I Hate College

[Baby_Girl89]

ugh professors are just ugh. my shakespeare professor i could just...there are just no words for how i'm feeling right now. the only reason i even chose to take his cl[arse] was for my honors credit anyway. and then of course he had to make the honor students do more work than anyone else putting a strain not only on himself but his students. i mean i don't know about other honor students but i do have a life outside of the cl[arse]room away from having to go back and essentially almost take one more cl[arse] for a cl[arse].

sorry i just had to vent. i hate this so much. when he first brought up the whole situation i thought it was an option whether or not to go to the meetings and all that. and then on thursday he told us we had to write an extra paper. i e-mailed him yesterday explaining i already have so much going on that i didn't need another paper. he e-mailed me back and it just pissed me off the way he accused me of writing an angry letter and that he wasn't going to help me by e-mailing me the topics for to me to work with. bah humbug anyway just venting.

[AshleyGirl]

I feel your pain, I'm in grad school and it sux.. I have been very fortunate in having very gracious professors, though. I'll be thinking about you and good luck!!!!!!

[Baby_Girl89]

oh god i don't even want to think about grad school. i don't think i'm gonna be able to afford it. on top of that my cousin keeps getting on me about getting an intership. like i have time for that on top of everything else. i feel like i'm running my life into the ground sometimes.

[Raevengeance]

**HUGS**

You'll do ok, sisser.

You can do it, tator-tots! :)

[Baby_Girl89]

question is do i want to? lol

[Raevengeance]

oh shush, dork!

[Baby_Girl89]

what? :Angel:

[AshleyGirl]

I promise it will be worth it in the end. Every time I think about just quitting, I think ONLY UNTIL AUGUST!!!, Then I will have something that I worked my a__ off for and noone can take it away from me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Baby_Girl89]

see my problem is i'm really questioning why i'm going through all of this to begin with. i try to tell myself that i'm doing it for me, but then i look at it all and wonder if it really is for me, or just everyone else. because i think if it were just up to me i'd stay at home and write all day, or work on my music. i don't know, it's only a year and a half more right? besides all my other professors have been terrific, it might just be the cl[arse] itself. i just wish i had taken my boyfriend's advice in the beginning and dropped the cl[arse] when i had the chance but it's the only honors cl[arse] i'm taking. then again i suppose i could just finish honors and be done with it. i don't know. thanks for letting me vent guys.