tell Rachel won't let me put it off until after the wedding night."

"So what you're saying is that, FOR RACHEL, you'd give your wedding night up to make sure it was really special and great for her?" Drew asked, again surprised at what his friend was saying.

"Yeah. We're going to have enough other stress on our wedding day and night…I don't want that to interfere."

"Jeff, I'm honestly very impressed with you and the way you're handling this," Justin said. "Guys, do you care if we switch topics here?"

"Go ahead," Jeff said. "I just can't believe that I told you all that Rachel and I haven't been intimate yet."

"What is it, J?"

"I just wanted to warn you all…Liz will be joining us this week…until the tour is completed."

"When's she joining us?" Jeff asked, wondering if maybe he could get some insight from Rachel's best friend.

"I'm flying to Nashville to meet her on Tuesday…we're driving to Cinci to drop her cat off with my mom on Wednesday and we'll meet you for the concert on Thursday night."

"Wow…quick trip."

"Yeah, well, I want Liz with me. You guys do understand, right?"

"Of course we do, Justin. It's just a shame we're so cramped on the bus…you two aren't going to be getting much in the lines of privacy," Nick said.

"I think we can make do," Justin said, blushing and hoping they would be able to control their hormones while they were traveling by bus.

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"Liz," Justin said as she answered the phone after the guys arrived at their destination.

"Justin, I've missed you."

"I miss you too, angel. We'll see each other in a couple of days."

"I can't wait, J."

"Liz, the guys do know you're coming with us, so it's not going to be a shock when you show up with me on Thursday."

"Thanks. They don't mind, do they?"

"Not at all, sweetheart. They are glad to know we're going to be together. They did however mention, there isn't really much room on the tour busses."

"So, I probably shouldn't come?"

"NO! You're coming. They just were hinting at our nighttime activities as newlyweds."

"Oh…" Liz said, blushing at the thought of making love to her husband with three other men in such close proximity.

"Liz, don't worry. We're just going to have to do what we can to control our hormones. I don't want us to be embarrassed to be around the guys, and I think we both would be if they were to hear what happens between us."

"Thank you…for understanding, Justin."

"You're welcome. Oh, and based on Jeff's ramblings while we were talking on the way out here…he may want to talk to you a bit…about Rach."

"Thanks for the warning, J. I'm sure it'll be alright."

"So, are you ready to meet mom?"

"As ready as I can be," Liz answered. "Justin, what if she doesn't like me?"

"Lizzie, she'll love ya. I love you so my mom will."

"OK. So, what time are you going to get into town?"

"I'll be in around 2 am Wednesday. Figured I'd take a cab to your place, and get some rest, then we can drive to Cinci. I've got a private jet chartered for us so we can leave whenever. I do need to be there for a radio interview in the morning though, by 7."

"We'll make it. Did you want me to meet you at the airport?"

"No, this way you can drive to Cinci, and I can keep resting…if you don’t mind."

"Alright," Liz answered. "I can't wait to see you."

"I can't wait either, Liz. Love you. I better get going. We're supposed to be doing a 'business dinner' tonight, to try to get some things worked out for our next album."

"OK, miss you, Justin. Love ya."

"Love you too, princess. Take care," Justin said, ending the conversation.

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 43 ~ Meeting Mom ~

Justin arrived in Nashville at 1:30 am, a little earlier than planned, and he immediately found a cab which took him to his Nashville home. After quietly letting himself in, he found Liz asleep on the couch. "Lizzie, I'm home," Justin whispered softly as he lifted her from the couch.

"Justin…I'm sorry I didn't come to get you."

"Lizzie, I wanted you to rest, not come pick me up. Thank you though, you're the best. Now, let's get some sleep, and then we'll head for Cinci around 10, ok?"

"OK, Justin," Liz said softly as she fell asleep again.

Justin helped get her ready for bed, before setting the alarm clock for 9:00 so they could be on the road by 10. "Liz, I love you so much," Justin said, kissing her gently on the forehead as he snuggled down behind her, holding his wife close to him, getting a very peaceful few hours of sleep.

Justin woke up before the alarm went off, and spent some time enjoying the opportunity to just watch his new wife sleep. After a few minutes, he got up and went to take a quick shower before going to make a quick breakfast for Elizabeth which he could hopefully surprise her in bed with. Justin finished what he was making, and carefully entered their bedroom, finding Liz still sleeping. He set the tray of food on the dresser, before leaning down to kiss her awake. "Liz, sweetie…we need to get going, baby…if we're going to make our trip today."

"Justin? You mean I wasn't dreaming…you really are here?" Liz said as she slowly woke up.

"I'm really here…and we're going to be together, baby…remember, you're coming with me on tour?"

"Yes, I do remember," Liz answered as she sat up, smiling and happy to be joining her husband.

They quickly ate the breakfast Justin had prepared, and got Liz's things ready for the trip. "J…I don't think I've got enough luggage," Liz said, as she finished filling a suitcase.

"Don't worry, baby. We can get you more luggage and more clothes while we're on the road. It's not a problem."

"OK…thank you…for everything."

"Love you, baby. You're the best."

They packed everything into Liz's car, and headed towards Cinci. "J, what if your mom doesn't get along with Tab?"

"She'll love Tab…and she'll love you too, Liz. You're down to earth, and you don't act like you're better than anyone else just because we're together."

"Thanks for the reassurances," Liz said, softly, grateful for the man she had married, and hoping he was right about his mom's reaction to her.

"MOM! We're here," Justin called as he walked right into the house.

"JUSTIN!! Welcome home," Sue said, as she met them in the entry way. "You must be Elizabeth. It's such a pleasure to meet you."

"Thank you."

"So, where is this cat I'm watching?"

"He's still in the car, mom. We thought it would be better to let you meet Liz first."

"Well go get him, Justin. I'll show Liz around the house while you go get him."

Justin went out and got Tab and his things from the car, and came back in to find his mom and Liz looking through an old family photo album. "Umm, mom…we really probably should get going."

"Of course, let me meet my new house guest."

[Raevengeance]

~ Chapter 44 ~ Life On The Road ~

After making sure that Tab was going to be well acclimated to his new home, Justin and Liz made their way to the airport for their chartered flight to meet up with the others for the radio interview and concert the following day. “Liz, thank you.”

“For what, J?” Liz asked, snuggling close to Justin in their seats.

“For making me the happiest man on the earth…for agreeing to be my wife…for coming on tour with me.”

“J, I should be thanking you!” Liz argued. “You’ve been a God-send, helping me through my personal trials and tribulations.”

“Lizzie, I want you to be as happy as you make me,” Justin whispered softly.

“I think I’m happier,” Liz sighed blissfully.

“Liz, I want you.”

“You’ve got me, Justin,” Liz answered, not understanding his meaning.

“I meant I want to make love to you, princess…right NOW.”

“Now?? But we’re flying…” Liz protested.

“So? We can join the Mile High Club,” Justin replied after silencing her objections with a kiss.

“But…”

“If you don’t want to, just say no, but I just want to make love to the most beautiful, gorgeous, sexy woman on the planet…who just happens to be my wife,” Justin said, kissing her to accentuate each word he used to describe her.

“What will the crew think?” Liz asked, trying to keep from stripping her clothes off right there.

“Liz, the pilot is the only crew on board. No one is going to think anything.”

“Are…are we going to do it right here?”

“We can go back to the bedroom,” Justin offered, glad to hear that Liz was sounding more positive about the idea.

“Bedroom??? On a plane???” Liz questioned.

“It is a private charter…and yes, it has a bedroom.”

“You’re sure that no one will think anything bad?”

“They wouldn’t have a bed if they didn’t want it to be used,” Justin answered. “And the only people who need to know what happened, other than sleep, are you and I, and I, for sure won’t think badly about you,” he added with a wink.

“Alright,” Liz agreed, trying to overcome some of her nerves.

“Liz, if it makes you feel better, we don’t have to go all the way…we could just snuggle together back there.”

“Would you mind?”

“No, I was just hoping that we could join the club together, while on an appropriately furnished airplane, instead of trying to make love in the bathroom of some commercial jet.”

“I…I just don’t know yet,” Liz said hesitantly.

“Alright, let’s go cuddle then,” Justin said, leading her towards the bedroom. As the happy couple laid on the bed, despite their intentions to not do more than cuddle, they began kissing, which led to fondling, which eventually led to making love to each other. “Liz, I’m glad you’re the one who helped me join the club.”

“Helped you join?” Liz repeated, slightly confused.

“Yes, Liz…I hadn’t ever made love or had sex with a woman on a plane until today with you…no one ever really interested me enough to risk being caught doing something that some consider so wrong…”

“J…that’s so sweet…and…well…it was amazing,” she said, kissing him gently, before finding herself pinned beneath him again…as he was ready for yet another session of love making, until the pilot came over the intercom announcing their approach to LA where they were meeting the other guys.

“Well, we’ll just have to save this for very, very special occasions,” Justin said as they finished getting re-dressed, and went to their seats for landing.

“Thanks, J…you are the best.”

The couple was met at LAX by Dre, who whisked them back to the Regency where they met with the rest of the group.

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:embarrest: Everything was just juicy enough....great job, Rae! Let's have some more, even though that was a HUGE update! Thankies!

[Raevengeance]

LOL -
I better slow it down a bit - or you'll be stand-stilled with this one the way FS is stuck now ;) :P

[a7xnsl98d]

LOL -
I better slow it down a bit - or you'll be stand-stilled with this one the way FS is stuck now ;) :P


Ok...I'll wait. I'll just pull out the blankie and take a nap.... :noworry:

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~ Chapter 45 ~ Happy Holidays ~

The guys and Elizabeth wrapped up the fall tour the week before Thanksgiving. Liz and Justin then went on a delayed honeymoon to the Bahamas, borrowing a condo from a friend of Justin's…one with miles of private beach for the couple to enjoy together. Nick and Drew both went home to Cinci to spend Thanksgiving with their family, and Jeff returned home to pick his children up from his parents…so he could take them to Wisconsin to meet Rachel's family. He was really hoping that since Rachel had resigned her position at the beginning of November, he could convince her to come to California with him for a couple of weeks before Christmas…so they could find a home where they could spend their life together…when he wasn't touring at least…and raise their family.

"How are the wedding plans going?"

"They're going well, mom…that's one of the reasons I'm going to see Rachel right now…to help with a few decisions."

"You know, you could leave the kids here with us…so you and Rachel could spend more time alone."

"No, mom…I want the kids with me…they are MY responsibility, and I do want them to have a chance to get to know Rachel's family."

"But won't they get in your way?"

"MOM! They are MY kids, and technically, I should have been taking care of them since Trisha wasn't…I knew life on the road wouldn't be good for them, so I left them with you…"

"But…"

"Mom, Rach understands my need to be there for my kids…and she is willing to help me raise them."

"But…"

"Mom, you act like you want to keep raising them…"

"Well…it has been nice."

"Then get Tina to leave Taylor here with you! Alyssa and Brandon are going to be living with Rachel and me!"

"But…you're going to be newlyweds…are you sure you want them there with you?"

"Mother! I told you when they moved in with you, it was only until the tour was finished. The tour is over…they are moving back in with ME!"

"You don't even have a place to live!"

"Rachel and I will find one…and we'll get their toys and stuff when we get OUR place."

"Trish, Jeff is right…his kids need to be with him," Jim interjected.

"But…"

"Mom, I'll take them to a hotel NOW if you don't quit arguing with me about it," Jeff threatened.

"Fine…I'm sorry, I…I just want you and Rachel to be happy…and I don't want the kids to interfere in that happiness."

"I appreciate it mom, but I'm a grown man…with responsibility for two children. Rachel has known that since before we met…and she has accepted that they are an important part of my life."

"But…"

"Mom, the kids are going to be with us after she moves, this is going to give her more time to get used to them…and get to know them."

"I know…I'm just going to miss them…they're my babies."

"They're your GRANDCHILDREN…and you're going to have more…eventually."

"Not before the wedding?"

"No, Rach wants to get settled and used to the other changes she's making before we begin our family together."

"Smart girl…how'd you get so lucky?" Mike asked as he walked into his parent's kitchen where the discussion was taking place.

"Very funny, Mike. I got lucky because Andre was being a jerk to her when we were on tour…she started out extremely shy, but she opened up to us…and admitted she recognized us, but not until we got stuck on the elevator. She was trying to respect our privacy and leave us alone."

"Don't lose her man, she definitely sounds like a keeper. When do we all get to meet her?"

"Hopefully it will be after Thanksgiving. Otherwise, not until the beginning of January."

"Why so long?"

"Mom and Dad have met her…it's just you, Jolene, and Tina that haven't…and it's going to be 'so long' because she is afraid of flying…but I'm going to help her with that."

"Oh boy…the…"

"MIKE!"

"Sorry…just wanted to stop by and say hi, since you're bailing on the family Thanksgiving Dinner…and watching the games with us."

"I want to spend time with Rachel and her family…to get to know them all."

"I know, man…just won't be the same without ya here this year…and Christmas…that's going to be different too."

"She does make you happy, doesn't she?" his mom asked.

"Yes, mom…she does…I don't ever remember being this happy before. I wish I could have spent more time with her but we'll get our time together now."

"Jeff, honestly, I was just trying to give you and Rachel time alone…"

"I know, mom…and I appreciate the thought, but Rachel needs time with the kids too…and the kids need to get used to being around her too."

"Well, when you and Rachel need time alone, just remember that your dad and I would love to watch them…bring them over anytime you need to."

"I will remember that, thank you, mom."

"Good…now, you're leaving tomorrow?"

"Yes…hopefully we'll be back at the beginning of December so we can find a house to call our own."

"Well, you and Rachel can leave the kids here while you're house-hunting."

"We probably will…much easier to search for a home without having two kids in tow."

"Jeff – Don't lose her…she seems really special."

"Believe me, mom…I don't plan on losing her…I know she's special and I'm doing everything I can so she won't leave me."

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The next morning Jeff woke up early, not quite prepared for a trip half-way across the country with two young children under the age of 4. He wondered if maybe he shouldn't leave one of the kids at home with his parents, but realized that he couldn't do that because he loved both of his children so much he didn't want to spend any more time away from them than he had to for his career as a singer.

"Jeff," his sister Tina said, walking into the house.

"Tina…what are you doing here so early?"

"Getting ready to go on a flight to Wisconsin with my dorky kid brother," Tina joked. "Mom thought you could use an extra hand on the flight, so she got me a ticket near your seats, and called and told me I was going."

"If you don't want to…"

"It's cool, Jeff…this will give me a chance to meet my new sister-in-law."

"Meet her?" Jeff questioned.

"Well, she is meeting you and the kids at the airport, right?"

"Actually, I was going to surprise her," Jeff admitted. "She doesn't think I'm coming into town until after Thanksgiving."

"So how…"

"Rental car – with car seats."

"Well…I do need to wait in La Crosse for my return flight to Minneapolis…will it be a problem if I tag along with you for a couple of hours?"

"No, and I'm sure that Rach will like meeting you. I'll give her a call and let her know that we are coming."

"But…"

"It's ok, Tina…She would have wanted to kill me for just showing up on the doorstep anyway."

"You're sure she's going to be alright with this?"

"Yeah…it's 8, let me give her a call quick."

"Bro…you've lost your mind…it's only 6."

"Here…but in Wisconsin it's 8," Jeff said dialing Rachel's number. "Rach."

"You up early enough, Jeffie?" Rachel asked hearing his voice and knowing that he was 2 hours behind her.

"Just calling to give you a heads up…I'm coming to La Crosse today…"

"You are…why???"

"I want to spend time with my fiancée," Jeff answered.

"But…don't you…"

"The tour is over, remember, Rachie?"

"What about Alyssa and Brandon?"

"They're coming with me. I want them to have some time to get to know you and your family…and for your family to get to know them," Jeff answered.

"Wow – we're all going to be together, huh?"

"Do you have a problem with that?"

"No! No problem," Rachel exclaimed. "It's just…wow…we're actually going to be a little family."

"Yes, we will be. Rach, Tina is flying in with me to give me a hand with the kids on the flight…that's why I called…just wanted to let you know she was coming with so you could meet her."

"Wow…Jeff…what if she doesn't like me?"

"Rachel!"

"Jeff, give me the phone," Tina said having heard part of the conversation. "Rachel, this is Tina…Believe me, you don't have anything to worry about…My brother loves you, so of course I'll love you, unless you end up hurting him like a certain ex-wife of his did."

"Ummm…Hi, Tina."

"Give me back the phone, T!" Jeff hissed.

"Rachel, I'll only be there for a few hours between when we land and when my return flight leaves…Jeff is gonna need help on the plane…and this will make it less intimidating for you when you do get out here…you'll only have to meet Mike and Jo for the first time then."

"TINA! GIVE ME THE PHONE!"

"Rachel…if you really don't want to meet me, I'm sure I can find something else to do while I wait for the return flight."

"No…it'll be nice to put a face with the name and voice…and thank you for helping Jeff…I know he'll need the help. So, what time are you all going to get here so I can pick you up at the airport?"

"Rach…it's me again," Jeff said, having finally gotten the phone away from his sister. "Don't worry about meeting us…I rented a car and car seats for the kids."

"Jeff…are you sure?"

"Positive. Look, we'll be in around 1-ish, so don't have lunch til we get there, alright?"

"Alright…see you later, baby," Rachel replied as Jeff hung up the phone and finished getting his children ready for the trip to see their future step-mother. Even though Jeff had said she didn't need to meet them at the airport, Rachel decided it would be easier to get from the airport wherever they wanted to go for lunch and she wasn't sure if Jeff would really be able to find their new home in La Crosse.

"Rachel! I said you didn't need to meet us here," Jeff said seeing her as they came into the airport terminal.

"I know…but I thought it would be easier to get to TGI's from here instead of you driving to our house…and then driving back to this end of town to get to the restaurant," Rachel explained noticing the woman holding Brandon. "Tina?"

"Hi, you must be Rachel. It's nice to meet you finally….you're all my brother has talked about since March."

"It's nice to meet you too. Thank you for giving Jeff a hand with the kids on the way out here. I don't know how he would have managed if you hadn't come with him."

"He wouldn't have," Tina laughed.

"I am here you know," Jeff said, pouting because his fiancée and sister seemed to be ignoring him completely.

"Aunt Rachel…"

"Alyssa, hey sweetie. How have you been?" Rachel said, bending down to the young girl's level to talk with her.

"Daddy miss you."

"I missed your daddy too," Rachel said softly.

"Come home wif us?" Alyssa asked hopefully.

"I will be, sweetheart…in January."

"NOW!"

"Alyssa!"

"Be mommy! Make daddy happy!" the young girl continued ignoring the admonishment her father gave her.

"Jeff??"

"She doesn't know yet, Rachel…"

"Alyssa, sweetie…I am going to be your mommy…in June."

"Make daddy happy?"

"Rachel always makes me happy," Jeff answered as Tina and Rachel both chuckled, knowing Jeff's problem with 'happy pants' syndrome.

"Let's go…are we going to Fridays or somewhere else?"

"Fridays is fine with me," Tina answered.

"When is your flight home?"

"It leaves at 5:30…so I need to be here by 4:30."

"Good…I get time to get to know you," Rachel said smiling.

"I'm really sorry for just inviting myself."

"Think nothing of it….you're family now…and Jeff did need the help."

"Yes, I did," Jeff interjected trying to get back into the conversation.

Alyssa wanted to ride with her Aunt Tina and her new mommy, so after getting all the paper work filled out at the rental counter, Jeff moved the booster seat into Rachel's car for Alyssa and they headed towards Fridays for a late lunch. Following lunch, Jeff stopped at Target and purchased both a car seat and booster seat to be left in Rachel's car. "So, where is our Wisconsin home?" he asked after putting the new car seat in Rachel's car for Alyssa.

"Well, follow me," Rachel said before giving him the basic directions in case they were separated on the drive to the house. Once they arrived at the house, Rachel looked to find out what Jeff's reaction would be.

"Angel, this house is perfect. I love it."

"Thank you, and thank you for realizing that I still want Wisconsin to be my home in part at least."

"I love you, angel," Jeff said, leaning down to kiss his future wife while Tina got Alyssa and Brandon both out of their car seats and into the yard.

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~ CHAPTER 46 ~ California Dreaming J ~

Jeff, Rachel, and *their* children enjoyed the two weeks they had together in La Crosse before boarding a flight to California the Saturday after Thanksgiving. Tina and Trish met the small family at the airport, wanting Jeff to have his car. Alyssa wanted and was given permission to ride home with Grandma and Aunt Tina. Jeff took Rachel and Brandon on a short tour of the area – trying to see if they noticed any homes for sale that they both liked. As they returned to Jim and Trish's home, Rachel was feeling overwhelmed and disappointed that they hadn't seen anything they liked while they were out looking, and she really didn't relish the idea of moving into Jeff's parents' home or into an apartment complex when she moved to California in January. After putting both children to bed for the night, Rachel and Jeff sat in the family room discussing their options. "Jeff, what are we going to do?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean – we didn't find anything we liked today – what are we going to do for a place to live when I move?"

"We can stay here until we find something we like," Jeff offered.

"Jeff, your parents are great – and I love them, but I really don't think that's a good idea."

"Why not?"

"They don't have a spare room for me."

"Angel, you're going to be staying in my room," Jeff answered.

"Jeffrey! I am not going to share your room in your parents' home until AFTER we get married."

"You are tonight."

"Jeff – don't argue with me."

"Baby, we will call a couple of real estate agencies on Monday if we don't find anything at the open houses tomorrow."

"And if we can't find anything?"

"Then we will have a home custom built for us. Angel, we are going to have our dream home…and we will have a place to stay, even if we get an apartment for 6 months."

"I know…I…I'm just scared."

"Well, don't be scared. There is nothing to be scared about."

"Rachel – Jeff! We're going to be gone for the next week. Jim forgot about a business trip he had scheduled. Jeff, you do have keys right?"

"Yeah, mom…I do."

"Maybe we should stay in a hotel," Rachel suggested after hearing that her future in-laws wouldn't be home during most of her stay.

"Nonsense, Rachel! You are family, and you're always welcome to stay here. We will see you a week from tomorrow," Trish said as she followed Jim out the front door to their car.

"We're alone now," Jeff said as his parents drove off. "Want to use the hot tub?"

"We aren't alone, Jeffie. Your children are upstairs."

"OUR children."

"Your children, Jeff. I love them like they were my own, but until the wedding, they really aren't mine."

"Where the hell is this coming from? Since we became engaged, you've thought of them as yours."

"I...I am just realizing they really aren't mine. If Trisha were to walk in the door – she'd probably get custody of the kids back."

"DAMN IT! I won't let her get the kids back! She didn't want them before, she won't want them now!"

"Jeff – I…I just…I'm sorry. You're right, they are our children – even if Trisha did get custody back, they would still be ours."

"Don't think about Trisha taking custody back. They hampered her ability to party."

"Ok, Ok. Anyway – I think we need to focus on them – and search for a house while we're here."

"You're right – we'll have plenty of time together in the future."

"Yes, we will. So, what kind of house were you thinking of getting?"

"Angel, we are going to get your dream home."

"Jeff!"

"Seriously…"

"How about we both describe the house we are thinking about – and find an acceptable compromise between the two."

"Fine. You go first," Jeff answered, planning on agreeing on many of Rachel's desires.

"Well…mine may be a little hard to find out here, but…well…I want a colonial style – 2 story – large yard so we can have a swimming pool."

"Well, almost everyone out here has a pool so that's not too bad. What about the rooms?"

"What do you mean?"

"How many bedrooms, that kind of stuff?"

"Well, I guess I want a master bedroom, a guest bedroom, and probably 4 other bedrooms for kids."

"You want us to have two more kids?" Jeff asked, slightly surprised because they hadn't really talked about children other than the two he already had before.

"Don't get too excited – I am getting older so it may not happen, but I am agreeable to that, or we could always adopt."

"That is a good idea…maybe we should adopt a few kids anyway."

"If you want – but were you thinking older or younger kids?"

"You mean than Alyssa?"

"Well, in general – kids Aly's age and younger or older than her?"

"Probably her age or younger, what do you think?"

"Might be easier that way, so what do you want in a home?"

"You and my kids – everything else is just gravy."

"JEFFREY!"

"Honestly, the house style doesn't matter. I just want a two-person shower and a Jacuzzi in the master bedroom.

"Two person shower??"

"Yes. That way you and I can enjoy it together."

"I don't think we'd be getting very clean."

"Sure we would. You don't mind do you?"

"If it's what you want, no. But like how big of a house were you thinking of?"

"Well, I had been thinking of a house with 7 or 8 bedrooms, including the master suite. That way we'd have room for your family when they came to visit."

"Jeff, had you thought about putting a recording studio in the house at all?"

"Actually, I was thinking more of getting an estate with plenty of land so I can have a studio built."

"That's actually a good idea, Jeff. I am extremely lucky."

"I'm the lucky one, angel," Jeff said before kissing her gently.

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Warning: Adult Content in this Chapter

~ CHAPTER 47 ~ WEDDING DAY BLISS ~ J ~

Time passed quickly as Jeff and Rachel made final preparations for their wedding day. The house they had dreamed of was custom built for them and the contractor promised it would be ready to move into when they returned from their honeymoon. Once the house was completed the workers would begin building the recording studio which would be located at it's own entrance to the estate to allow Jeff to work with other up-and-coming artists while still allowing their family the privacy they deserved. The building for the studio would also house the new fan club offices, providing Rachel a chance to do something for a job, while staying close to Jeff. Cate, who had enjoyed running the fan club since the group formed, had been thinking of resigning from her full-time responsibilities to the group, and when Rachel had offered her assistance, Cate readily accepted – giving Rachel the reins while Cate would assist as needed.


Jeff, Rachel, Alyssa, and Brandon spent April and May in La Crosse making final preparations for the wedding. During this time, they ran into a small glitch – Kristine decided that she just couldn't be at the wedding. Her new boyfriend's sister was being married the same weekend – and she had been asked to be the maid-of-honor. "Jeff, what are we going to do??"

"Isn't there anyone in your family who could fill in for her?"

"I can check with one of my aunts, but it seems a little rude to ask this late," Rachel muttered.

"Baby, it's not your fault, and your family will understand that."

"I know, really, I do…I just need to figure out which of my aunts to ask."

"It's your decision, baby."

"I know," Rachel answered before calling her youngest aunt, who agreed to fill in, no questions asked – except about the dress, shoes, and accessories. A day trip to Minneapolis was planned, hoping that the store would have a dress in the correct color and size. The jewelry Rachel had selected for the bride's maids to wear had not yet been given to her attendants, so that wouldn't be a problem. As the group who made the trip (several of Rachel's other aunts who chose to go also) made the journey home, Rachel was complimented on her choice of dresses – both for the wedding party and for herself.


The wedding day finally arrived and security in La Crosse was tight. In addition to 98 Degrees, NSYNC and several other well-known celebrities were in attendance, and neither Jeff nor Rachel wanted their special day ruined by media or fans. In an effort to prevent uninvited guests, they 'accidentally' let their wedding date slip, only the day mentioned was actually a week after the true wedding and in Southern California, and blocks of rooms were held a hotel near the 'wedding location' by Universal to keep anyone from figuring out the ruse – only to be cancelled following the true ceremony. The day was a beautiful Saturday – not too hot or too cold – and no rain in the forecast. Entrance to the church required an invitation.

Photos were taken at the church prior to the ceremony, allowing Jeff and Rachel more time to socialize with their friends and family at the reception. Photos were taken first of Jeff, his groomsmen, and his family. Elizabeth, who had been in the sanctuary for these pictures was under orders from Rachel to get a picture of Jeff's reaction when he first saw her enter for the pictures of her, the bride's maids, and her family since it would be prior to the ceremony.

As Rachel entered the church, Jeff had his back to her, giving Liz time to get closer as Rachel approached her soon-to-be husband. When Rachel was directly behind Jeff, Nick and Drew let him know that she was there. "Angel – you – you're so beautiful. Are you sure you want to be with me??"

"No…I'm positive."

After this quick exchange, photos were taken of the bridal party, Rachel's family, Jeff and Rachel with each other's families, and the final picture taken was of the family being created that afternoon – Rachel with Jeff and his children.

Following the ceremony, everyone headed for the reception which was being held at the hotel. As Jeff and Rachel exited the church, both were happy that there was no media presence there. "I think we managed to fool them all," Jeff whispered as they stopped at the top step for the traditional receiving line. Alyssa, who had been the flower girl, insisted on being right between her parents and Jeff took Brandon from Grandma Trish wanting to greet their guests as a family.

After all the guests had left the church, Jeff, Rachel, Elizabeth, and Justin went back into the church to sign the marriage certificate. Once that detail was taken care of, the group went to the hotel for the reception.

After a filling meal, the party truly started with the dance. Rachel and Jeff began the evening with their first dance, which to everyone's surprise was to STILL. After a few other songs, the parents' dance was done. Some of Rachel's older cousins enjoyed being able to dance with celebrities – who all made them feel special. As the night was drawing to a close, Jeff pulled Nick, Drew, and Justin aside for his special present to Rachel. Bringing her to the center of the dance floor while the other three stepped up behind him, "Rachel, I wrote this song for you after we first met and I wanted to wait for the perfect time to give it to you – and today is that day," Jeff whispered before repeating a brief introduction of the song for the rest of their guests.

As her husband and his friends sang the song, Rachel became choked up and tried desperately to keep from crying. The dance then continued for another hour before breaking up. "Angel, are you all right?"

"Why??"

"Tears…I see your tears."

"Tears of joy, Jeff. I can't believe we are actually married now."

"Well we are – you aren't disappointed are you?"

"NO…never. Just a little surprised that you actually married me and that we managed to pull it off with the media not finding out about it."

"Why are you surprised I would marry you?"

"Same reasons I have always questioned our relationship."

"RACHEL TIMMONS!"

"Say that again."

"What?"

"Say my name again."

"Rachel Timmons, why?"

"It sounds good is all."

"Baby, I love you."

"I love you too – so where are we going on our honeymoon?"

"You'll find out when we get there," Jeff answered cryptically.

"But…"

"I've already got all the luggage we'll need packed and ready to go."

"But…"

"What is it?"

"I know you…you wouldn't pack anything for either of us to wear so we'd be stuck in our hotel room the entire time we were gone!"

"Would that be a bad thing?"

"Well…yeah…I would kind of enjoy getting out a little bit at least."

"Don't worry, baby. I have two suitcases packed just for you already…"

"How long are we going to be gone?"

"Two weeks alone…then we've got the family vacation at Disney for another week."

"Oh…"

"You don't like the idea of a family vacation?"

"No, it's…I'm just surprised is all."

"Angel, we're going to make it."

"I know – now will you please make love to me?"

"I don't know…"

"Jeffrey Brandon Timmons!"

"I didn't finish – I want you to make love to me."

"But…"

"No buts…we've made love before…I just want you to be in control of what we're doing tonight."

"But…"

"Rachel, if you want something, come and get it."

"I…"

"Yes?"

"I don't think I can."

"Then I guess it will be a sexless marriage."

"Jeff!"

"Until you take control – we aren't making love again."

"But…you'll find someone else," Rachel sputtered before starting to cry.

"Rachie, baby, I'll never find anyone else – you are the only woman for me, and it's been that way since we met."

"But…"

"No buts. That's the way it is. But I want you to feel comfortable making the first move and initiating love making. You said you wanted us to make love – so take the first step."

"But…"

"Rachel, I want…no I need to know that if you need physical intimacy you'll make the move to get it. I need to know that you'll let me know if you want some loving and that you'll let me know if you aren't in the mood if I am. Do you understand?"

"Can't I just tell you?"

"No – that's a start – and you have been good at that, but I need you to be more physically in control – let me know physically – that you want sex."

"Starting tomorrow?" Rachel asked hopefully.

"Tonight."

"But…"

"Yes?"

"But it's our wedding night…we need to make love…"

"So take me, I'm yours," Jeff replied laying back on the bed.

"But…"

"Rach, sweetheart, we've made love before. You know what you enjoy…"

"But I enjoy you…on top."

"Please – for me, try being on top tonight. If you don't like it I promise I won't pressure you on that point again."

"Try tomorrow, be 'boring' tonight?" Rachel suggested, hoping Jeff would give in to her.

"Nope, and it's never boring with you."

"You're not bored?" Rachel asked surprised.

"Nope – I'm not. Now come here and ride me like the cowgirl that you are."

"I…I can't, Jeff…I'm sorry."

"Stop that! You can and you WILL!"

"I can't…not tonight."

"Ok…but tomorrow we aren't making love unless you take the lead," Jeff said, finally giving in to what his new wife wanted. "Can…will you help me get it up at least?"

"You…Mr. 'Permenant Hard-On' needs help getting aroused??"

"Not much...I end up with happy pants every time I see about you – but it's still nice to be touched there – by the woman I love."

"You end up with a hard on just being awake."

"That's because I'm thinking of you."

"And before we met?" Rachel asked, knowing he had had the problem in question long before they met in Madison.

"What?"

"What was going on with that 'situation' before we met?"

"What do you mean?"

"How do you explain your constant arousal before we met?"

"I was young and horny?" Jeff tried.

"Yeah, you were horny, at least you admit that."

"So, help me?"

"Not as horny anymore?"

"More – because I get to make love with you."

"So why do you need the help?"

"Because I love the way it feels when you touch me there," Jeff replied as he moved closer to his new wife. "Please, Rachel…" he said giving her his famous puppy dog eyes which Rachel always claimed she couldn't resist. When she didn't argue further, he took her and led her towards their bed. After removing both of their clothes, Jeff took her hand, and helped his wife stroke his hardening member. As he felt himself nearing his climax, he removed her hand and slowly entered her. Once they established a steady rhythm, Jeff rolled, placing Rachel on top of himself and looking extremely uncomfortable.

"Jeff…"

"Baby, you can do this. Remember the way your hips were moving while you were below me…just keep doing that, baby. You'll find the pace you like."

"But…"

"What?"

"I…I feel so…so exposed."

"Only to me…and I love your breasts and seeing you in a more dominant role."

"But…"

"Rachie, just tonight – if you're still not comfortable in this position after you find out just how good it can be for you, I promise I won't press the issue again, alright?"

"Alright, but…"

"Yes?"

"How do I know you're getting what you need?"

"Baby, I'll let you know – but just being inside you is enough to get me off…and you will definitely know when that happens…you'll feel me having my climax."

"Ohhh…"

"What is it?" Jeff asked as he began gently thrusting upwards, hoping that Rachel would take the hint and begin moving again.

"What is what?"

"That 'Ohhh'…what are you thinking?"

"Just…well…has that…being inside a woman always been enough to get you off?"

"Honestly, no – with you there is something special – and I just want to be close – as close as possible to you – and being together is the way that happens – and in having an orgasm – it shows that, do you understand?"

"I…I think so. It's a way for you to be closer to me?"

"Exactly. Now, as much as I love just being IN you, can you please start moving again?"

"If I don't?"

"I guess you will end up on your back again – but we will be trying this again in the future…right now seemed good though since there isn't any chance someone will interrupt us."

"But…"

"What is it?" Jeff asked, starting to sound slightly annoyed.

"I'm not comfortable in this position."

"You've been too busy arguing with me about it. Please, give it a chance – and I promise I won't ask you again. But if you say no now, I will keep after you until you do this."

"But how…"

"Rachie – just do what feels natural – stop thinking about it – and let your sexual drive lead the way."

"But..."

"Rachel, please try it once for me."

"I'm trying," Rachel answered softly. "Jeff, I'm sorry I'm not the woman you need me to be," she added after a few minutes of trying to figure out what she should be doing.

"Damn it, Rachel! You are the PERFECT woman for me if you'd ****ing get rid of these damn fears!" Jeff yelled, before flipping them again so Rachel was beneath him on their bed before he began thrusting again. "Are you happy now?"

"Why are you mad at me?"

"I'm not mad at you. I am disappointed in you though."

"Disappointed, why?"

"Because you let your fears and insecurities rule how you live! Rachel, baby, I would NEVER ask you to do anything I didn't think you could handle."

"But…"

"Rach, it's alright, really. I will help you overcome your insecurities. I just didn't realize how deep they ran."

"Jeff – just…go file for a divorce or annulment or whatever. You need someone who isn't so scared."

"Rachel! We are not getting a divorce or an annulment! I love you and the kids adore you."

"And the fans will hate me."

"What??"

"The fans will hate me."

"WHY will they hate you? And what difference does that make anyway?"

"I'm fat! And you'll start seeing things the way they do soon enough."

Jeff stopped thrusting and pulled out of his wife. "You are not, I repeat, NOT Fat!"

"Timmons!"

"Good – yell at yourself!"

"I'm yelling at you!"

"Sorry, you're Timmons now too, so you'll have to specify."

"JEFF!"

"Yes, you ready to try again?" Jeff asked with a smirk on his face.

"Why are you so hell-bent on me being on top?"

"Why? I guess because I know you'll enjoy it – and get more pleasure – and I want you to give it an honest effort."

"Jeff – please – sometime during our honeymoon we can try it – but not tonight."

"You promise you won't back out or argue the next time I suggest it?"

"I promise…"

"OK…that is good enough – for TONIGHT. Can we maybe try something different tonight?"

"Such as??"

"Just a different position. Nothing too drastic – I don't expect you to start swinging from a trapeze or anything like that."

"Well…"

"Please…"

"Can we finish what we've started already?"

"We will…in the new position."

"What kind of position are you talking about?"

"I just…I want to make love to you while you're laying there – on your side – sort of like we are now."

"That I think I can handle – do I keep my leg around your hip?"

"Yes – what did you think I was thinking about?"

"Well…I was hoping you weren't thinking about oral."

"Angel, we've talked about that – you've said no – and I won't push on that because you've given a good reason for saying no. If it wasn't a good reason, I would push you to at least get a better reason for saying no, not necessarily to do it."

"Who decides if a reason is valid?"

"I meant – more of a reason than 'I don't know' or 'I don't want to, that's gross'."

"Oh, that I can accept as long as I give a valid reason and you can't veto the reason…I just need to make sure the explanation actually explains what I'm thinking."

"Exactly."

"OK."

"Angel, I love you too much to just ignore your feelings on things – you just need to learn to be more vocal about them sometimes."

"Jeff – stop talking and love me."

"Yes, ma'am," Jeff replied as he repositioned himself and they continued their lovemaking.

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~ CHAPTER 48 ~ HAPPY HONEYMOON J ~

The next morning came too early for the newlyweds as they needed to get on a plane to reach their honeymoon destination. Rachel was still trying to find out where they were headed, but Jeff wouldn't give in. "Well, I'll find out on the plane. They always mention it or people around us will be talking."

"We are going on a private charter, sweetheart…no possibility – I will tell you once we're in the air, alright?"

"Why not now?"

"You don't need to know right now."

"But Jeff!"

"Sorry, and the more you ask, the longer I'll take to tell you."

"You're not being fair, Jeff."

"All is fair in love and war, and baby – this is love."

"Are you sure about that?"

"Yes, I am – after the way you begged me to make love to you last night."

"Jeff – this is no fair. Why can't I find out where we're heading?"

"Because I want you surprised."

"But I'll be surprised NOW."

"Do you want to wait until we get there?"

"Will you tell me if I…I give you a blow job?"

"What!??!?!"

"You heard me – a blow job in exchange for finding out where we are going – NOW."

"But…"

"Which is it, Jeff? I know you like them – and if you don't tell me now, you won't be getting any from me – and if I find out you've gotten one from anyone else, I'll be out the door quicker than you could say stop."

"Alright, I'll tell you after the blow job."

"Nope – destination first – then your sexual pleasure."

"And how do I know that you'll go through with it if I tell you first?"

"How do I know you'll tell me after I go down on you?"

"I asked you first."

"And that means what?"

"Rachel!"

"Jeff – I said I would do it – I'm not going to lie to you."

"You would really give me a blow job? Even though I know how you feel about doing that?"

"Yes, Jeff. Why do you keep asking?"

"Because you had told me in no uncertain terms that we…I would not be getting that type of treatment from you."

"Isn't a girl allowed to change her mind?"

"Well…I guess I didn't expect you to change your mind on that particular topic."

"Jeff – honestly – "

"Yes?"

"I think…"

"What is it?" Jeff asked when she didn't finish her thought.

"I think I had been slightly over-reacting to that particular topic."

"Well…"

"Tell me where we're headed and I'll give it to you…and let you touch me there."

"Will that song ever quit haunting us??"

"I kind of liked it actually," Rachel admitted shyly.

"Well…Motown made us do it."

"Yeah, I know…but I think it's sexy. So, are you ready to tell me where we're going so I'll touch you there?"

"We're going to the Bahamas, alright? We're going to the Bahamas," Jeff answered.

"Oh boy, fun in the sun."

"Yes, and we are staying in the penthouse of one of the most exclusive resorts down there."

"Cool, I can't wait to have some serious 'alone' time with you," Rachel said as she got on her knees in front of Jeff.

"Rachel," Jeff said, pulling her back into her seat.

"Jeff?"

"You don't need to do that."

"But…"

"Rach, not here…not now. If you really, really want to – you can…after we get there."

"But…"

"Rachel, I love you – and you have made it crystal clear in the past that you would not or could not give me a blow job – so I am not going to let you drop to your knees while we are on an airplane."

"But I promised…"

"No, you don't. I was going to tell you anyway."

"But…"

"Yes?"

"Why did you want me to suck you off before you told me?"

"I just wanted to see if you would go through with it…I wouldn't have let you actually do it."

"I love you, Jeffrey."

"You are the best, Mrs. Timmons."

"Mrs. Timmons – that sounds so great."

"Yes, it does. I love you and you are my Missus."

"How long until we get there?"

"We have a lay-over in Chicago and then it's about 2 hours, why?"

"Curious is all," Rachel answered, pushing back her thoughts of the Mile High Club.

"What was behind it? I know you…"

"Nothing."

"Rachel Timmons! You talk to me!"

"It was nothing, really."

"Don't make me drag it out of you."

"Jeff – just forget it, alright?"

"No – just tell me."

"Mile High…"

"Do you want to join the Mile High Club?"

"Ummm…"

"Rachel, please, talk to me…"

"About?"

"What you are thinking and feeling. Rachel, I need you to be honest with me…and tell me if there is something that you want us to do."

"I am being honest with you."

"You're shutting down on me. Rachel, you are my wife – and I want you to be happy and have everything you want. But I can't give you all that if you don't talk to me."

"I'm NOT shutting down."

"Then answer me, damn it! Did you want to join the Mile High Lovers Club?"

"Not really. I was just sort of wondering how people could do that – on an airplane."

"It's not really difficult."

"You have done that?"

"Yes – if you want details, ask, otherwise I am leaving it at I do have my wings in that regard."

"No details – it would just show me that I'm a freaking, frigid prude."

"Rachel Timmons! You are anything but frigid! Damn girl – you're so passionate I've had a hard time keeping up sometimes. And you're not a prude – just old fashioned – and there is nothing wrong with that."

"Thanks for saying that, Jeff. Guess I really needed to hear it."

"Is that why the change of heart about performing oral sex?"

"Well…yeah…I guess it was in a way."

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~ Chapter 49 ~ Honeymoon Surprise J ~

"So, do you think they will enjoy their surprise?" Nick asked.

"Surprise?" Andrea asked, slightly confused as she spent time with Elizabeth and the other three members of 98 Degrees.

"Yeah, we have set them up with a 'Spa Day' at their honeymoon hideaway," Drew explained.

"But how? No one besides Jeff knew where they were going?" Liz asked.

"Our agent booked it - so - well - we just told him Jeff wanted a Spa Day included."

"You guys are awful! Jeff wanted privacy and you all are giving him interruptions!"

"Liz, relax, they will need some breaks from sex, so we gave them one, that's all," Drew said, trying to reason out of the anger he could see in both Liz and Andrea's eyes.

"Still, if they wanted privacy you should have respected that."

"That's what I tried telling the tweedle-brothers," Justin interjected, wanting to distance himself from the scheme.

"Can we please quit talking about the happy couple?"

"What's the matter, Nick, jealous?" Drew asked.

"Yes, I am, alright?" Nick spat back. "I can admit it. I'm jealous - Justin got Liz right away. You and Andi are happy, and Jeff and Rachel are just giddy. Why can't I find that kind of happiness?"

"Nick," Liz started, waiting until he looked at her to continue. "The time may just not be right for you at the moment. When it is - you'll be the giddiest of them all."

"Sure," Nick said, not believing what his friend was saying.

"Nick, think positively. Love will find you when you least expect it."

"That's what everyone says, when they have love and they're trying to help the 'poor soul' who doesn't have anyone."

"You're more bitter than Rachel used to be," Liz said, shaking her head.

"What?" the other four people asked.

"She used to be just as pessimistic as you are, but I think that Jeff has changed that. She's more positive and upbeat now."

"I guess I can't picture her that way," Nick said, as Drew and Justin both agreed.

"Well, she was. She has been hurt very badly in the past and all the hurt was funneled into negative thoughts about her chances with any man."

"I'm glad she found Jeff," Drew said.

"Nick, you're going to find your princess. Just be patient."

"I'm trying, but it's a little hard when all my friends have women in their lives."

"Bro, chill. You will find the woman you were meant to spend your life with," Drew said, trying to help his brother through this situation.

"Now you know how I've felt in the past," Justin muttered and Liz elbowed him.

"What if she's with someone else?" Nick muttered hoping no one would hear him.

"Huh? What are you talking about, Nick?"

"Never mind," Nick said, wanting the entire subject dropped so he wouldn't have to explain that he was having feelings for Rachel, who appeared at least, to be happily married to one of his best friends.

"Nick, do you want to talk in private so the other lugs won't try embarrassing you?"

"No, it's ok nothing can be done about it now anyway."

"Nick, please?" Liz asked, wanting to help him because she thought they were friends, and he was a longtime friend of her husband.

"Maybe later, alright?"

"OK but I'm holding you to that," Liz replied wondering what was going on with Nick.

"Nick, what did you mean when you said 'what if the woman of my dreams is with someone else'?" Justin asked as the two men went to pick lunch up for everyone.

"What?"

"I heard the mumble is there someone you want to be with romantically?"

"Yes, there is," Nick admitted sheepishly, wondering if Justin would push to find out who the woman was.

"So go after her man, especially if you think she feels the same way."

"I don't think she does. She seems quite happy with her husband."

"HUSBAND?? Nick, man, come on, how could you fall for a married woman?"

"She wasn't married when I started falling for her," Nick answered.

"If she got married, I'd say you're going to need to find a way to forget her, man."

"Easier said than done, J."

"What do you mean?"

"I'm going to be seeing her quite frequently."

"What? She's one of our dancers? We can replace her."

"No - she's married - to one of us, and it isn't Elizabeth," he added quickly.

"Rachel? You fell in love with Rachel? Jeff's Rachel?"

"Yes - alright - I did. She has always been so kind, caring, and understanding."

"Man, you have to get over this crush. Jeff would kick your ass if he ever found out."

"I know, but how do I do that?"

"Thankfully we're off for a little while hopefully you will find someone during that time if not, well - I guess Rosie will be your best friend, eh?"

"Yeah and I'll need to make sure that I'm not close to them in the hotels."

"Good luck with that. You know dang well you and Jeff have always had rooms next to each other."

"I know, may need to get more ear plugs I guess."

"Nick, Liz and I can provide a buffer room if you really want one," Justin offered. "I mean, it would be natural for Rachel and Liz to want to be close together since they're good friends."

"No, I'll need to get used to it. Who knows, by the time it matters, I may have moved on and found someone to at least keep me distracted?"

"Nick - man - please don't do anything to hurt Jeff or Rachel."

"I won't. I do know how to control myself."

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Crap, Rae! ACK! I'm still at the top of the page! Holy cow, you're fast! I though you were gonna let me nap.... ZZZzzzzz...

[Raevengeance]

you can nap now. I've gotta get back to writing on this and FS

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Are you still writing, or have you hit a block? :rolleyes: Love ya!

[Raevengeance]

unfortunately - i'm currently at a writer's block on both stories